christmas has come n gone so i guess i shall talk about my relatively boring long weekend.

1) played mahjong since like thursday.. like every night/day.. using chips and money.. chips when playing for fun [duh!] and money when playing with uncle.. haha!

2) went shopping at FOS and bought 200+ almost 300 bucks worth of clothes again.. considering i bought 200+ on one day and 40+ on another day.. ok la maybe 260.. 300 sounds horrible!! :S bought arnd 3 abercrombie shirts, some hello kitty shirt.. bout 4+ other shirts and around 4 pants? i guess tt accounts for the 300/260 shopping spree.. haha my bro bought an ed hardy shirt! zzz nvm its not TT nice.. haha too biker for me too..

3) ate bbq/steamboat/steak for those few days.. all cook-it-yourself! i think its really cool! like cooking ur own steak so u can judge how u want your steak done.. ;) raw [i mean rare!] or well done.. hehe! tt reminds me.. dont ever eat the western food at the sheng siong near sim lim sq.. they really mean it when they ask "rare or welldone?" cos they cannot acheive medium rare!! hahaha! it used to be nice but i think they changed a vendor.. :( no more yummy spring chicken.. only rubbery/hard chicken..

4) xmas is quite boring cos it keeps raining.

i want the sun!!

oh btw i think i bring the rain whereever i go. like seriously. cos my mum was pruning the plants outside my house so she had to sweep up the twigs, branches etc.. was watching "cheerleading nation" as well as "see spot run" when she called me.. so i went out n as soon as i went out.. it started drizzling! fyi it was drizzling on and off but it always becomes 'on' when im out! then when it gets too heavy i go back in to my tv n it stops raining! argh.

oh yes it used to rain whenever i went swimming too. it rained when i went to wild wild wet as well. though it was only a drizzle.

c'mon call me 'lei gong zhu' haha!

its raining again n the rain makes me moody at night when thoughts run wild.

i wished i went to sleep with the headache from drinking the choya just now.

i just wanna see you again.

its the long weekend!!

yesterday was one of the busiest mornings and early afternoons ive had.. with all the newbies [both students n teachers alike] coming in for reporting or induction respectively.

and i think i like fathima miller! she's like funky and she's british! haha.. she asked me if she can wear flip flops to skool.. leather ones tt is.. HAHA so she said "Smart flipflops!" :) n i think a british accent sounds posh.. haha i wanna go UK too! though its always gloomy.. no sunny sunshine like in singapore.. dammit.. i love the sun! but i guess other things would prob make up for it..

went to eat nasi padang at stall 7 for lunch.. aww i miss that stall a little! as usual stall 6 sells only fried -beehoon/ kuay teow/ fish/ fish cake etc.. all fried n it was a little frightening! i dun think i really like stall 6's fried fish.. too much flour n too little fish.. yucks.

anw we're having korean bbq today! mum asked me to get the recipe for beef bulgogi as well as chicken bulgogi which i realised is called dak bulgogi which is bbqed chicken! :) oh ya dunno if i told u all but i bought the eurotalk korean cd n actually i think its quite lousy. i mean ok it teaches me the vocab etc but seems more like those crash courses kind. so i went online to search for "learn korean" n found some useful sites! plus the youtube videos that tony introduced.. whee~! makes learning easier i guess! speaking of tony.. he's prob back in the US? i dunno.. haven spoken to him.. last time i spoke to him was when i was filling up UCAS.. haha lucky boy's taking asian studies so he went to korea for exchange or sth.. not sure..

anw we played mahjong yest! n i won!!! haha played using chips so in chips terms.. i won bout $8.90! hehe

ok n i yes i burnt my pizza in the microwave oven. yucks im nv gonna pop a pizza into the microwave ever again! tried with the second and last pizza i had and it seemed edible.. though i seriously wonder if its cooked! haha still doughy but i guess im still fine so no harm done. HAHA.

its been raining since sunday nonstop. wow. the gods must be really sad.

salima's dad passed away yest i think of heart attack. didnt noe it was her dad till like 3+pm today. was supposed to order an orbituary for some board of governor.. but didnt noe it was him until christina lee suddenly commented that its her dad!!! omg carn believe it! was stunned for a few moments. the times salima called back from cheung's to ask her dad to pick her up and all of a sudden there's no more dad to speak about and speak to again. :(

thats a horrible thought. didnt noe what to do. argh so helpless! but i guess she's a strong girl n she'll get over it. like she said, carn be sad forever rite? :)

okok change topic. i just realised how scary/shocking it is when ppl u dun expect to read reads ur blog! see la pq u..! now i cannot anyhow talk bout u le! hahaha jkjk.. ;) haf fun at ur parties till sunday.. i'll tell u once i get my paycheck! hehe..

now to sleep.. super zonked out today! omg off to lalaland now!

was super bored today at work cos everything was uber mundane!

installed itunes n plugged in my earphones to listen to online radio to keep me awake at like 11+am.. drank my second cup of milo in 2 weeks.. note: i only drink milo when im super cold or super bored. though i think the can of mocha on my table would be a better option cos of caffeine.

and and and THANKEW RUTH N PAM!!!!!!! omg i had the best surprise in years! *hugs*

i was like "okok i go back to my files le.."

then i sat down at my table n saw the monkey. for a moment i tot its for diana cos i think its diana's bdae or sth cos i see loads of presents.. cards etc addressed to her! then i read the names ruth n pam on the tiny note between the long arms of the lazy monkey! :)

then i realised!! hehehe! whee~!! *yawn* :P

ahh my bro n i are gg crazy with the monkey! he keeps combing the fur up n down cos the opposite way makes it kinda stand n prickly cos its not shun ma.. then he says "he just bathed!" hehe

on a another note.. i cried today while watching triumph in the sky!!!! :(( does tt make it sadder than :(? hmm maybe :'( haha! anw y must yunzhi die!!!!! ok fine cos if he doesnt die then there wun be any story.. zzz.. but really la.. WHY WHY WHY! damn sad la.. at least pam watches so i guess i wun be spouting nonsensical stuff here tt no one understands why am i so emo over this episode! even my normally-dry-eyed bro cried.. haha.. wait he normally fakes crying but this time he was like "shit its real!" hahahaha!! :)

i love my brother to bits! :D

so its sunday again n im having monday blues.

the office is so quiet without diana. :( please come back soon n chat with me though u always delegate work to me! and please come back on tuesday cos there are loads of people looking for you and i carn seem to find some stuff tt im supposed to do! :S

oh well im a scatterbrain anw.. haha..

so its gonna be the start of the 3rd week of work. WOW EXCITING! -_-

pq came back today from doha! :) where's my treat? hehe but he said it'll be mths before he can get his SGD40k reward after deducting 20% and sharing the 100k reward with malcom. saw him on tv.. AHH i just love the singapore blazer! its like bright red and its so cool..! rmb how monic n i were 'fighting' over who to carry his SEA games bag during JTS!! hehe :) despite his stinky shirt etc inside cos he came straight from trg..

i think mrs mah is right to say that "our dear peiquan is both smart and handsome.. even though he misses so many lessons but his results are still not bad!"

