Friday, June 30, 2006

CTs and Bio S

im so tired. juz had bio s test.

IT WAS GOOD!! or at least i tot it was :S

haha since mr foo gave a HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE hint.. ;) too bad for those who din hear it.. so yeah i kinda mugged the handouts he gave as well as evolution which i din do in the end cos of a really weird qn.. muahahax..

so i wrote 4 pgs worth of worthless rubbish.. dont that think is worth much do ya? lets juz see how much that will get me.. my previous reorganisation of university notes for assignment only got me 16.. so yeah lets juz hope this rearrangement of Time article + own rubbish would gimme more than 16 since i wrote 4 pages.. hahha!

Discuss the consequences of raised levels of atmospheric carbon dioxide on organisms other than humans


for those who want to know which article it is.. its the April 3 2006 one.. yupz..! read my original copy instead of the zapped one cos got colour n i like coloured stuff.. -am i colourful?- *recalls colouring my cells in an array of colours thanx to sigg!*

guess CTs werent too bad but it wasnt too good either.. i dunno la.. my feeling always wrong one.. apart from chem back in sec 3 when the paper was uber easy n confidently announced that i would get above 80 and i did!! :) other than that my acumen hasnt been very accurate.. haha maybe im hoping that by lowering my expectations i wouldn be so disappointed?? hehe!

tml's sat and following day in sun and mon is youth day! omg so cool.. :) but i really really really need to continue studying.. if not will be super unprepared.. especially for maths s.. i really wonder y am i still taking it when i nv even do anything to prepare for it!! see la peter.. u get 2Ds then my mum says "if peter can do it.. so can you!!!" -_- so its jiayou for me lor.. though she also said it prob is "ding4 ju2" le.. the state of my maths s.. maybe shud concentrate on my bio s instead.. at least got SOME hope.. merit oso can!!!

my room is in a huge mess.. with notes notes notes notes notes notes more notes everywhere! *did u notice the more there?* u prob wouldnt have if u skimmed thru that whole line of it.. i think cos i didnt when i tried it again.. hehe! anw back to the subject.. which happen to be subjects.. oh no lame again!

GP: passage was horrible because it was about the danish cartoons that made headlines.. eww eww eww i hate such stuff.. i juz hope my AQ n summary can save me though i dun see how it can cos i dunno wad i crapped about too.. my summary had only 60 words outta 120 at first.. before adding more stuff.. was bout 110+ i think.. yeahh.. AQ was bout freedom of speech. whether we shud haf RESPONSIBLE 'FOS' or juz FOS as it is.. i chose the responsible one lor..

MATHS: erm i din do a whole qn.. which is bad! cos i din really understand the qn.. dist table for the problem.. all i understood was that WIN = +$7.. LOSE = -$5 DRAW = 0. think the prob was given too.. dunno la rubbish qn.. hope at worst get b?? pweeasseee..

BIO: wasnt too bad but the last few structured like meiosis n eco was rather screwed up.. i couldnt even decide if the chromosomes were in mitosis or meiosis la.. let alone the phase! heck la.. essay was on homeo and nervous.. i hope i can get high marks! :) dunno if what i wrote was relevant though.. yeah.. asked bout propagation of nerve impulse in a neuron.. wrote like a whole page on the propagation alone la.. i mean muz explain how it is propagated in the first place rite??? please tell me yes!! it was a 12M qn so i assumed so.. 12 mark for propagation along neurone is not worth 12M...... at least i dun think so!

CHEM: what were they thinking?!??! siao.. dun fail can liao.. or at least still get d.. dun gimme an e!! cheonged 3 essays in 15 min.. haha of which i finished 2 entire essays.. din finish one cos had to elucidate the structures of PQRST etc.. so outta the 4 essays.. i did 3.25? haha.. as for mcq.. with 15 min left.. i was only halfway thru the paper so that means the last 10 qns etc were juz like ACBDCBACDBC din even haf time to throw dice! haha juz shaded whatever my pencil led me to..

PHYSICS: mcq was rather though.. harder than the papers i did.. including the rj one which dear ruth passed to me.. din even see one qn la! only last min then saw it.. so i oso anyhow write the answer in the box.. structured wasnt too bad i guess.. except for some forces qn which i have similar qns but carn rmb..

