ONE- Spell your name without vowels: Mchll Nh
TWO - Are you single? Yepx!
THREE - Whats your favorite number? 17
FOUR - What color do you wear most? YELLOW!!
FIVE - Least favorite color?: erm brown?
SIX - What are you listening to? Journey - Angela Zhang Shao Han
SEVEN - What do you smoke? billowing smoke cos its too hot! :)
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? alrite with it.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? yeah but i dont really think so. maybe when i do think so i'll tell you who.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school? Bio!
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE? ive got A/F but its from FOS. HAHA!
TWELVE - How do you make money? work my ass off
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend? ruth! pam!
FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? Sometimes.
FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? funky!
SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes? Jimmy Choo! when i earn enough to own them.
SEVENTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses? yupyupx!
EIGHTEEN - Where do you wish you were right now? europe
NINETEEN - What should you be doing right now? sleeping
TWENTY- Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Yeah kinda. haha.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
Can you dance? Not really. ddr yes.
Can you do a cart wheel? nope.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: depends on the length of that stem/stalk thing.
Can you touch your toes?: Yes
Can you whistle?: used to.
Can you wiggle your ears?: no
Can you wiggle your nose?: wiggle?! twitch la! haha!
Can you roll your tongue?: Yes

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight at school?: Nope
Did you ever run away from home?: Nope
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: tell me bout it.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: too hot. fire cant be put out with me there. jkjk.

THE DOS:
Do you believe in God?: Yes
Do you know how to swim?: Yeah
Do you like roller coasters?: yupx!
Do you own a bike?: eh no. not mine. bro's.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? durian yes! HAHA!

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run through your family? alternate generations.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: dad's yes.
Does your family have family picnics?: bbq. picnics no. rarely.

THE HOWS:
How did you find out about Friendster?: frenz
How many Friendster friends have you met in person?: Most of them.
How tall are you?: 1.63
How much money do you have on you right now?: $100+

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? ami monic pq hw brian nguyen jy yf
Last thing you said out loud? cant rmb
Last thing someone said to you?: cant rmb

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: din u alr ask this?
What is the temperature outside? 26? dunno.
What radio station do you listen to?: class 95.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: jumbo
What was the last thing you bought?: shoes?
What was the last thing you had to drink?: water
What was the last thing on TV you watched: Keith Barry: CSS
THE WHOS:
Who is your newest friend that added you on Friendster?: Peitong
Who was the last person you MSNed: heidi!
Who talked to you on the phone last?: yong guan
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: ami!
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?: jessie
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: dessie poon.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? Yeah
Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeah
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? nope
Ever cried over the opposite sex? Yeah
Do you cry when you get an injury? No.
Do certain songs make you cry? Yeah
Do certain movies make you cry? Yeah

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person? Most times.
What can make you happy? lame jokes/retarded moments
Do you wish you were happier? Yeah
Is being happy overrated? No
Can music make you happy? Yes.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: dont think so.
Ever made a hit list? haha no la. can count using fingers dont need list.
Have you ever been on a hit list? probably! hahah!
Are you a mean bully? *angelic look*

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low? nah.
Do you believe in yourself? Most times
Are you good looking? im alrite la.
Do you wish you could be someone else? Sometimes.

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color? brown with blonde highlights
Current piercings? 2
Have any tattoos? no
Straight hair or curly: Straight.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone? Yeah duh hah
Been on the phone until the sun came up? almost.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? 0.o not that i cant rmb!! HAHA!
Laughed so hard you cried? Yes
Got in a fight with someone? Yes. rmb throwing sth at au-dris back in sec 1 during chi class. whoops

RANDOM.
Do you like surveys? When I'm extremely extremely bored.
Do you get along with your parents? depends. alrite most of the times.
Do you have mental breakdowns? No
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school? Yes.

CURRENT:
Current mood: bored
Current music: slow.
Current hair style: spikey!
Current crush: hahaha. *zip*
Current thing I ought to be doing: SLEEPING.
Current windows open: live messenger. heidi. firefox.
Current desktop picture? river cam. its beautiful!

m.o.e. keeps bugging me!! nooooo i dont like it! everytime i see the no that starts with 6.8.9.7.... im like arghhh.. nooo.. nvm i'll call them tmr.. :(

went swimming yest and today.. yay! rite. time to embrace that sports for life thing. HAHAH. mum wants to go walk tmr morning.. but swimming is better! we'll see how la.. couldnt wake up this morn cos was crapping till quite late last nite..

so tmr's the last day of release of results. we'll just wait and see.

im rather random today. help. i need my sleep!!