HAHAHA. jiayou pq!

alrite so i've finished one week of work and rite now im in deficit cos i just bought my MBT! :) so i guess my pair of URS shoes gotta make way for my MBT till skool starts again cos i dont think i can wear track shoes to work can i? haha!

just came back from orchard.. super tired! went out at like 11+ to make it down to hotel pheonix to eat buffet lunch.. spread was alrite.. pariss has much much more but i guess it was enough? but the desserts were good! the cheesecake, creme brulee, durian mousse [OMG!! yummy!!], mango mousse cake etc! oohhh damn how to lose weight! hahahaha!

n i tot once i start working i'll be able to eat less.. my foot la! super hungry after working.. then everything's quite screwed up this week.. cheesecake for breakfast for like 3-4 days in a row.. not very helpful eh?

anyway prom has come and gone and i wish i did go? oh well then at least i can see tyg's face when he won that dubious award of his! hahaha! went to eat the 99c sushi at tampines.. sushi spread was pathetic, more of those don, udon, ramen etc which cost like 6-10+ bucks! i think its under suki sushi but with another name cos the packaging of the wet tissues were suki sushi.. yepx.. suki ramen sucks big time btw.. the one at cine.. YUCKS!

next week i'll be starting to do stuff that the perm is supposed to do.. geraldine has resigned/fired cos of personality clashes with diana.. :( so im taking over geri's job and they may need someone to take over my job for the time being until the backlog is cleared.. and when they get the perm i might just go back to doing project-based or even lose my job.. haha! dun mind losing my job [i mean not in tt sense but ya] cos i havent enjoyed myself after the As!! zzz most people are bored alr but i've been so busy that i've not had time to relax properly!

and i wonder how people from other countires find my blog? just search using google? haha its quite amusing i think! do they understand wad im writing? guess so since its not TT singlish but its with loads of abbreviations etc.. tag if you wish k? just dont flame. i dun like being burnt.

back to more serious stuff [or rather more normal stuff] after eating the buffet, went up emerald hill.. nth much up there except for shophouses for auction and some mini flea market which i didnt enter cos i was busy eating free ice cream from ocbc.. its those bread ice cream with biscuit! which i actually din feel like eating cos i just ate ice cream during lunch with strawberry sauce! finished it nonetheless [there goes my 'diet'] oh well i ate neither breakfast nor dinner after that so i guess it's alrite after all the walking i did today!! my poor feet.. ouchh..

after that went to some factory outlet at specialist shopping centre to get 2 tops followed by OG to get my MBT and dad his berms and tees.. went to centrepoint where we watched ah wang outside poh kim after going to the toilet! hahaha like 0.o but yeahh went down to paragon to take a look at metro's clothes etc din really like them so went over to marks n spencer.. bought a pair of jeans for 39 i think.. quite nice.. dun haf many jeans so yeahh..

went over to tangs after that to look at robo cleaner by karcher cos we saw one at OG.. robo cleaner cost like 2390+ like 0.o just to haf some round thingie crawling all over the floor, lightly banging into furniture.. mum has like 20 bucks tangs voucher so wanted to get something but couldnt decide so we went home.. by mrt btw cos parking is like super ex in orchard n we spent like 15349485hrs there!

was on the train when i saw this guy carrying a four leaves bag with a cake inside [saw the box not the cake].. was like hmm cake.. then i saw 6 flowers bundled together with the stretchy white net thing that is normally found on chrysanthemums.. tot they were chrysanthemums but they were roses!!! pink ones too..! he was looking super tired yet he went to get roses, cake and i think a present cos there was something else i couldnt make out.. his wife is so lucky! [wife because he's wearing a ring.. hopefully not for the mistress!] gosh im spouting nonsense.. anw its like 9+ le and he still puts in the effort to do something special for her.. my dad has NEVER given my mum a flower.. :S how is that even humanly possible?!

and wad pic is this? its some latin american band that was performing courtesy of DBS n trying to sell their cd.. its damn cool! they could make sounds of the birds and if you just closed your eyes you can just imagine being in the cool forest with a flowing stream with birds chirping in the distance.. sounds like pocohontas to me! hahah! except that there aint no white men arnd.. anw i've concluded that singaporeans are stingy with their applause.. i mean there was a relatively huge crowd around them yet the applause was dismal.. i felt bad!! so i clapped loudly in appreciation for their efforts! :) wads lifting ur two arms and pulling them towards each other to make some noise! i mean c'mon u enjoy it.. show ur appreciation by making some noise! zzz lousy singaporeans.

















alrite i think im rambling alr.. shall stop here for today.. prob update again next week when i've the time.. :) tag on the board to chat! updating is too tiring at the end of the day!

im super tired n ive got gastric now.

ciao~!

i'm supposed to be in bed because i've got work tmr. first day at work! omg i hope it aint some boring job. even if it is i hope it would improve when the girls come in in jan! :) at least i've got pam for company from tues onwards.

yest was a horribly tiring day but horribly fun too!! i cant believe how much fun i had that my legs ached soo much that it hurt to step on my feet!

had LP in the morning and met some interesting characters. two to be exact. a couple actually. though in my opinion the wife is much saner than the husband. firstly, who would tell a complete stranger that they got married [actually re-married] like two hours ago in some obscure ceremony? who would put down their i/c, DOB, ORD date, no. of times he's donated blood, the contact of his lasik doctor etc on a name card?! i mean, isnt the 1st two info rather confidential. oh btw i can tell you that he owns two BMWs from the card, donated blood like 86 times, born in 1962, i/c no. starts with 152 or sth like that, he's with the airforce as some airplane technician or the likes of it and there's much more on it that i cannot rmb off hand cos the card's with ruth. the wife's side of the double-sided card is amusing as well. ouch. i've met weird ppl but not scary ppl as yet. i guess i saw sth new on sat. :S

after that we went to eat egg-onion prata! yummm.. wasnt very hungry so it was just nice for us.. started talking about horror movies and how they seem to have the same elements.. girls who look alike.. chopper.. girls + boy etc.. anw went down to meet pam at yck after that to make our way there to ssdc.. :) they registered for driving while i took my trial test! got 46/50.. not bad i guess.. dunno wads the passing grade too..

Qn : what do you do when there's a flood?

A: Change to high gear n go through
B: Change to low gear n go through
C: Drive through as fast as possible

i dont know the answer so im asking you! yes you!

i put B though.

real test's on 3 jan at 6.45.. hopefully i can make it down in time after work! since i knock off at like 5.30..

so after settling the stuff at ssdc, we went down to somerset.. checked out casino royale at cine.. left with first two rows.. decided to give PS a shot so we walked down in our aching feet.. made it there but left with first two rows too! argh so we watched quinceanera! :) heard bout it from my teacher.. i think my teacher's cool!! she's gonna lend me goodbye lenin with subs so tts just wonderful! rmbed borrowing "under the tuscan sun" book from ms leow in sec 4.. n now im borrowing goodbye lenin from mrs leow.. hahah!

went to eat at the foodcourt while ruth examined the "name card".. more like scrutinised! :) after tt went down to daiso [the one at IMM is so much nicer to shop at! more spacious with more walking space!!] carrefour [however you spell that!] was our next destination and we wanted to buy drinks.. saw cheryl tay working as a promoter for pepsi max [according to ruth].. ok tts not the point.. point was that ruth seemed determined to buy alcoholic drinks! heineken? haha i wanted to try bacardi breezer but was in a rush so didnt get the alcoholic drinks.. seems like we're making full use of the legal age limit rubbish! quinceanera is M18. in the end we bought minute maid lime n lemon. i think lime is nicer too! not so sweet.. hehe! shall buy lime next time instead.

