yay!!
i got moe local sship. :) well at least im kinda a scholar for now until i see if im gonna take it up.. HAHAH!
and i got into ntu biomed/tcm! so at least i know ive a place in singapore.
looks like im gonna hafta reject imperial. :( noooo...
now just left with dent interview! jiayou!
mdt was fun actually but it was rather tiring.. fingers ache now.. scrape scrape scrape.. haha!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
yay tts my office table in its rather neat state. normally u cannot see the table but i decided to be a good girl and pack my table cos ruth will be doing RT and even though she might not use the table but at least i feel better giving her a neat table to sit/look at.. :) see im so considerate! HAHAH!
moe interview today. interesting i should say. shall just wait for the outcome now. haha.
nth much happened this wk apart from the interview i should say.
oh n i want the NUS letter! where is it!
my to-do list
- get mr chua to write referal for me. but actually can just use the testimonial rite? since its jc too..
- write my personal essay
- send to nus if shortlisted
- send the stuff to melbourne.
- mark wadeva i brought home
- brainstorm on objectives for the yee thing. :S
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
You Are a Ring Finger |
 You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger |
Monday, April 09, 2007
check out my personal profile. i sound quite depressed now. :S
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.
check out ur own here!
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.
check out ur own here!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
im feeling pissed. helpless. angry. anything that fits that kinda feeling.
this is going to be a mopey post.
dunno. sometimes i feel like im being stretched to fullest and anymore requests from them i think i will break. the expectations, the feedback, the everything about it. everytime i walk in i feel stressed facing everyone. most are nice. some are alrite. some give me the i-dont-care look. and it makes me feel like giving them the i-dont-care-either look. if they arent helping themselves, there's not much i can do for you too.
mfdisngwinglkrngks!
its different being on different sides of the table. i miss being on the other side now. no worries. just listen and absorb. i feel squeezed now. best part is when i ask if anyone does not understand, no one raises their hands. wow if you all want personal attn, at least raise your freaking heavy hand? im not telepathic u know? the people arnd u might be able to help you if they understand and get the correct answer but if those around you are like cmi oso, please dont ask them! u'll confuse them and it makes life worse.
dont care if my students will ever read this post. if they can find my blog in the first place. well if they do please tell ur wonderful classmates what im feeling. its not easy ok. u've gotta understand that im already trying my best so i expect the minimum from you all too. if you arent going to put in the effort, i dont see why i should help you too. rite? it has to work from both sides.
and i really appreciate those who are trying their best to help themselves! :) love you guys! at least this way i wont feel so tired cos i know that im not helping people who arent even helping themselves.
but then again its some of these people who rant on and on and dont do anything.
im so not gg for SPM. seriously. bet their oh-so-concerned mothers would be waiting to kill me. HAH. neh neh. complain only if u've raised the issue with me and i've not done anything bout it ok. dont just blabber on and on cos i've asked you for your opinions and no one said anything either.
alrite. tmr i think i'll just take up 5 min to get things clear. feeling ARGH now. i need to sleep and calm down.
this is going to be a mopey post.
dunno. sometimes i feel like im being stretched to fullest and anymore requests from them i think i will break. the expectations, the feedback, the everything about it. everytime i walk in i feel stressed facing everyone. most are nice. some are alrite. some give me the i-dont-care look. and it makes me feel like giving them the i-dont-care-either look. if they arent helping themselves, there's not much i can do for you too.
mfdisngwinglkrngks!
its different being on different sides of the table. i miss being on the other side now. no worries. just listen and absorb. i feel squeezed now. best part is when i ask if anyone does not understand, no one raises their hands. wow if you all want personal attn, at least raise your freaking heavy hand? im not telepathic u know? the people arnd u might be able to help you if they understand and get the correct answer but if those around you are like cmi oso, please dont ask them! u'll confuse them and it makes life worse.
dont care if my students will ever read this post. if they can find my blog in the first place. well if they do please tell ur wonderful classmates what im feeling. its not easy ok. u've gotta understand that im already trying my best so i expect the minimum from you all too. if you arent going to put in the effort, i dont see why i should help you too. rite? it has to work from both sides.
and i really appreciate those who are trying their best to help themselves! :) love you guys! at least this way i wont feel so tired cos i know that im not helping people who arent even helping themselves.
but then again its some of these people who rant on and on and dont do anything.
im so not gg for SPM. seriously. bet their oh-so-concerned mothers would be waiting to kill me. HAH. neh neh. complain only if u've raised the issue with me and i've not done anything bout it ok. dont just blabber on and on cos i've asked you for your opinions and no one said anything either.
alrite. tmr i think i'll just take up 5 min to get things clear. feeling ARGH now. i need to sleep and calm down.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i just bought a wallet.
braun buffel.
106 bucks.
from my own money.
ouch.
BUT I LOVE IT! :) hehe i'll treasure it more cos it came outta my own pocket.. :( so tts 1.5days work.!
tmr's a killer day. 3 teaching blocks in a row. argh help. then there's CLE later on too. hopefully its sth i woulnt need to say much cos i prob wouldn have a voice alr. :S
rite i think its class mtg. oh well. lets talk about the noise level.
braun buffel.
106 bucks.
from my own money.
ouch.
BUT I LOVE IT! :) hehe i'll treasure it more cos it came outta my own pocket.. :( so tts 1.5days work.!
tmr's a killer day. 3 teaching blocks in a row. argh help. then there's CLE later on too. hopefully its sth i woulnt need to say much cos i prob wouldn have a voice alr. :S
rite i think its class mtg. oh well. lets talk about the noise level.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Two 90 year old men, Mike and Joe, have been friends all of their lives. When it's clear that Joe is dying, Mike visits him every day.
One day Mike says, "Joe, we both loved football all our lives and we played minor league football together for so many years. Please do me one favour; when you get to Heaven, somehow, you must let me know if there's football there."
Joe looks up at Mike from his death bed," Mike, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favour for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on.
At midnight a couple of nights later, Mike is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him:"Mike, Mike."
"Who is it, asks Mike sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?"
"Mike, it's me, Joe."
"You're not Joe. Joe just died."
"I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice.
"Joe! Where are you?"
"In heaven", replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news."
"Tell me the good news first," says Mike.
"The good news," Joe says," is that there's football in heaven. Better yet, all of our old friends who died before us are here, too. Better than that, we're all young again. Better still, it's always springtime and it never rains or snows. And best of all, we can play football all we want and we never get tired."
"That's fantastic," says Mike. "It's beyond my wildest dreams! So what's the bad news?
One day Mike says, "Joe, we both loved football all our lives and we played minor league football together for so many years. Please do me one favour; when you get to Heaven, somehow, you must let me know if there's football there."
Joe looks up at Mike from his death bed," Mike, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favour for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on.
At midnight a couple of nights later, Mike is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him:"Mike, Mike."
"Who is it, asks Mike sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?"
"Mike, it's me, Joe."
"You're not Joe. Joe just died."
"I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice.
"Joe! Where are you?"
"In heaven", replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news."
"Tell me the good news first," says Mike.
"The good news," Joe says," is that there's football in heaven. Better yet, all of our old friends who died before us are here, too. Better than that, we're all young again. Better still, it's always springtime and it never rains or snows. And best of all, we can play football all we want and we never get tired."
"That's fantastic," says Mike. "It's beyond my wildest dreams! So what's the bad news?
"You're playing Tuesday."
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