its sunday!! im feeling a little sick though.. ouch.. prob from the lack of sleep.. :S how ironic.. im supposed to sleep in on weekends but the thing is that i stay up lattteee.. so no difference..

frenz coming over later.. yay mahjong! :) wanna play DDR since i've not played in the longest time liao.. since A levels? probably.. hahaha..

was chatting with enos yest.. hey cheer up k? n get well soon!! life should start looking up for you so dont give up!

oh ya just wanna say tt amway's dishwashing n multipurpose cleaner rocks big time!! ok random.

anw i better go pack my room so that at least later when they come over wun be so messy!! muahahahax..

so its the weekend again!

i feel like im falling sick.. :S must be the staying up till 2.30 yest reading deception pt.. haha trying to finish it asap so tt my bro can return it to skool..

gg to eat yusheng later at my granny's place.. means its mahjong time! i think.. :)

its 2 weeks to the march hols.. too bad i've got the Y_EE workshop on 14-15.. means i carn go overseas! besides i'll have to mark the SAs.. bleah.. i wanna go overseas!! and tt reminds me.. i haven submitted the Y_EE applicaton form yet.. told them i'll do it by this week and its alr saturday!!! nvm.. i'll try to submit it asap..

i still haven typed the N-UH report yet too! and its due next fri.. cos its 2 weeks after the attachment.. nonono.. so much to do! heellppp...

argh work tmr again.. :( haven gone to work in a week! haha i think i prefer studying to teaching.. like really la.. dun need to feel too responsible.. after all it wld only affect me.. not the others.. bleah..

just came back from relatives place.. met up with cousins and cousins cousins.. so yeah dan_ial was there so chatted a little.. was super bored.. falling asleep while watching "spirit" with my cousins.. couldnt tahan liao so i went to play com.. haha was actually looking for dan-ial to chat with but it didnt occur to me that he's in the room where they were watching spirit..

so stoned arnd a little more b4 we left for home..

haven marked a single thing i brought home.. really tired now.. hopefully i recover from this mild hangover by tmr.. bit stoned liao.. hahahha! all thanx to mrs ch-oo's husband!

im feeling a little depressed over a very stupid thing. i shall try my best to keep this thing under control because its so stupid. arghh self discipline!

anw i might have gotten into UCL.. :) but i've no money to go! no scholarship, no UCL.. so thats the cruel reality.. makes me happy for like a few days until 1) As results cannot make the conditional grade 2) no scholarship 3) no one to lend me money

hosp attachment at N_UH starts tmr.. wish me luck! i hope i wun be bored to death this time around as compared to the one at mt E.. yeahh but NU_H is good! i hope dr ji_mmy so is a nice man!

vday tmr.. hahah rmb mr chu_a and his outbreak last yr! damn bad mood la..muahahax vj's cool.. and i think i'll be spending my evening at my neighbour's house with the team.. how interesting.. hmm hahaha yeah how nice..

reunion at my granny's on thursday.. wanna play with jonathan..!! my granny says that he always play halfway then "jie jie...?" then starts looking for me! he's one smart kid! my aunt only told him to call me jie jie ONCE and he's like 2 yrs old? or arnd there.. then he can rmb! like omg omg omg! sooo cute! was playing with the mahjong tiles with him.. :) cute jonathan!

ok i shall continue playing with connect 2. omg im addicited!

well its a saturday and i've just changed my bedsheet, washed my aircon filter and my toilet.. hmm thats quite productive? :S haha i shall vacuum and mop my floor tmr! yay i like my room clean.. ok who doesnt.. but then i dun really have the time to clean my room regularly so when i get really irritated with it i will clean it all up! :) so today's still not too bad.. can slowly do.. hehe and im gonna paint my room someday! prob light pink.. ok its alr light pink but the colours not bright anymore.. its not my fault that i cant change the colour of my wall because i've got built in furniture! so im stuck with purple/pink unless i get rid of the tables, cupboards and bed.. total overhaul!

loads of marking to do come monday.. when everyone will hand up their assignments and FA.. yeah i shant talk too much about school.. pam and ruth says i say things to explicitly.. so i shall be discreet about some stuff while explicit for the other unimportant stuff..

