Timetable

my timetable for next yr.. its madness.. but i love weds.. =D

Future MRT Plan

this is so cool.. please check it out.. its like whoa.. looks like there will be lotsa digging everywhere in the future.. not tt we dun haf enough rite now..

Ouch

man the corner of my left eye hurts! been hurting since yest.. argh.. blink oso pain lehz.. :( carn see properly too..

Just random thoughts

ever wondered how life seems so beautiful n sweet in serials n movies? sometimes i juz wish i was the main actress.. i juz love the serial da chang jin.. its so wonderfully sweet n juz makes mi melt watching it.. haf cried, yelped, screamed n exclaimed while watching that show.. i think min zheng hao is juz uber sweet to chang jin la.. he's willing to give up everything for her.. when she was sent to ji zhou.. he abandoned his position n followed her there.. whenever she needed him he was there for her.. he's like her guardian angel.. aww.. he even wanted to elope with her.. ok he eloped but the soldiers caught up with him.. made them go back to the palace even though he had resigned.. cos the palace was in a mess n oso cos chang jin was asked to be the emperor's personal physician.. the thought of him giving up everything for her.. touched me so much that i juz hoped that the scriptwriter would eventually let them be together after all they've gone through.. really gotta watch the show urself to understand how i feel.. its so emotional n it really brings u through every emotion..

i wish life can be as sweet though its full of tribulations.. guess tribulations would show us who truly is the one for us.. sometimes when u're not looking for love then love comes a knocking on your door.. this is the kind that wld last i guess.. i wish.... juz wish....

love is beautiful..

Studies

studies are top priority rite now..

do not disturb.

genius at work.

Late Night Thoughts

sometimes i feel that my life is upside down.. its difficult to convey what i feel.. sometimes i juz wanna say get out of my life.. it drives me crazy everytime i gotta face it.. i juz wanna leave everything behind n pretend i nv knew u.. nth happened.. n juz start with a fresh new slate..

but no..

the slate is scratched.. no matter how hard i wipe its still there.. its sth that is not erasable.. maybe after a long time when the slate is too old or broken i'll get myself a new one.. only then will be freed from its clutches..

i dunno wad im feeling rite now either.. whether its indifference, dislike, hate, or juz plain nth.. its like i juz wanna erase that section of my memory.. but i cant.. i try but circumstances do not make it possible.. ur emails are a constant reminder.. u promised to give up on me.. but apparently you arent.. at the back of your mind there's this hope that one day we might be tgt again.. rite? somewhere behind.. somewhere u dun even noe yourself.. tts y u're trying so hard to get me to tok to you again.. i noe u juz wanna be frenz.. but after all this, i think its difficult for me too..

i dunno wad made me say yes in the first place.. we barely knew each other too.. it can be likened to a whirlwind.. everything happened at top speed n i din noe wad i was heading into either.. im sorry for hurting you but it prob occurred to me that we werent meant to be at this pt in time.. maybe cos i was a lil heartbroken over another matter as well..

as the old adage goes "once bitten twice shy".. im twice bitten still not shy.. argh.. told myself after e 1st one that no more of such nonsense anymore.. until im mature enough.. then 2 yrs later i throw myself into the same situation once more though i keep constantly reminding myself not to go into a r/s n hurt the other person in return.. maybe i juz haf this psychotic mentality when it comes to r/s.. i dunno..

though i try not to get involved after it.. but my heart fails mi once more.. to put things rite im still single ok.. yeah.. single available but not exactly looking.. yupz.. its too draining on my mind n body.. took me a long time to get over the 1st though im still not really over it.. sucks man.. im still hurt from the 1st one.. even more so than mi hurting him that i still cannot forget wad he did.. still not toking to him.. 8 yrs i've known him.. thats the sacrifice i had to make.. so you think u're poor thing? think again..

he's been trying to get me to unblock him too.. same as you.. but i carn bring myself to do it.. i noe i prob wun even tok to him even if i unblock him so y shud i bother unblocking him? wld it make a difference? i think not.. i've unblocked ppl after 2-3 yrs.. but tts cos i din block them in the first place.. my mum did.. but yeah if you leave me alone n dun bug me for 2-3 yrs i'll prob relent n unblock you cos i think its safe enough??

juz leave me alone for now will ya?

i need my rest.

thank you.