ok after the movie we went down to carrefour again to look at toys! like omg rite? but we always do!! hehe toy guns last yr n jester hats this yr! took pics.. shall upload them soon after i've downloaded them! i love the lazy monkey though! shall post the vid too.. :P

on the topic of monkeys.. was at giant msia today n i saw a monkey at the pet shop! it was sooo adorable!! but very cruel! :S some lady fed it fries.. gosh monkey n fries.. err how healthy! saw porcupines too.. too bad i din bring my phone along if not i could haf snapped a few photos for all to see! yucks i want the monkey cos its so huggable n adorable but i wun buy it so end of story. i dont want to cause it misery. :( hope that monkey would be able to enjoy a happy life though its near impossible.

the chendol at giant changed vendor! its not nice anymore!! shall stop dreaming about it anymore.. :( and i think the chickens in msia are scrawny! the kfc's chicken were pathetically small compared to those in sg.. like half the size?!? normally after eating 2 pc in sg im like "ugh tts enough.." but i could finish a bun, a small mashed potato, a small coleslaw PLUS 2 pc n a drink! just imagine the difference!


saw this balloon sculptor.. omg im gonna try my balloon stuff again! n i think my sword is much nicer than his! :) though i wanna learn how to make the bear.. shall try in my free time! haha..

okok i think i better go sleep.. shall update about my first day tmr! :) nitex!

wow out of 16 possibilities i've got the same one as pam!

yayz i found a job!!!

admin at RGS. :)

so its back to the wonderful surroundings of my lovely secondary school. i always wanted to enter the general office! OHOH tt means i'll haf a tag/pass! whee~!

now i need to tell shannon [job recruiter] that i've got a job.. bleahh..

ruth! pam! did u get a job at RGS too???? please say u did! then we can all traipse down the spiral stairs or the koi pond stairs to the canteen.. and shop at popular once more n go visit ms tong in the art room!!

anw i'll be starting work next mon at 9.30.. working hrs are like 8.30-5.30 from mon to thurs.. then on fridays its 8.30-5.. well i bet im happier with this job than the SGH one.. cos this one has 1) higher pay 2) no need to move boxes 3) its in RGS n super near to town so can go out after tt


now to cheong for dsta scholarship app!!

bio s! argh hopeless. shall go study. cya!

hopefully the job interviews wun be too stressful. bah. dun get oso happy. hahah. can concentrate on driving etc. :)

happy birthday to yong guan!!

argh why am i missing him a little?

bah.

ungrateful ingrate.

yayz! i got job interviews on monday! after bio s. at ngee ann city!

thing is i applied for jobs from the same recruit company.. so they're at the same place.. ouch.. just different people..

first job is temp HR at SGH i think.. its at outram and the only hospital at outram is SGH.

second one didnt tell me wad job it is.. but its healthcare too cos all 4 tt i applied for are healthcare. haha this one is probably assignment based.

LATEST: third one is as a pharmacy assistant! i think i want this quite badly cos its more hands on and more related to wad i intend to do next time!! :) this is one is oso 6 bucks/hr but there's this 1200-1400 thing next to it! maybe its for permanent job applicants bah.. :(

haiz if i get a job means i cannot go overseas le!!! :( nooo argh y was i so rash last nite!

maybe cos i didnt think that they would call so early? haha. oh well i think i dont need to apply for the IMCB one le..

but at least its healthcare! hopefully i get them then i can fulfill my MBT dream and get my bro a bdae present! hehe!

i just stupidly rmb that i dont work like 30-31 days..! more like 20-22 days depending on 5/5.5 days.. :( if its just 6 bucks/hr its barely a thousand! teacher is like 1500 or 11/hr or 65/day or sth.. read tt on the MOE website.. see how la.. dun really intend to do teaching.. HAH though i oso applied for the relief teaching one.. im so greedy rite?

my next thing to acquire! :) cost a whooping 100 bucks! probability of getting this is quite alrite la.. buying online.. need to get 3 more ppl to buy to make 4 pairs for free shipping!! so hurry click here and tell me which ones u want!! hehe.. im wearing 36-37 i think.. so those who've seen my feet/shoes before shud noe la.. haha..

then after tt it would be the MBT shoes! those cost like 300+ :( will get them if i work! then extra money buy one pair for my bro! then he wun get another bdae present for the next 36 years.. one year $10.. wait till he's 50 then next present! OMG TTS LONG!

bought a pair of U.R.S & inc. shoes today for 60 i think.. its for interview as wel las driving.. now my legs hurt like shit!! arghh hurts to step on them.. thank god for wheels on chairs!!















went to spotlight earlier on n bought pots of fabric paint!! ruth! rmb when we went in march told you i wanna paint rite? OMG carn believe my mum let me buy la! so i bought 4 pots for 7.40 each. ok pots make them sound huge n damn reasonable. nono. they're small 45ml bottles.. din buy the tube ones cos they're dimensional! pop up! eee! soo ugly! reminds me of names doodled onto class tshirts! but those cost like 4.05..

saw ppl doing tatting today! so cool la! small n portable.. can do on the mrt train as well!!! :) maybe when im free i'll go check it out.. stupid lessons at spotlight cost like 30/session! SIAO!

ok do i sound like some shoe-obsessed, arty farty crazy kid? oh yes i dont think i've mentioned tt im gonna try photography? cos just saw this guy who took awesome pics of cambridge! omg omg! so inspiring! n he provides tutorials as well.. cool! :)

ohoh n the FOS at Le Meridien has nice clothes!! n some are cheap too! imported stuff like GAP etc going for like 9.90 only!! better than This Fashion..! :) got my interview clothes from there today too..

oh n the main reason y i went out today was to go to 77th street to get the Flush Away notebook tt my mum said wasnt worth the trip there in the first place! true but if i dun collect then suspended by 3 mths! tts worse! :( hehe

carn wait for next monday to be over!!! then can faster cheong a*star application, prepare for firefly, class bbq, cheong BTT, get PDL and drive!!

whee~!

learn korean n indonesian are next on the list.. :)

maths s was horrible but then again since when was maths s not horrible?

probably ungraded or just make merit.. aint too confident bout it.. haiz.. U would be expected.

and i didnt keep the bdae skin till end of nov!! im more than a month early for xmas! i just realised it after i changed. now tts being a little too enthu bout xmas aint it?

haha. im so tired after changing the skin im gonna sleep. ciao~!

bio 3 down!! omg i carn believe its over. n it was a hell lotta plant qns la!! only one human i think.. the others all plant.. ouch..

ANW horrible maths s tmr.. im going to do my 10 marks i happy liao thing again.. so that i will feel better! really give up hope cos i dunno how to do the tys qns either.. :(

more hope for bio s i think. hopefully at least one of them will gimme a merit. *prays hard*

argh bad bad bad.

now tt its one day to bio 3.. im freaking out! ARGH.

help help help. so so so dead. bleah.

and besides that, i feel older now tt i noe im gonna learn how to drive for real! AHH! :)

woohoo went to register for driving!

so im gonna learn my basic online though its blardy chicken tt i got 7/7 correct after flipping thru the first few pages w/o having digested them.. then faster cheong the trial and the test to get my PDL..

my first practical would be on 5th dec at 2.40!! whee~! second would be 7th.. hopefully by then i would have passed and gotten the PDL if not im stuck cos cannot go out onto the road!

im taking class 3A cos mum says manual is useless.. haha! true since my parents all use auto car n havent touched a manual since they passed. :P

DOTAge

for guys who play DOTA.

dotage \DOH-tij\, noun:
Feebleness of mind due to old age; senility.

tts probably wad you get when u play too much dota. HAH.

ok loads of thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and those who didnt but rmbed my bdae..!