i really think i say too much on my blog.. its quite scary i think.. ouch ok pls tell me if you think that something is unsuitable so that i can take it off? hahah i tend to go on and on about stuff as you all can prob alr tell.. bleah..

and im gonna learn indonesian!! hehe with my mum i think.. muahahax cannot imagine!

tagged by eunice! :)

Layer ONE: On the Outside

Name: Michelle Nah
Birth date: 17/11/88
Current status: employed
Eye colour: black
Hair colour: brown [dyed]
Righty or lefty: righty lefty
Zodiac sign: Dragon

Layer TWO: On the Inside

Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: losing the people i love
Your weaknesses: heck care dont care sometimes, even about things that i love
Your perfect pizza: the handmade one by the one

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: shit what to wear to work
Your bedtime: anytime between 11-12
Your most missed memory: my granddaddy and his hairy hands and him trying to steal my hp

Layer FOUR: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: erm doesnt make a diff to me.. seldom drink it anw.. but if i do i want salt too! :)
Macdonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: errr grp then single? depends on how i feel towards that guy?
Adidas or Nike: eh whichever is cheaper
Lipton tea or Nestea: dunno
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla with choco chips!
Cappucino or coffee: can i choose frap?

Layer FIVE: Do you..

Smoke: NO.
Curse: yes when im angry or when it slips my mouth
Gone to the mall: -.- im not a mountain tortoise
Been on stage: yar. umpteen times but those were the days.. wonder where i mustered the courage from!
Eaten sushi: mhmm
Dyed your hair: totally

Layer SIX: Have You Ever

Played a stripping game: wtf? see i just cursed.
Changed who you were to fit in: erm i dont think so? maybe tts why i didnt really fit into rg? haha!

Layer SEVEN: Age

You're hoping to be married: erm before 30? hahaha what a dream.

Layer EIGHT: In a Girl/Guy

Best eye colour: green.. i think thats exotic! only if it fits your features.. please dont wear green contacts for my sake! that would be horribly disgusting.
Best hair colour: streaky blonde.. hahaha same as above.. dont highlight/bleach hor! thats fake!

Layer NINE: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago: this lor
1hour ago: eating my dinner
1.5 hours ago: sleeping in the car
1 month ago: working at HR
1 year ago: wasting my time away feeling lost and lonely

Layer TEN: Finish the Sentence

I love: my friends!
I feel: energetically tired. minds buzzing but bodys oozing
I hate: fakes [people i mean. not bags and stuff] and people who try to act cool..
I hide: my imperfections [loads i tell you]
I miss: you you and you all

Layer ELEVEN:Tag 5 people anyone who's bored.
ruth pam jeremy koln peter

alrite so everyone is getting all attached and lovey dovey.. :P hehe you know im talking bout you! oh yes i have yet to congratulate you! :)

i shall just wait for the rite one to come along and in the meantime i shall just enjoy the high life of being happy, single and extremely financially independent.. hahaha! ok that last point is a little wrong considering i still get my parents to pay for my stuff whenever possible!

let's see.. its really weird when i hear my students talking about their senior's bf's being in acsi blah blah cos it seems really childish? hahaha but back then who would have bothered so much rite? :P i mean it was like "soo cool!" to have a bf or wadeva rubbish that meant. haha and it still sounds silly to have a bf now but i guess its something unavoidable? :S guys are scary sometimes.. i dunno.. but normally they're alrite i guess.. hahaha and to those of you who are thinking of my supposed one.. please la.. i haven really spoken to him since the start of As.. hahaha! ok a little while after As but then after that not really liao.. :P so yes im 'officially' unattached.. 0.o that sounds weird cos i was nv officially attached anw! its all you ppl who keep saying stuff.. kabish! hahaha we were just frenz.. ok maybe something more than friends but then along came As and we stopped contacting.. haha seriously if it wasnt for As/overseas studies/army we might have gotten tgt.. it was that close to it.. but yupz.. nth more now.. kinda weird huh?

alrite i better start my marking.. gotta start stats tmr.. oh gosh good luck to me.. like i didnt have a hard time with stats myself just a few months ago! :S

rite im feeling horrible now.

believe it or not i kinda hate buying clothes. damn cny is coming and i gotta buy clothes. but at least im done with clothes to last me for the first day.

it sucks to buy clothes when u're not in the mood to. its like being forced to do something you do not like and the point is that everything you see wouldnt seem nice to you cos you simply arent in the mood to shop. rite?