Posting n Shopping

bro got into RI! =D yeah! another rafflesian in the family liao.. hehe! wonderful.. :P went to bibi n baba today to get his uniform cos buying it tml would be totally chaotic.. books, uniforms etc.. :S so we went down to shaw centre to buy.. there were so many ppl buying uniforms too.. scgs, acs [all 6 of them! pri, jr, acsb, acsi, intl, acjc] rgs, ri etc

then went to far east to try n buy a gown for wedding dinner.. bought this purple one for 53 buckaroos.. quite nice actually.. wasnt veh interested in buying then was like looking at this shop [last shop.. i was telling myself] then mum pointed it out.. tried it one n its nice! so juz bought it without even considering the others that i had tried on for the past 1-2 hrs..

gonna hafta follow my bro to ri tml to report.. hope he gets german too! ;) then we can start conversing in german n no one else wld understand.. how wonderful.. hehe.. german tuition anyone?? guess i can teach up to sec 4 la.. which is bout my standard oso.. haha jkjk.. but sec 1 - 3 is really easy.. din see the sec 4 tb cos din take at moelc so i wun noe wads it about.. hopefully when i go to moelc with my bro to buy books i wun see frau heng cos im still kinda pissed with her.. wads wrong with letting mi sit in 1 lesson?? like big deal.. hmph.. its like u shud be honoured that i wanna come listen to you teach when im paying 500+ outside to learn it anw.. n its not u that i wanna see.. its my frenz! so like 0.o to you!

ok hw time.. left with integ of that maths hol tut.. pnc maclaurins tut n chem.. realised i nv touch chem? tts cos i need to read everything again to do cos i dunno wads gg on for organic la.. apart from those that they tested in promos which i still haf a hint of wad is gg on.. arenes is totally foreign to me.. heellppp...

im hungry. only had fish ole at 4+5.. :(

School Food in Britan vs Singapore

well im done with vectors n complex.. so now left with half of differentiation n everything of integration.. :S done with loci, 3D trigo tut.. left with maclaurins n pnc.. n organic chem.. trying to finish maths by fri cos i realised to finish everything today is madness.. yupyupz.. i must haf more self discipline.. yeah.. gambate!

xmas is coming n i wanna watch the shows on tv! princess diaries n sweet home alabama.. aww sounds so nice la..

been watching jamie oliver's school dinners on ch5 n i think he's done a great job trying to change the diet of school going children.. din noe that they served fried nugget n turkey twizlers etc which is totally unacceptable! im so glad he decided to make a change n tt tony blair has increased the budget to at least 50p per student up from the miserable 37p per student..

nv had this prob in singapore.. prob cos we haf got canteens where u go n buy ur stuff n not cafeterias where u queue up with a tray n food in plonked onto it.. think MOE has done their part of ensuring that food is healthy n that we don't put too much junk food into our system... at least we've got a healtheir choice..

food at home is relatively balanced as well i guess.. we eat pasta, rice, potatoes, noodles etc.. with minced meat, steak etc n salads veggies etc.. so lucky us?? =D

Weekend

well well well.. wad haf i done.. hmm.. i've done trigo n now on vectors.. gotta try n finish everything maths by wed.. then thurs/fri do chem.. next week start revising/learning or sth le.. no time!

ami asked mi to go out shoppingwith her on wed.. dunno if my mum will allow.. shall be a good girl n get offline after this entry n go do homework.. cos time is precious n since im like trying to cheong da chang jin now.. im at VCD no. 30+ liao.. yeah! gambate! finished like 12 yest or sth.. yupyupz.. pro? hehe.. watch until my eyes pop ar..

wonder wad my juniors would be like next yr.. please be some really nice peeps! ok i noe we werent exactly close to our juniors back in rg but i hope that we can be nice too! i think there wun be any S1's cos '1' seems to be arts class lehz.. does tt mean there wun be STJ or JTS? *senior treat junior n vice versa*

Back

well sprained my back or sth.. cost me $40.. oh well but it still hurts.. :( shall go rub using the oil.. yupz.. oh n i watched 10 cds yest.. not 7/8.. :S whoa.. gonna watch more later! ;) n i finally finished tt page on simple graphs.. now moving on to trigo.. hopefully can finish slowly..

left with...

1. Loci
2. P n C
3. Maclaurins
4. Chem holiday tut
   
5. Maths holiday tut

but b4 i can do chem holiday tut i gotta revise my organic! :S man... still havent revised current electricity too as well as integ.. dun understand cos wasnt in skool.. :(

Countdown

free publicity on my blog.. go tell your frenz about it yahz? helping yii wen to publicise.. yeah!