PS. i think some of the contestants who went for the C.S.S. really cmi lehz.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRESENTS, FOOD, CARDS, LETTERS, BOARDS/NOTES ETC!

I MISS YOU ALL!

:(

BUT I'LL BE BACK SOON..! WATCH OUT FOR ME COS I'M COMING BACK!

:)

i think. at least for tcher's day if i can make it. HEE!

today was really fun! love you guys! thanx for almost killing me btw. HAHAH!

so i had my last lesson with 305 and 206. too bad i couldnt play with 206 like i wanted to as i had to finish up the blasted ws. but 305's lesson. wait wad lesson? hahah! had a mini class party then we took pics but my phone lags so those photos were blur though the ones i took with 206 were clear!

tmr's the last lesson with 303. once again, wad lesson?!

lbt is coming tmr morn so i'll have to tell him wad to expect though seriously i dont think there's much cos i kinda finished up everything that needs to be done this term. :)

dessie poon is mad i tell u! aiyoh tmr she's gonna get it from me la! hahaha! though im kinda overreacting cos it was so awkward! 0.o crazy! haha but still i love her all the same! rock on girl!

stayed back today to finish up comments and to help lpl with his attendance n checking of his comments. seriously i hope there arent any mistakes in mine! *crosses fingers* oh well wad can i do anw. its too late liao. muahahahx! i have left my mark on 105 student's result slip. *evil laughter* dont worry. the comments are mostly constructive and good. unless of cos u're really baddd then i tried to use euphemism to the best of my ability so i hope you can get the hint.!

great its 1215. really its time to sleep! long day tmr! set up for open hse! whee~! earned a lot this week with all the staying back!

PS. Pirates opened today! still rmb watching the previous one with tyg after bio s. :) so nice of him to stay back and wait for me to end! rmb leaving halfway through cos really had to go or else we will miss the show! man its been less than 1 yr and the new show is out!!! haha 206 asked me to watch with them!

PSS. some of the 305 ppl asked me to go kbox with them.

PSSS. we shall go ice skating next friday! :)

these two days have been painful. so will tmr and the day after and the days up till i get it.

the agony. the disappointment. the despair. everything just came crashing.

ok maybe it isnt that serious. i dunno. its kinda hard to put it down in words but those whom i've moped to will definitely understand. just wanna say thanx for being there and trying to make me feel better.

didnt think i would cry. but i really just broke down after i received beat-rice's sms. the ecstacy and the euphoria came through the msg. suddenly i felt like i was alone in this horrible world.

luckily tyg was online yest. thanx for trying to cheer me up. u made me feel myself again. u gave me the confidence to do my best once more. even though you can be a pain sometimes but i think u're still rather special. i think i made you feel rather helpless today with my msgs. but i cant help it. thoughts just ran wild once more. i just felt like at least there was someone who was kinda in the same boat.

and ruth! thanx for trying to comfort me today! yeah though i said that i dont really care but i guess i kinda lied. i do care bout it but really. come wad may. :) so what if the worst happens? i'll just do my best elsewhere! i'll make them regret it! muahahahx!

jem! though i've treated you really bad at times, im really sorry for it. thanx for still being there for me. thanx for believing in me even when i couldnt see the best in myself. thanx for trying your bestest best to make me feel much much much better! things have been rough for us and these two yrs have been quite :S with all the things ive done but ive never regretted knowing you. really. :)

brian! yeahh the classmate i speak to the most online. thanx for everything! the nonsense, the moping, the complaining, the gossips etc. yeah. go be ur teacher and excel k! :)

guess if i leave sg, i'll miss all of you. i'll miss the friends, the good friends, the best friends, the family [though i cant connect], the relatives [some la]. but then i'll be a girl on a mission. a girl soldiering on in pursuit of my goal. rite now im still fighting my own wars. one with my emotions, the other with mum. wth. she aint helping me. though i understand her anxiety but shouldnt she understand me too?

i dont wanna stay at home tmr. i dont want to be disturbed. leave me alone. i just want to go out with someone who will just remain quiet/do their own things and just be there. while i mark my PTs. great. wonder who will be so nice. hah. wait long long.

heck la. im prepared for the worst in everything.

and its only 1 more week of work. not sure how i'll feel on friday.

haiz. i wonder if i did the right thing in telling them if they passed or failed.

some were relieved. some were disappointed. but i felt quite horrible after that.

especially when those who held hopes of passing were told they failed.

but like what kenneth was saying. he wished them to get what they deserved.

thinking back, i guess this test really gave them the marks they deserved for the effort they put in. really.