1. david
2. enos
3. peter
4. yong guan
   
5. peizhen
6. jeremy
7. ruth
8. pamela
   
9. brian nguyen
10. maryann
11. woonling
12. sameul
13. chern yi
14. ronald
15. peiquan
16. mathan
17. grace
18. wara
19. ami
20. jessie
21. monic
22. deren
23. philip
24. renhao
25. jingyuan
26. zhenyi
27. serene teoh
28. chuxian
29. nash
30. sarah lois
    

thanx for the presents and the cards! love them!! pq still owes me my bacardi breezer.. HAHAH!! and i carn wait to go out with the tuition ppl! :) hehe then can go bug sam and nash! hiak hiak hiak.. sam said to disturb him by all means cos he's uber free now.. stupid PCME ppl.. pfft..

pam ruth! after As we shall go catch out annual movie again.. hehe hopefully pam ur shoe wouldnt give way..! :) if not ruth n i would hafta look like abandoned kids again.. jkjk..

class bbq on 30th nov at ecp.. whee~!

are we gonna have a PAE 09/05 outing? :P woonling said we were! yayz i want one too!

but first it'll be the interview.. submission of PSC form.. tgt with BTT and driving lessons.. hehex!

last day as a 17th yr old. will i feel older overnight? maybe just a little. haha.

how has this one yr been?

full of its ups and downs. emotional turmoil. confusing thoughts. achieving my dreams. maybe just being who i always am.

was reading thru my archives earlier today.. not all just randomly clicked on some. now i noe what a blog is for. its for sharing ur happy days as well as ur moody ones.. record of ur life.. somewhere for you to share moments with close ones.

i realised how much ive grown throughout these two years.. the things i've gone through [yes including you you and you and maybe you] the time ive spent infront of this computer and the tears ive shed.. the emptiness i felt at times and how actually its actually very lonely to be in front of the computer.

wara nv understands how i can spend hrs in front of the com. she finds it boring. maybe it is. same site. same people. same blog. same arguments. same everything. maybe i feel safer behind a computer.. something i can hide behind when things go wrong. its the wall i build around me when i feel threatened [im so sorry for wad ive done to you in the past]

maybe the arrival of the 18th yr of my lonely existence will be more fruitful and more meaningful. i think the 13-14th yrs were rather superficial. but i will always enjoy the 15-16th yr in art club. those were the times i felt i could be myself. crying over deadlines.. singing oldies with pam.. laughing at mr mah and ms tong.. having our little picnic and escapades into the safety of the art room. it was like our own world. i miss those days where we would just wonder into the art room in the midst of lessons and talk to miss tong. how was is she? prob given birth by now rite? hehe :)

its been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. this ride is coming to an end. its time we changed to another ride and hopefully we make the right choice this time. hopefully we get enough credit to choose the rides we want and enjoy the ride of our life. this ride in vj has been good and i will miss everything bout it. the teachers, friends, the building too.

10 down 5 to go!!!

physics is sealed. pray hard siaz. wasnt as smooth sailing as i hoped. :(

after my bdae on friday i'll be down with bio left and the ASS papers.. argh..

JIAYOU!!

physics was WEIRD!!

define the radian. wth.

and how would i noe why that west african country's uranium is 1/2300?! erm was formed first? ARGH

i hate suggest questions.

mcq got 1 or 2 wrong.. 1 would be careless! if i didnt rmb the choice wrongly.. it prob was just circle wrongly.. argh.. the other one is the hinge! is the answer the horizontal one or the diagonal one directed downwards?!? i put the diagonal one.. *fingers crossed* cos i extrapolated all the lines then tts the direction i got! nvm at least its only 2 wrong so far.. so far the rest all correct..

lets just hope that chem 2 will be better.

alritex so my paper isnt affected which i think its good! cmon its at 2.30 n unless you tell me that bush is gg to eat at marine terrace or parkway parade then we'll be affected. haha wonder wad time F maths will be now that its been changed. later i hope.. earlier would be like 0.o hahah..

okies its 4+ hrs to physics so back to electric fields!

well its bout 5 days to my bdae.. haha so that means im gonna be legal soon.. though im happier to be able to learn driving..!! mum's pestering me to faster pass.. i want to too!! =) prob gonna take my basic on either the 4th or the 11th dec.. depending on whether i become their student or not.. i will learn at the skool but whether i will be taking the stupid 1 day basic theory course.. definitely not la.. juz buy the freaking book n learn myself la! haha..

rmb it was geog n physics back during the O level days.. haha guess that was more horrible? :P

oh n is our chem affected by George Berry's visit? hahaha! gosh that joke in the maths paper was so obvious.. election.. george berry.. =) i noe geog is affected on 16th.. but apparently 17th too.. blardy bush.. tt reminds me of another bush joke..




During one of his many trips, President Bush
encountered a man with long gray hair and beard,
wearing a white robe and sandals, holding a staff.

President Bush went up to the man and said, "Has
anyone told you that you look like Moses?" The man
didn't answer. He just kept staring straight ahead.
The president said, "Moses!" in a loud voice. The man
just stared ahead, never acknowledging the president.

The president pulled a Secret Service agent aside and,
pointing to the robed man, asked him, "Am I crazy or
does that man not look like Moses to you?"

The Secret Service agent looked at the man and agreed.

"Well," said the president, "every time I say his
name, he ignores me and stares straight ahead,
refusing to speak. Watch!" Again the president yelled,
"Moses!" and again the man ignored him.

The Secret Service agent went up to the man in the
white robe and whispered, "You look just like Moses.
Are you Moses?"

The man leaned over and whispered back, "Shhhh! Yes, I
am Moses. But the last time I talked to a bush, I
spent 40 years wandering in the desert and ended up
leading my people to the only spot in the entire
Middle East with no oil."



enjoy!

Ah Beng, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire himself out as a handyman and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. He went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for him to do.

"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" Beng said "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told him where the paint and ladders that he might need were in the garage.

The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does he realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "He should. He was standing on the porch."

A short time later, Ah Beng came to the door to collect his money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," Ah Beng answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats." Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50.

"And by the way," Ah Beng added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Fellali."






HAHAHAHHA!!!

one week down!! omg after next friday i'll be down with only bio left!! ahhh!!

ignore the fact that there are s papers.

ohoh my birthday present came early today! though i wish it wouldnt be mine so i can ask for one more.. haha see how when my bdae draws nearer.. hehe! in addition to our xbox.. i just got PS2.. haha y not PS3? cos the DDR game i wanna play works on PS1 PS2.. :) so i've been dancing all nite away laughing my head off at how i miss the arrows.. hahah! i can handle all the beginner and basic.. some problem with hard.. so im a happy little girl now.. danced for almost 2 hrs.. of cos take turns la.. but still! hehehe

u noe wad.. nat ngoi finds all the papers so far good! :S omg.. either she's really smart [duh!] or we're really not up to her standard.. hahah looks and brains.. wahlau.. hahha!

kk quite sleepy.. wanted to do some physics but then i think i'll start tmr.. give myself a little break so that i can go a longer way.. :)

and and i think i redeemed myself for maths!! i think it was quite alrite la.. haha hopefully it'll gimme an A.. haha considering they always say as long as u get C and above for prelims.. u're assured an A.. we'll see!! hehex!

was telling my mum im dancing for my A in maths.. HAHAH! wad if i dont get an A?! *gasps* bad bad bad.