Back hurts

ow my back hurts.. i dunno the surface marking on the spine but its prob lumbar/sacral.. haha! ouch.. prob gg to the sinseh tml.. :S bet it hurts like anything! havent been there in ages.. used to sprain my ankle like anything cos of ballet when i was in p2.. tts y i stopped learning..

the auto gate guy came today.. so like after donkey years we've auto gate again!! yippee!! the convenience of it all.. aww.. haha.. so was stuck downstairs watching ch 5.. watched run of the house and life with bonnie.. how come no more what i like about you n the golden girls?!?! the 4 lao zhar bors veh funny la... =D n amanda bynes is so cute! funny thing is that we only noe her character name which is holly.. n not the others like her sis, the black guy, her friend n her sis' fren etc..

now watching da chang jin.. i noe bit slow la but hey at least im watching rite.. the story so sad.. the front part la.. almost cried so many times la... sobz.. now at 7/8th cd outta 70.. -_-" nvm slowly watch.. each cd is 45 min long.. so u calculate how much time i spent in front of the telly today lor.. 7/8 X 45 + 60.. =D tts 7 hrs la! :S omg.. tts bout a third of the day!

hw's still unfinished.. im so dead..

help.

Outing with Pam n Ruth

went ice skating today! =D fun fun! tts cos i could skate n move around with relative ease.. unlike our dear ruth who couldnt.. was kinda walking on ice.. but pam managed to move too! jiayou ruth.. next time when we go u muz move k?? :P move = skate

met yihui n gang there n she wonderfully told us tt wed is student's day n its unlimited with free skates! -_-" to think we spent hours trying to get 1 more person to come along so tt we can skate unlimited!

after tt went to foodcourt to rest.. ruth n i ate ice jelly soursop with selasih seeds n pam drank pineapple juice.. fyi pineapple juice n our dessert cost the same.. $2.. then pam went to buy siew mai tt cost $2.. thereafter we went to watsons where pam almost wanted to buy sng buei tt cost $2.. n b4 tt she bought gloves tt cost $2..

watched king kong.. pam as usual was talking n commenting so loudly tt ruth n i wanted to be unassociated with her.. but it was funny!! i mean pam's funny! =D last yr watched meet the fockers with ruth yk n her oso the same.. muahahax.. n king kong deserves the pg13 rating more than HP.. yupyupz.. ruth n i bought large fries from macs n smuggled it in.. ruth wanted to shake her fries la.. note: we were late for the movie so it started le n shaking fries isnt the quietest thing in the world..luckily she din but she took my powder but its ok.. din want it anw.. then still ask got summore not.. when she reached the bottom of the packet it was damn salty la! haha.. muahahahx..

went to IMM after tt.. daiso.. bought nail polish n stickers.. ruth got a dart board n pam a bracelet.. n daiso's everything for $2.. so pam is really a $2 lady today.. ;) went back at bout 10+.. nice pam n ruth gave the seat to me cos im taking all the way to simei which is a whooping n number of stops.. haha! bought this pineapple soda drink cos i liked the bottle.. oh the bottle is very light btw! =D phone died on me when i reached simei so had to use the public phone..

tml gonna watch the 1st cd of da chang jin! parents watched without me.. hmph nvm.. watched quite a lot of movies w/o them too.. like the mexican, 50 1st dates etc.. n i gotta go do my hw le!! give myself deadline liao..if not wun be able to finish.. :S by next fri..!! DIE DIE MUST FINISH AR!!

bro lost.. oh well.. was a close fight.. 15-11 13-15 13-15 well done ben! but then again he shud haf won tt guy.. its ok.. he put up a good fight considering he felt like puking halfway through n the line judges were bit cockeyed.. in say out.. *hmph*

ruth get online!! google talk? since web messenger screws ur com up.. :( can we play badminton instead?? its cheaper n safer n we noe how to play!! haha.. skating prob haf a lot of ppl n we'll collide which is baaddd.. rite rite rite?? haha! but pam had nv tried b4 n i only tried it once at kallang which is now closed.. :( since skating is like $11.30 with skates [more if you dun haf gloves] n badminton is like $1-3 depending on how long we play/stamina, we can use the 'leftover' money to watch movie or sth rite?? =D see how wonderful.. haha!

any seconders? ;)

whOle nEw pAge!

i've moved back to blogspot.. cos i want to post pictures! yupz.. but the prob with blogspot is that sometimes cannot update? rite ruth? haha.. oh well guess i dun update veh often anyway.. hehe!

tts the pic we took on our class outing to seoul garden.. was taken at 10+pm.. jingyuan's the photographer so he's not in it.. purposely one la he.. haha! was really tired liao.. feet hurting etc.. but its ok.. was fun! hehe

trg today was quite shiong.. wanna die ar.. haha! but felt shiok after tt.. =D at least im improving.. which is good.. muahahax.. national team? no thanx n cannot make it oso.. dad n his nonsense.. :S

bro's meeting some sri lanka guy tml for cheers intl.. hope he wins! =D yeah~! he won darius 15-4 15-2 today.. the taiwanese n indonesians are so pro.. sri lanka not bad oso..

okies tired liao.. sleep!! haha.. =D