its like those students who put in the extra effort to understand and clarify did well while those who slacked around, played a fool, slept and din do much to help themselves failed. of cos there are a few who shud have passed but failed but it might have been due to carelessness. need to look through the papers to verify this.

maybe this test can act as a wake up call. its quite true i guess. when u realise that the effort you're putting in really isnt enough to even guarantee you a pass, its time u wake up from that little dream of yours. rgs doesnt guarantee you a safe spot in rjc. the teachers can recommend against you going.

but seriously im quite proud of some students. :) u people really make my day. makes me feel like the effort i put in is worth it. i know some people are like hoping that i'll leave asap [har! me too! no more stress!] because they think that the new teacher would be better. maybe. he's better qualified but hopefully u can connect with him. i cant. sry. at least not at this moment/today when i saw him again.

so yeah tmr we'll see tears. both of joy and happiness. guess i'll just sit there and take it all in and feel sorry for those who tried but didnt make it. tried but tried too late. but just rmb that if you try, you will make it someday. some people take the express train while others walk but sooner or later u'll all reach the same destination. some people take detours and take even longer but yeah u'll make it. as long as u dont fall asleep along the way. if not u'll never make it there.

rmb back in rgs. i was never that bright kid. kinda slacked my life away doing nth apart from sleeping in class. guess i paid my price for it. but i rmb trying really hard to do well for physics b4 Os. mugged my ass off for it and got a decent grade i think. nv had luck with physics. went to jc and took physics AGAIN. -groans- struggled like mad after first three months. last in class. climbed my way up painfully. there were days when i felt like giving up but mr chow's understanding and care [though not ur usual type] made me perservere on. there were teachers that i didnt really like but their indifference to me made me want to prove to them more.

i think studying requires motivation. not motivation from rewards cos it wears off after a while. it comes from within. the want to prove your worth. the need to reassure yourself. the exhilaration when you achieve your goals. the pride that consumes you. its this self-motivation that will go a long way.

when u feel weary and tired and feel as if this is going nowhere. take a break. close your eyes and imagine yourself achieving success. the sounds. the sights. the action. make it as realistic as possible and relive it everytime you feel down. this is the key to success.

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well well i have marked bout 10 classes of sec 2s alr! :) overall not bad i guess.. though some had got serious misconceptions with regards to indices.. some give me horrible stuff and thus i cannot give them the ecf mark.. aww.. seriously.. even if u make a slight mistake that doesnt compromise the integrity of the qn or do something that totally shows ur confusion.. u can still get like 3 outta 4 la! 0.o

there was one script with nonsense writing all over. damn emo. suicidal. oh well. think they're gonna show it to her parents but that kid has something gg on too.. :S

anw.. sec 3s.. i think even the geppers are gonna fail.. me-ek li-n marked two gep classes and there were scoring avg marks of 0-3 for 10 marks.. :S but if u paid attn in class u shud be able to do those!! hahaha.. seriously i think this paper is tedious.. and time's prob the problem but if given ample time i think its manageable..

oh well so they found teacher x. :( its gonna be l-im boo-on ta-t.. dunno i found him a little haolian.. saw him once and totally made a fool outta myself cos dia-na didnt give me clear instructions of wad to do back then.. haha was the first interview i handled! but its alrite he prob cant recognise me with my new look.. :P im gonna miss all of them! despite the ups and downs of it.. seriously now i know why they say that teaching is rewarding.. its the kids who remember you later on that makes ur day.. and after all that you dont rmb the shit but the times you spent tgt.. :(

so its just gonna be the last two weeks tgt. hai.

and it has to be spent on teaching log/exp graphs and coordinate geometry! and fractional indices and indical eqns for sec 2s.. bah.

brace myself for monday and next wk! cos lbt might sit in for the lessons to get a hang of the class etc.. hahah! hope he doesnt die of a heart attack when he finds out he's getting a humanities class.. :P

and my snr said that if the timings like last yr.. med postings shud be out by next wk! quick quick i wanna know NOW NOW NOW!

The Alphabet Friend - from heidi. :)

1. Name out once of each friends with names starting with A to Z.

[a]mi
[b]enjamin
[c]hristie
[d]avid
[e]e chien
[f]elicia
[g]enesis
[h]owan
[i]van
[j]essie
[k]ahei
[l]iru
[m]onic
[n]icole
[o]phelia
[p]am
[q]iaoyun
[r]uth
[s]erene
[t]trixia
[u]may
[v]ivien
[w]ei leang
[x]inyuan
[y]ong guan
[z]hong yi

rite. i actually found frenz for i and o!