Monday, June 26, 2006

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

went to LP today.. was b4 dinner at the wanton mee stall.. so bo liao walked all the way with family till the hypoleuca then turn back liao cos mum said god was dimming the lights.. went there last wed to eat prata after badminton with uncle etc.. it was PITCH BLACK! omg carn see a thing.. stood outside where the rocks were.. looked in and was like "omg carn see even rite in front of you.." nv seen anything so dark b4.. even ubin at nite was bright cos of the moon.. anw they din haf chee cheong fun so had to eat wanton mee.. wasnt feeling veh hungry mahz.. ordered the sour plum drink.. not nice one.. think its the same brand as the lime juice.. saw some poster on the wall.. looked like mardi gras or something.. the costume the fellar wore.. had limes n sour plums at the bottom of the poster respectively..

saw this cat whining at the bro to give it food.. at first tot it was a pure white cat which would look so cool.. felt a lil pitiful cos i TOT it was a white cat.. then later it walked away for a while n it wasnt.. disappointing.. after tt i din feel tt awful anymore.. maybe white made me think its more vulnerable? hmm..

oh was facing the other prata shop.. looks damn sad la.. felt even more awful when i saw the lone indian guy behind the counter eating his own muruku.. :( watching tv or sth.. carn rmb.. then this car parked next to our table n two indian guys came out..

A: "this one? *pointed to pitiful one*"
B: *pointed back* "no la.. cannot make it.." or sth along tt line.. then he pointed towards casuarina prata n said "tt one la.."

n i think the lone indian guy saw.. i dunno.. i felt terrible.. really terrible.. maybe cos felt bit off today anw so im feeling for every little thing i see..? his shop is like so 'lok' compared to the other one.. saw the drinks in the fridge and was like "arghh.. " maybe shud buy drinks from him.. at least got something.. i dunno.. haha! really sad.. loooked like its gonna close anytime tt kind lor.. maybe daytime not as bad but it was heart-wrenching if u can say tt..

on the way home i was thinking.. wad if i werent who i am? wad if i were someone else?

let's see..

  1. nat ngoi [dunno her name came to me quite quickly]
  2. paris hilton
  3. ami
  4. some hawker's daughter
  5. some doctor's daughter
  6. some lawyer's daughter
  7. some rich kid's daughter
  8. rachel wee
  9. david [another rich kid, would being a guy be fun?]
  10. audrey lee
my fates..

  1. living it up smart, pretty, rich, popular, and cambridge med anybody?
  2. living it up up up pretty, rich, brainless
  3. smart, humble, adorable
  4. prob serving some food n pia-ing my hearts out to do well in skool
  5. aim to go med skool
  6. aim to go to law skool
  7. paragon's my haunt. scgs's my school. acsi's my dig.
  8. free hair treatments, slimming treatments even when theres no need to.. erm HUGE house.. popular amongst guys.. are they trying to get free IPL treatments at jean yip? HAHA
  9. stoning around skool with diff girls.. looking all tan n stuff.. faces of the year [guy n girl].. luckily no one sabo-ed or it would become faeces of the year.. hanging out at dad's fish pond(?), chilling out at sailing centre..
  10. presidents scholar.. outgoing.. still rmb u for booking me! hmph! when i din even realise tt i forgot my name tag n skool badge.. grr.. nonetheless she's a great girl..
  11. no 11 rite? heck let's juz be me again. how would life be? not much money.. struggling with studies though still somehow can get by.. dreams of being a doctor/sinseh/dentist (?!) though i dun think i can get past the dex test with my shaky hands even during spa.. if cannot i dun mind opening my own business.. erm pilot? can travel! :) *deja vu of typing this in my dream b4.. always happens! even for exam papers.. O levels etc..too bad carn rmb when i wake up!!* not disciplined enough to mug my hearts n guts out to get to where i wanna be.. though i really really really really wanna become a full fledged mugger.. im not gonna bother bout wad others say..
ok strategies for me to get my ass down to studying!

  1. get my com away n lock it up in some ulu place in the house
  2. lock my hp away too
  3. lock my door n push food thru some doggie hole or sth
  4. leave me alone
  5. dun talk to me
  6. lock the xbox away too
  7. tv as well
  8. no bed
  9. no mirrors or storybooks or glossies
  10. timetable
  11. more notebooks
  12. enough drinks n munchies to keep me gg
  13. more space
  14. alarm clock/stopwatch
  15. well-deserved breaks to motivate me
now it seems that wad i need most is isolation. -_-

suggestions anyone?
i juz happened to open this bulletin tt told me to write 21 names down so i did.. n then i realised its the one pam asked me to do a loonngg time ago.. so i guess the names are random enough since i din realise at all? :)