hmm chem 3 down.. not as well as i expected esp the freaking 1st qn! wth la.. now that i think bout it.. seems more like which is more likely to be discharged but then again they werent feasible so i dunno how to do..! at least im not alone.. not like the entire world noes and im the only idiot who doesnt.. so im still average which is alrite.. considering monic n ruth dunno how to do too..

maths 2 tml.. chance to redeem the relatively disgusting maths paper 1.. argh peter! i dunno how u can get thru this last yr.. its like so demoralising when u realise its THE THING and u're getting all freaked out by weird qns..! wait were you even freaked out last yr? :P haha kk shudnt make fun of ur intelligience.. cos u're really smart! oh wad a sour grape i am. hmph.

just got this invite from a*star to apply for scholarship.. apparently im "highly recommended" by vjc.. hah! later everyone in S1 gets i laugh! oh well at least this means that 1) retake SAT1 cos i didnt get 2100 n above.. 2) take SAT 2 cos i still havent taken it 3) my dec are quite screwed cos i dunno when this interview will be n tt means i cannot schedule my holiday! :( might be going vietnam or hk with my family.. then maybe go hk or taiwan with the girls.. and then somewhere with ruth n pam! oohh! haha looks like lotsa of money!! :S nvm we'll go cheap cheap stay cheap cheap n enjoy like cheapskates! HAHA! we'll go somewhere where the exchange rate is really low.. in our favour of cos.. =D

ok back to my estimation n hypothesis.. gotta practice!! aja aja fighting!

*gosh tt just goes to show how much korean shows i've been watching..! n goong is ending sooonn.. good cos i can study right after dinner.. bad cos im starting to think that Shin is quite good-looking! ahh hahah.. n Yul really looks like a girl [the actor of cos] if he has longer hair.. AHH Joo Ji Hoon! *beems* not all pics are nice though.. if he smiles.. its just aww.. n in the show he has this lonely persona.. AHHHH!!! mum prefers him too.. hehe cos he has this pathetic n lonely look.. then like soo kelian so ke ai!

the tot of using"ke ai" makes me sound like some cheena girl from some neighbourhood skool that tyPeS likEs diS..

well well well.. 4 papers down.. 11 to go..

WTH.

bio seemed good.. maths not tt good.. snapped out of my blurness during the last 20 min to finally see how to do qn 1! -_- best part is i always knew how to do.. hahaha just this once.. the CRUCIAL one.. anw yupz i got the answer.. haha and for once i think i got the answer for the 3d trigo one! sth like 20.6º? carn rmb.. STH liddat la.. dun come telling me that its something else cos i carn rmb either.. hahah!

was stuck at the last part of the complex argand qn.. then i FINALLY saw the thing. ARGH all the -ahha!- moments followed by -heng- moments.. hahaha.. didnt noe how to do 2 qns.. one was the stupid z eqn and the weird ki root.. anyhow do tt one.. got like -4i, 4i, +- root 2 and +-2 or sth la.. like 0.o supposed to be 4 roots become 6! urgh nvm haha. n the last part of 14 either. how to prove that they are parallel?! anyhow write stuff.. hopefully can get some marks.. sian was like s paper la.. no numbers one! all c,v,s,q,r,p,t etc..

next up chem 3!

gosh i tink im really getting quite racked up by the As.. im updating more often than normal!! haha cos everytime i need a break i come online then i would be like "hmm k just post something" yupz..
its 1 day to bio 2 maths 1.. how prepared am i? more prepared than i was yesterday but not as prepared as i hope to be.. im sick of numbers n bio.. suddenly feel like doing chem n physics though those are like next yr apart from chem 3 this wk.. my last paper would be 3 weeks from this day.. WOOHOO! suddenly if you think about it.. 3 weeks is like super fast! in a blink n its all over! like how prelims were.. though over that blasted weekend it seemed like eternity.. hahaha..

kk enough crapping just hope everyone can revise enough to get an A.. dun need to breeze through it since we arent really the einsteins.. hahha though we're geniuses.. hahaa! well actually einstein was a genius so there you have it!

JIAYOU EVERYONE! its 3 weeks to liberation. talk about freedom. well done cambridge for talking bout freedom in gp which was the start of confinement.

ohoh went to eat jack's place again.. this time was free cos got the member's card n since its under my name so got bdae meal! =)

1. lobster bisque [not very nice. shud haf gone for cream of shiitake]
2. black pepper ribeye
3. mango mousse cake [back to the sp of mousse again.]
4. cafe latte [urgh i still prefer mocha. shud have ordered normal tea.]

all the for FREE! whee~! was even nicer than my family's food.. n mum still tot bdae meal was like cheaper n lousier.. HAH! but we concluded that the one at causeway pt is better than this one at bras basah..

oh n my mum made kong ba pau today!! =) so had tt for lunch n actually got gingko nut dessert for dinner but too full liao.. cos had bak kut teh etc.. haha.. so much for watching CNA's "Diet wars" when i was like gorging myself.. ok not gorging but just eating.. hahhaha! hope mum rmbs to put the gingko nut in the fridge!

ig gingko pronounced as ging-ko or jing-ko?

i find ging-ko weird. too sharp for me. like pointy? GING-ko.

ok this is an absolutely random post. im out.

this is my favourite song in goong.. haha its one of the most often played ones in the show so im happy! :) kinda reflects wad i feel now.. hah! but tts besides the pt.. SOO NICE! aww...

how would things be if i didnt reply ur friendster message one yr ago..

how would things be if i didnt ask jessie for your email..

how would things be if we didnt ask each other out and you being an idiot at times..

sometimes i really wish you wouldnt appear in front of me. in case i couldnt stand the look of you.

but sometimes i just wished you were by my side.

IF we got together, how would things be?

for now i just wish things could be what it is. more than friends but not there yet.

we'll see how things go. yupz. UK US NUS NTU.

maybe we're better off as friends.

and of all people you gotta be my primary school classmate's ex boyfriend.

only that i didnt know till i saw her friendster in your list. and asked you bout her.

what a life.

now BACK TO MUGGING.

-pushes you outta my mind in vain-

this is not very artistic but imagine if our notes were black! how cool! =) i'll definitely study more than wad im studying now.. hahaha! so pretty!!

WOOHOO!

got 1st round of FIREfly interview! whee~!

later u all tell me that everyone who applied is going for the interview. that would make me really sad. :(


anw shall celebrate a little for now. its 29th nov at 9.30 am at EDB learning centre. =)

*dances a little jiggle*

alritex! GP IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! PUT AWAY ALL YOUR GP NOTES N DRAG OUT THE BIO MATHS CHEM PHYSICS NOTES!

haha though it would still pale in comparision to what nash has to study.. haha! files n files n files of stuff on history.. lit.. econs.. maths.. muahahax..!

i dunno. was quite stunned by the questions cos all the normal questions didnt come out. but i guess i could think on my feet.. i dunno la.. did the global language qn.. just hope that it would be fine.. really.. compre wasnt really tt difficult but spent a little too much time on the qns.. was rushing thru the AQ though i still could think coherently.. i think.. we'll see the results in March.. in the meantime..