2. How many siblings A has? Name them. aki aya
3. What does B SMS you about? rubbish. :P
4. What is C's nickname? chicken? cant rmb. :)
5. How did you get to know D? math olympiad trg back in p6.
6. How despo is E? 0.o i dunno. but he's friggin rich. from acsi transfered to SAS. :P
7. How much older/younger is F than you? months?
8. Name 3 of G's best friends. err he has?! muahahahx!
9. Does H knows I? nope.
10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy? hmm. not sure?
11. Under what condition will K & L gets married? when they're both les and are in las vegas.
12. How many people do you know with M's name? one!
13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? rarely do.
14. Do you think O knows P? probably. hah same school.
15. How geeky is Q? nah not very. but she's nice! :)
16. Is R very popular? yay ruthie! sure she is! =)
18. Is T a very random person? cant rmb
19. How are U & V related? not related.
20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? nope. maybe friend's brother. HAH.
21. When is the last time u met up with X? longggg ago. at tuition.
22. Are Y & Z enemies? nope.
23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most and will give <3s? err. :)
24. Will you betray any of them? dont think so. maybe just one. HAHA.
25. Have u loved and confessed to any one in A to Z? hmm not outrightly.
26. Have you tagged A to Z informing them that they have to take this quiz too? they do?! WHO SAYS! hehe. ok maybe i shall just tag a few. but on second thought. just do it if u want :)

so i went out the whole day today. :)

went to vivo crystal jade for granny's bdae lunch! apparently the bill was 900+.. not fantastic either.. really i think it was quite a waste of money. food's so-so nth fantastic.. then we had goodwood park durian cake! yum! hehe that was really nice.. though they said the puffs are better.. nonetheless i ate two slices!

wanted to buy a pair of boots but it costs 219.. :( the one on offer didnt haf heels and it wasnt as nice.. but my aunt bought it so i can always share with her.. it was the last pair!! size 37! hehe.. it was 129 btw..

so after that mum and i went to orchard to look at those shoes again.. cos mum insists that there should be a better bargain somewhere else other than the boutique. hehe so we went to OG first. mum wanted to buy a pair but as usual she didnt. i ended up buying a pair of sunglasses. :) now i look poser? MUAHAHAHX! went over to centrepoint.. then taka to look at the shoes.. din haf.. so we went to kino to look at beading books.. wahlau damn ex! ok maybe thats the avg price but 40+ is a bit too much for beginner books.. decided to check out the prices at the bead stores first.. :) so as we went over to wisma.. we stopped by the face shop and as expected i bought stuff.. muahahahax..

why am i not surprised that i always end up buying stuff when im out shopping with my mum? previous time was the wallet. now the glasses and stuff. HAHA.

tmr's gonna be the test day! i mean for my hair that is. i feel like wearing a cap to school first. hehe. cos its gonna be a HEADTURNER at the busstop. which means i can only gel my hair in school. well we'll see how it goes tmr. :S

now i dont dare to go to school on monday. its freaking red! trust me. its supposed to be spikey too. hahaha! totally dont look like me liao. dad says i look like an ah lian. -.- hahaha!! rite now for spm. i wonder how the parents will react. ouch. but i like it. yes i do. :P

but then again nvm cos by the time spm comes its only 2 more days of work! so even if they wanna fire me its alrite cos im gone alr. hehe.

and im so sorry ruth! i knew there was sth on today but i couldnt rmb! was asking my mum yest wad are we doing tmr aka today. then she was like nth la. whoops! so i happily tot there was nth until i received ur call! okok i promise we'll go for OpNR!! :)

well well well.. its friday again!! :) i love the weekends though i think they come and go really quickly..

this week has been madness for me.. monday i managed to finished the syllabus and i think the entire topic was done at like RA speed or sth.. really rushed.. hopefully they can understand after the remedial.. :S

tues was spent rushing out assignments and FA and marking PTs.. bz bz..

wed and thurs had staff mtg and stayed back on thurs to mark PT though i actually fell asleep after school! gosh i think my seat makes me sleepy at times.. then out comes the handy dand ipod!

fri had invigilation and remedial.. plz remind me to pay me-ek l-in 3.95 for the turkey ham sub plz! :) gosh im bushed. but today went well i think. YAY YAY! =D

yay its a holiday! but its ending soon.. :(

happy bdae david!

ok shall continue with my PT markings.. zzz.. its hard to grade!!

trying to come up with ways to make revision fun tmr.. heeelpp.. ideas anyone?