  1. ruth
  2. pam
  3. jessie
  4. grace
  5. pei quan
  6. ami
  7. wene
  8. brian nguyen
  9. brian shawn
  10. jingyuan
  11. ben
  12. yong feng
  13. howan
  14. liru
  15. dawn
  16. brenna
  17. shuyi
  18. shiqi vj
  19. qiao yun
  20. shiqi aj
  21. yunlong
THE QUESTIONS:

1. How did you meet 14?
* back in rg.. aww.. sec 1 or 2 la.. think its 1 cos of the SL thing..

2. What would you do if you never met 6?
* hmm i wun be so stressed out by this smart jap girl? :)


3. What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
* interesting.. watch?


4. Did you ever like 5?
* hmm

5.Would 3 and 12 make a good couple?
* HAHA! even the quiz creates rumours! ok too bad yf attached liao.. tts y we stopped teasing u two huh..

6. Describe 8:
* wonderful fren to have! so sry for being mean to u last yr!

7.Do you think 13 is attractive?
* pretty boy tts wad my jnrs say.. but i juz think he's ok? maybe cos he's short la.. if he's a bit taller.....

8.Tell me something about 17:
* erm hiao? whoops! to me at least.

9. Do you know any of 4's family
members?
* brother i think.

10. What's 21's favorite color?
* eh dunno?

11. What would you do if 18 just
confessed he/she
liked you?
* freaky cos i might juz turn les! jkjk.. dun really tok to her la.. carn even recognise her properly in skool.. :S


12. What language does 20 speak?
* 华语 and english

13. Who is 9 going out with?:
* oohh i wanna noe too!

14. What grade is 16 in?
* same as me

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
* b4 skool closed?

16. What perfume does number 2 uses?
* do u even use one pam?

17. Would you ever date 7?
* if im a guy..

18. Would you ever date 1?
* ruth! :)

19. Is 15 single?
* nope. at least tt was last updated some months ago. hah!

20. What is 19's last name?
* erm erm erm damn wad izzit!

21. Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 11?
* oohhh i am alr in one! :) closer than anything else man..!

22. What school does 3 go to?
* veejaycee

23. Where does 10 live?
* AMK

24. What's your favorite thing about 10?
* favourite ar............................... gimme some time to think yahz? he's ok when he's not in one of those MOODS.. terrible..

25.Have you seen number 1 naked?
* 0.o are u sick?

Monday, June 19, 2006

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

so much to study but so little time..

how how how??

9 more days to go.

someone help me.. seriously..

maths is a gone case.

bio still got hope if i really cheong like siao.

chem juz pray organic comes out. a lot tt is.

physics juz pray hard. dun like magnetism/electromagnetic induction etc.. eww.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Beijing 1

i still miss beijing.. oh well especially the shopping cos there juz wasnt enough time!!! shud do a really detailed post after CTs cos really got no time now.. arghh.. bought a billabong cap for SGD 5.. miss sixty shirts for SGD 6.. nike shox for like SGD 20.. some bag for SGD 6 which has the same print as my miss sixty shirt.. bought a butterfly bracelet and some necklace but carn rmb how much they cost.. bought one hu lu si which is some recorder like instrument with a hu lu.. quite cool but i din noe it was so hard to play! :S ohoh and i bought a TCM tb for SGD 9.. haha its edited by beijing uni of tcm.. which is the uni for the 4th and 5th yr if im gonna take the NTU biomed one.. =D overall still bought silk blankets which cost like SGD 300+ for 4 blankets, pearl cream and powder.. chinese medicine from tong ren tang.. some multi purpose skin cream for dad and some medicinal packet of herbs for soaking ur feet.. dad again.. got free pearl rings as in jie zhi from the pearl shop cos it was their children's day! was happy until i realised my grandaunt koped 4! -_- pissifying.. still dare to ask me if i got.. then she showed off the 4 rings on my third finger.. like *waves it all around*.. idiot.

well great wall was damn hard to climb cos it was almost vertical.. my legs were wobbling on the way down.. was perspiring when i reached the top of that flight of steps.. n the temperature was like 26.. so yeah was cool but tiring.. bu dao chang cheng fei hao han.. guess im a hao han now.. hahha!

the food was quite sian la.. other than a few exceptions.. like fried corn kernels with salted egg [yum!] it was like stir fried pork with cucumber, stir fried chicken with cucumber, stir fried pork with onions, really juz onions and cucumbers and not forgetting out 'dessert' of watermelons every meal! except one which din even haf dessert.. not tt i was complaining..


okok shall go study now.. arghh mug people!