THROW GP OUTTA THE WINDOW! or under the table in my case. if you stay in HDB please dun throw it outta the window for goodness sake! down the rubbish chute if you must.

ok im random n nonsensical now. back to my nerves.

presenting the voodoo doll with its partner for the night. :) btw the partner is a one-armed bandit! im so sorry ruth.. i accidentally broke the arm.. :(

check out the calendar in the background.. all the strikes off the days.. OUCH!

wanted to post something today but then when this page loaded i lost the drive. ouch.

this blog would turn into a place of ranting for the next one month. if ive got the time to rant in the first place. hah.

cant wait for this nightmare to be over.

seriously im super stressed out rite now. dunno how things would turn out. cant wait for 1st week of jan. cant wait for As result.. carn wait for NUS entry results.





was just wondering. if i were offered a place at cambridge as well as one at NUS medicine.. which should i choose? though i dun mind being in this dilemma. HAH. fat hope.

guide to typing chinese. courtesy of michelle. :)
















control panel -> regional language -> language -> details -> then add the chinese lang into it. :)















go to the language bar n click to select chinese language. click on the other icon to make it to the one shown above. use shift to toggle btwn english and chinese later on.














tada! happy typing in chinese!

its 3 days to GP.. OMG! im not done with my revision n im so dead in my opinion.. still left with maths and bout 7 bio core n option to do.. arghhhh so so so screwed.. bought the oxford grad voodoo doll for fun cos my bro wanted to buy one for his phone.. i noe its stupid but hey no harm rite? :) though it sounds ridiculously dumb to me.. how can one get 4As just cos one bought the doll? nv study = no As ! haha

k k better get done to work soon.. gotta write stupid firefly essay by tml! :S i hate procrastinating.. but its in me.. somehow n its horrible.. bleah..

NTU Student survey - Funny comments

Front bit very funny.. back bit not as funny.. enjoy! :)

great grandma's bdae at keppel club.. seated on the left is my grandma, then my grandpa's mum then my uncle's wife.. btw grandpa's with us in spirit but my greatgrandma still doesnt noe.. :S its been 2 yrs! rmb he passed away on the day of chem practical in sec 4.. carn rmb if it was prelims or Os.. was in the canteen when mum called.. was like "ohh ok.." was actually kinda relieved cos he no longer has to suffer? but i miss him so much.. sometimes when i go to grandma's house i still think that i'll find him there? trying to steal my handphone.. his hairy arms.. etc.. really miss him loads..

See how long you can stand w/o laughing

Japanese guy trying to speak english.

:)

wee shu min

well as much as i didnt like her back in secondary school, but i think that this whole saga might have been blown out of proportion. what the discussion should be about should be the fact that her entry came across as elitist and not the fact that her -erhem- are huge and that you've got a problem with the mole on her face.

seriously people, i think that is secondary.

and what is it with people digging up her photos, scrutinising her friends and those around her, even to the extent of finding out which MP is her dad?!

what good is this to her, you and us?

are you going to pelt her with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes just because you recognise her from the photos?

are you going to the Meet the People sessions to pelt her dad with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes?

are you going to pelt her friends with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes too?

if you do, i think you're the one who's going to be pelted by us.

we've seen our fair share of 'RJ limelight hoggers' but seriously, this is not going to do her any good right now.. especially since the forum threads have started throwing personal attacks at her.. its 2 weeks to the A levels and we all know how important that is to any student who's been through it.. the emotional strength needed to see everyone of us through the horrific 1 month is beyond anything we needed for the O levels..

besides the fact that A levels is coming, her blog probably wasnt meant for public viewing in the first place.. friends around her would have been able to take her views with a pinch of salt, knowing what kind of person she is like.. look beyond the harsh words and see her point.. the power of language is to get your point across to people and not for people to criticise your style.. perhaps style would be what puts people off most of the time when reading an article.. extremism is never favoured but somebody has to be the bad guy.. and shumin happened to be The One..

ok some would argue that cyberspace is meant for all to read and if she didnt want others to read she should have written it down instead of posting it on her blog.. haven we seen enough people being catapulted to fame through blogs? people like gayle who was from my primary school.. shumin from my secondary school.. hopefully none from my junior college.. still short of kindergarten i realised. hah!

i think its time this thing came to an end. Tammy was traumatised because of irresponsible remarks made by people. Gayle was lucky in the sense that people respected her views. Dawn Yeo came out unscathed, even becoming star blogger on STOMP. xiaxue has been criticised many a time as well. but not everyone is lucky. how would these people face the world in future?

imagine a job interview..

A: who's next?
B: wee shu min
A: the RJC one ar?
B: ya i think so.. says RJC on her resume..
[shumin enters]
A (whispers to B): OMG its her.. look at the MOLE!
B (starts to discredit her) : well looks like we've got wee shu min here today.............. *sniggers*


is this what you want her to face in future?

or perhaps people recognising her friends and throwing them together in the same league..

A (sees friend): do you happen to be wee shu min's friend?
*nods*
B (mutters to oneself) : aiyah then same kind la..

its just so unfair to judge someone just because of one incident. of cos im not saying that the above scenarios would really occur like that but it would remain in people's mind.. subconsciously people would discredit her words..

note: if you not happy with anything i've said, please dont flame me because im just trying to speak up for someone who has suffered her fair share of criticism and its time to stop it. she's only 18 and perhaps just didnt think before she typed and clicked "Publish Post".

interview in exactly 3hrs. stressed..!

Blog Worth

My blog is worth $2,258.16.
How much is your blog worth?

wah looks like my blog has increased in value.. first time i tried it out a few yrs ago it was like $0.00.. HAHAH!! was at diaryland back then i think.. koped the quiz off philip's blog in sec 4..

ZHONG YI! i finally understood why sherli said "aiyah dunno anything ask alvin la..!"




*beams*





ok im slow la can?

Quiz v2

okies since ive been stabbed shall do this again though ive done it b4.. since things change over time rite? :)

I miss somebody right now. (right now being 11.05am on fri morn)
I don’t watch TV these days. (yarite..ch u n youtube!)
I am currently single.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (im hopeless at controls..carn even master maplestory!)
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy. (uhh not when someone asks u "am i fat?")
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Maybe not sure..not now at least.. maybe when im old n stuff!)
I need money right now. (More like soon but give me now i can save it too!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (hate myself for it! trip over my words too!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (Maybe not cannot survive but like will have to answer every call!)
I like the way I look. (i think)
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (does hidden mean that i dont even know i have it?)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (FAMILY! siamed kahei's peck in sec 4!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (msn voice i guess.. though enjoy is like happy to talk.. im alrite i guess..)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (not for clothes but bags and shoes!)
Enjoy window shopping. (would be better if i can buy them!)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (people think my mum's my sis! 0.o)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (hey ppl turn to religion for catharsis man!)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before. (people)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (family not included)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (my vodka peach awaits me)
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park Movie".
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (dun really eat from pizza hut.. more canadian cos its 2-4-1!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (ehh not that i need it now since to get promoted juz need to pass ur exams!)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys. (wth?!)
I study for tests most of the time. (right now yes)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (heart pierced? HAHA jkjk)
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (the finding nemo ones? (: )
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument .
I have worked at a McDonald’s restaurant. ( i think i'll prefer BK though)
I hate office jobs. (yet to try so no comments but the pantry better be good!)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state. (hopefully i can get thru the selection!)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (apart from hersheys.. my little cousin!! )
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner. (wad?! to look like cleopatra?!)
I somehow enjoyed this thingy.
I usually like covers better than originals. (depends on the singer but i rarely listen to 2 versions anw)
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. (blogs, books that i always give up halfway)
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (i still do and my mum would be like "huh!?" when i mumble then i say "nvm nvm..")
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. ( i have cells, proteins, soluble substances etc.. is jazz a new protein? -_-)
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (see ive grown smarter! refer to previous quiz!)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist. (oohh though my 'art' is not for public showcase!)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

ok i noe joey has done this.. so i wun stabbed you.. its the mugging period now so dun think i'll stabbed anyone la.. do it if you want! :)

bored from studying

thats me this morning studying outside in the garden with my shades on my head [was on my nose when reading cos light reflected off the notes is very glaring!]

do you sense the boredness in me?