went to eat arnold's while shopping which i think caused my gastric cos im too full once again.. argh dont remind me of what i ate yesterday please. it was awful. haha not the food but the amount and i wonder why didnt i get gastric.. ok i think i was on the verge of it and if we continued walking down to kiliney i think i would have.. thank god we stopped at orange julius so at least that gave my stomach some time to digest the immense amount of food dumped into it.. i still carn believe i ate beef noodles when i was almost full alr! gosh i really regretted buying it since it was so-so only.. bleah..

so back to today.. obviously i didnt eat dinner cos i would have died on the spot if i did.. just laid in bed sleeping and wondering why in the world isnt the gastric pain going away.. so in the end even after the medicine it didnt improve so i had to take drastic measures.. dont ask me what i did but wadeva i did it kinda improved it..

so when i woke up again at like 9+ i watched the food show on ch 8 only to rmb that the PSS finals was on!! so was switching btwn the channels.. then i realised that its quite obvious that daren would win so i just watched my food show till it ended and continued with PSS after that.. hahah cao ge was guest singer then when i saw him i got reminded of the incident on "yu le bai fen bai" where they were trying to play matchmaker for him! hahaha!

so yeah here i am feeling slightly depressed over nothing. guess its the pre-monday blues.. hah what rubbish. argh i hate explaining the horrible qn 3 of modulus!!!! god help me.. barely got threefive to understand then now i gotta explain to threethree kabish good luck to me.. at least tmr my first lesson is with twosix so it'll make my day first! :) algebraic tiles here i come!

i still haven reviewed the sec 3 SA and neither have i gone for my chicken pox vacc cos NUH needs me to have it.. damn why did i test -ve got VZV IgG blah blah blah hahah then i wouldnt need the jab!

mopeing?

mopping?

moping!

extremely random now. sleep is crucial i guess.

dream cos it will make your wish come true.

so here i shall wish for ________!! :)

its friday!! omg i got through one week of teaching.. loads more to come.. hahaha teaching is soooo tiring! more tiring than HR but i guess im not complaining as yet.. just that its quite hard to get them to understand modulus i guess.. especially the part about why you solve for the intercepts based on the actual separate eqns of the graphs. yeahh argh dammit.

and i love twosix cos they are a really nice and funky! but i just hope they wont take advantage cos im being nice to them. tink i might need to put my foot down if they go too far so i hope they wont blame me for it. playing with algebraic tiles next week so i better understand how it works in the first place. haha basically its about area lor then the sides would be the factors liddat.

for sec 3s i can slow down a little n make sure they understand mod totally cos its gonna be quite difficult if they dont understand.. i've just been passed the SA to look through.. wait till i see and then i'll know if they'll make it.. still have one assignment and one FA for them to do.. slowly la.. these classes need some time i guess.. so remedial is on the way.. more work for me but i guess if they improve tts the greateset satisfaction i can get from being a teacher..

gotta vet through the SA, mark the assignments and look for extra questions for the weaker ones.. lots to do but so little time.. most of my time is like trying to catch up on lost sleep cos i wake up at like 5+.. arghhh haven woken up during that unearthly hour for like 2 yrs!!

going for MFA tea session tmr.. so sian until i dun even feel like gg but then ok la need to get a life too.. haha no driving tmr but will prob try to book one on sunday.. bleah see where got time to do other things.. argh..

and yay my business is growing!! :) hopefully can get my first paycheck by next month since i've got some orders from my relatives liao.. hehehe so cool!

chatting with monic now.. :) miss that girl and her nonsense! glad she's back so we can meet up again.. whee~! so's ami but ami's gonna be on attachment so not tt convenient i guess..

oh ya another thing.. i managed to get the NUH hospital attachment! so now i just need to pop down to vj to get my letter, the polyclinic to get my chicken pox vacc.. fill up the form n mail the entire thing to NUH! 14 feb to 16 feb.. means i'll miss 3 days of school as well as loads of lessons but i think xian wen would be taking over my lessons for these 3 days la.. so shouldnt be too bad.. haha i really hope she can do something about that.. wait wait when is the PT issued!?!? nvm i shall worry when i get the PT.. haha

someone please remind me to get the correct number of students for my classes next wk! zzz