Farewell Assembly 2006

farewell was today.. din cry din feel much but im sure i'll miss the class more than i missed 409.. im sorry but except for the few ppl like ruth and and and maybe erm erm nvm..




















we got nice vjc rings that are one-sized so it only fit all little fingers and some 4th fingers.. fits my right one.. haha!





























































































brian / monic grace / peiquan / shumin / jessie jason / wara / yongfeng / jason / jessie ami monic grace wara

went out to eat later at ICHIBAN at PP

ate some set that came with unagi with rice n cold soba! plus miso and watermelon.. haha! so full la! but the soba was damn nice!!! =)



















went back to skool to study after that.. took cab back with mr chua so dun need to cross the overheads!! XD thanx mr chua!



now for the random photos

















































taupok with poor jason at the bottom! / jingyuan and jason / our feet / jessie and deren








last thing. mrs chan is leaving VJC. :( just hope the new principal will be as fun..! if not VJC would never be the same again..

last wk of skool n im feeling tired n i wanna just stay at home n study. skool seems useless with endless amounts of hw like physics tys, chem papers, maths revision tut and specimen papers etc. its like overwhelming! dun have enough time to finish these let alone revise properly..

:( yucks.

wednesday is like so ponnable since ive alr asked mrs leow to look through my essay and its only bio tut left.. but the thing is that there is mock gp in the afternoon at 230! arghh zzz wad a nice way to end my wonderful wednesday.

got back chem mock mcq.. 28/40.. 70% well wasnt tt well done esp organic section.. super careless! could have been like 31/40 or sth.. bah nvm.. n someone has to teach me how to do bond angles for mcq cos im horrible at it!!! nv calculate properly one.. terrible.. think my jnrs can do it better than me.. :S

might go to vietnam after As with ami n grace n whoever else that wants to come along cos japan's freezing and so is korea and hongkong n taiwan and we need retail therapy so vietnam is cheap, safe, they speak english and its shoppers paradise since the exchange rate is like totally in our favour.. :)

package or free and easy? tiger airways airport tax + fuel surcharge etc is more than the tix itself! like 60 + 62 = 122 . THANX. some youth hostels cost like US$5 per night for triple sharing while hotels cost like S$160 per night or sth.. like 0.o go cheap cheap!

scholarship emails have been coming n there are some i already have in mind like dsta, psc, a*star etc. hopefully can get into one of those then can go overseas if not i'll stay in sg n drive around in my new car! :) looking at nissan march, toyota ist or even a kangoo van though they said petrol is a killer. hahaha! see the incentive to stay in sg? now u know why i only applied for cambridge n imperial.. haha use the money to buy car better.. summore parents gonna pay! why not? =D mum said to faster pass my driving after As cos its becoming more ex to learn n i think she would like to have someone to drive instead too.. rite now it seems really cool to drive.. wait till im sick of being somebody else's driver.. muahahhahax!

we were toking bout uni orientation today n like how it MIGHT be like.. first day of skool, roaming around like lost sheep n we decided that we might even just pon it la cos its like quite lame anw.. haha.. and ami wished for all of us to find a bf in uni and marry b4 the age of 26 cos monic n jessie intend to marry a guy aged 28 then. whoa all planned out siaz! :)

singapore needs more PhDs and i told my mum i wanna do my PhD too and she said go ahead.. its not whether u want or not but whether u can make it or not.. thanx la i will make it n show it to you.. haha mum's afraid if i get my PhD then no guy would wanna marry me cos too smart liao.. -_-" that would be the least of my worries if i can support myself.. RITE? hiak hiak hiak.. single, highly qualified, rich, famous researcher? SHIOK!

im day dreaming again.

someone please motivate me to work towards that ok?

thanx!

so is it 6% or 5 % or wad? no one knows n the rumours continue.

stupid yong guan gave me false hopes by saying its 6%! haha but no one knows till they release the results the sign.. :(

calculated bio wrongly so its BBBC if they mod 5% its BBBB 6% then its ABBB.

scores would be like 70-69-68-67

how wonderful. so zhun eh?

SUAY SIAZ!

i am disappointed. my A just flew away because of mr chow. WHY WHY WHY!

its not like u dont know how much i need it.. told u i need it for scholarships as well as uni application but u just refused to give it to me saying that its better for me to study instead of harping on just one pathetic one mark in his opinion.

and its not like im asking for a free mark. that one mark is mine! just because it was a little too high on the graph doesnt mean that its wrong wad.. who asked u ppl to give such a weird number that cannot be plotted nicely?? summore log graph so how would i noe exactly where in the world would .021 be rite.. :( SAD!


that one mark could be that make-or-break thing lehz.. think about it.. would u rather take a person with ABBC or BBBC? :( worse thing is that if chem they mod 5 marks my wonderful grades would be like 69-69-68-64 its like ARGHHH!!

can anyone understand how frustrated i feel??

carn express how i feel properly into words.. #^%*&#% maybe that would help.

concentrate! last dash towards the finishing line!

jiayou ppl!

theres this new game i found.. O2 jam.. gosh its damn addictive!!!

its like DDR　except that there are like 7 buttons instead of up down left right.

ARGH! someone get me off it.. thankfully the download for the song packs are quite slow so i dont have many new songs to play with.. maybe that'll make me sick of it for a while b4 i get on with it again.. muahahhax!!!

got back some results le.. disappointing but not tt bad la..

GP : B4 [wth?!]
Maths : B [68/100] not again.. can go buy 4D 6868 le.!
Chem : C [63.25] hopefully can squeeze marks up to 65..! :)
maths s : 50/100 [better than the 10 i tot i would get!!] :)

tts all for now.. bio mcq like 25/30 though one qn is so arguable but mr chua refuses to budge!
bio structured core 39.5/60

haiz must jiayou liao!!!!!!!

now pam.. does this look like ur pic? :)

im bored. i shud study. yes. shoo!

ohoh i just got myself a new little sister!! name's yong guan! muahahahax..!! :) n im the wonderful elder brother.. tang yuan's her nick.. xiao mei mei!!

luckily he doesnt read this or im so dead. :P

okies application sent in le.. just not sure if cook sent it in in time.. but im really glad he agreed to help me!! =D thanx!

now my ucas application is still waiting for his letter of recommendation to be entered b4 he sends it in and finally i can concentrate on studying..

my bio option was horrible but at least i noe what to do for a levels le.. cos i finally can remember spermatogenesis [stupid essay] after i read it again when i got home.. essay was disastrous though i think the structured wasnt as bad.. hahaha.. hopefully!! now i really need to score for paper 1.. my last hope..

cambridge

argh im very stressed now.

last min application to cambridge.

fact or fiction?
























fact.











now what do i do?

1) tchers recommendation
2) personal statement

suddenly i feel motivated to study like siao! maybe its a good thing! :)



filling up ucas and caf is stressful cos i dunno how to fill.. luckily got my cousin to help me as well as yong feng who applied to oxford. at least part of my ucas is done liao.. the o and a level part at least.. still need to dig up my piano grades.. :S bah.

35 pounds to apply n everything needs to be at cambridge by 15 oct. someone save me!

dun dare to approach mr cook cos he'll kill me for sure.. so im on my own now!

mr chua's phone is off so cannot ask him to help me to write.. if he cannot then im gonna ask ms hoo cos she's my teacher advisor for higher ed. as well as my maths tcher.. she has agreed to help me but can only write after 28 sept so tt means 1st week of oct.. yeah

i oso dunno who to ask to help me write.. my cousin says to ask form tcher which i think is better since ms hoo only teaches me maths but then wad bout cca teacher? ms chua? then mr chow? argh.!

applied to imperial too but tt is not my worry cos its only ucas n its 15 jan!

somtimes i ask myself y am i even trying when even if i study i cannot do the qns?!

today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.

ouch.

chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..

i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..

and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P

somtimes i ask myself y am i even trying when even if i study i cannot do the qns?!

today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.

ouch.

chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..

i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..

and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P

bio 2
maths 1
chem 3

ARE OVER!

though i wun comment on how they went.

ok fine. bio not enuf time so din finish my essay so tts 12M down the drain! worse still is i knew wad to write! arghh my kidney.. :(

maths i didnt noe how to do my 3d trigo. did first part but prob wrong. heck. maths left bout 10M blank.

chem i dunno la.. didnt seem tt bad but the question now wld be are my answers correct?! haha!

tml's physics 1 and 2. jiayou!

alrite its now down to the crunch!

i still think im very dead. doing papers now n im crying!

maths still managable..

chem is horrigible.. more like needmiracleligible.

physics is haventryyetigable. less than horrigible.

bio is praygodwillhelpmegible. less than horrigble as well.

as u can see.. my A sub probably.. hopefully.. better be maths..

followed by physics.. hopefully if i practice more!! or shud i say start practicing in the first place!

then bio and chem..

haiz seems quite hopeless to me though.. wad is the world coming to?!?!

everybody has lost touch with themselves n juz immersing themselves in books.. though i still spend far too much time on the computer!! someone pull me away from it.. suspend my KOL acc.. erm delete my msn.. juz crash my com if possible..! hours whiled away on it.. ouch..

computer time unlike always is wasted time and not time saved.

how ironic it is when i installed "google web accelerator" and rite now the counter says "11.4 hours saved." wonder if i didnt spend time saving this 11.4 hr in the first place how much time would i have saved?!?

does it really mean i saved a day when it reaches 24? when i haf actually spent more than 1568621 hr saving tt 24 hrs.. yowie.

of cos that horrible no. is just an estimate. dun wanna noe how much time i haf really wasted! quantifying such stuff is scary. makes me feel like i haven done anything productive..!

physics : finished
chem : finished
bio : halfway
maths : -
time left : 1 week
luck needed : loads


gosh someone save me.

*post inspired by yl. yepx.

is it true that once u've found your one true love that u'll know it right away..? and even if you're in a crowd u'll be able to find him/her cos you've only eyes for him/her? only when u've really met the fated one will you be able to understand that word 'fate'?

why is it that love happens when u're least looking for it and nv comes when u're trying to find it?

wad is love actually? the sense of euphoria that overcomes oneself when in the arms of the other? or just being comfortable with each other in silence? or just knowing the fact that no matter wad happens he/she will be there for you?

true love is nv easy to find and time will test it.. situations would crop up to test your love but at the end of the day.. things will work out if its meant to be..

many say that love would come your way someday.. will it be worth the wait? the time will come when its right. yeah. tts right. wait.


PS. things been happening these few days n been kinda off but im alrite now.. parents n their rubbish as usual.. carn they juz believe that things are juz platonic.. haiz.. i juz wanna hug my mr tomato to sleep.. :( but i guess they are right in some stuff.. i carn help it.. juz seem to be able to tok to guys better than girls.. ouch tts where probs start. >.<

Happy 100th entry to my beloved blog!!

shall make this a "im gg on a hiatus for now.." didnt seem tt long since i moved here though.. 100 considering i post irregularly.. tt shud be more than 1 yr by now.. haha.. longer than tt actually..

alritex study ppl.. 1 wk to gp prelims n im freaking out!

tt makes it 3 weeks to actual prelims n its time to sit down n study hard. seriously. haven kept to my word of being a mugger! whoops.

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haiz skool's in.. hol's out.. n i need to start studying soon.. glue my butt to my chair! started with a bit of bio.. some physics.. now chem.. maths juz do i guess.. yeah my trigo identities etc still bit cannot make it.. then mixing up all my stats stuff.. CLT.. estimation.. hypothesis etc.. arghh.. but i'll get them sorted out soon :)

add 4 cups of chawamushi, 2 bowls of udon, 1 extra plate of sushi.. hmm is that alot? we counted total no. of items is 43.. times 1.90 there about it would be like 81.7 paid bout 71.. so hmm we ate an excess of 10 bucks! though we forgot bout the mochi ice cream!!! arghh!! nvm my dad won $10 starbucks voucher so i guess tt made up for it.. my mochi......... :(

biochem wasnt too bad!:)

i wanna go watch the fireworks are marina! :( tml's italy's display!! not sure if i can go though.. :(

btw i won a cd from 77th st! second time i won something! rmb the movie tix to "keeping mum" hehe now its "With Love - The Ultimate Collection" or sth liddat la..

college day yest! was interesting! :) met up with a few snrs.. yeah kinda miss last yr.. oh well.. life goes on..

tnod ksa em daw i tlef retfa ti soc ti saw etiuq dirroh.

please dont decipher that.

anw went for 409 outing after tt.. took 16 which took forever to get there.. y din i wait for 36?! anw went to find the loft then met up with the rest of them! :) so nice! as usual sheeyin n her stories.. ok mine too.. realised i really tok a lot!! haha.. tt happened at PP tt day too.. whoops.. tts when i realised how much i can tok nonstop for.. we ate then juz talked about skool n stuff.. maryann n jermaine were mad!! aiyohh.. nv seen them this crazy b4.. :P vj muz haf gotten to maryann.. hehe!!

so we later took some pics juz below the loft.. gotta get them from jermz etc.. :) then we toked bout the blardy skirt issue which is sooo dumb.. lets juz wait with bated breath for TNP to write an article bout it.. grr so lame cos there really isnt an issue since u alr couldnt find evidences for it! trust u to come back again to find evidences that "proved your pt".. wad pt? dont waste ur time n move on to other issues alrite?

walked along citylink on the way back to the station.. it felt really nice to be gg back with yii wen and sheeyin again.. haiz used to do tt back in rg.. :( last time i did tt was the previous outing when it was with yii wen.. yeah.. :) btw yushan's looking good!

went swimming today. like OMG! last time i swam was like last yr after skool at my uncle's house before med trg.. bathed n went back to skool after tt.. hahah! after tt got home n had a terrible stomachache n was perspiring profusely.. later on i couldnt eat lunch le cos no strength liao.. :S snacked on lays later on n i ate dinner.. yeah..

its mon again and it juz means one more wk closer to prelims n As.. gosh i dunno how to prepare for this shit! biochem test on thurs.. crap cos we havent finished carbo.. n i need to study proteins, nucleic acids, lipids, enzymes too! not exactly the same as bio summore.. though can apply some knowledge..

no more pe so tml can start mugging during those 3 breaks liao.. ok shall mug proteins and lipids.. jiayou!