bio s! argh hopeless. shall go study. cya!

hopefully the job interviews wun be too stressful. bah. dun get oso happy. hahah. can concentrate on driving etc. :)

happy birthday to yong guan!!

argh why am i missing him a little?

bah.

ungrateful ingrate.

yayz! i got job interviews on monday! after bio s. at ngee ann city!

thing is i applied for jobs from the same recruit company.. so they're at the same place.. ouch.. just different people..

first job is temp HR at SGH i think.. its at outram and the only hospital at outram is SGH.

second one didnt tell me wad job it is.. but its healthcare too cos all 4 tt i applied for are healthcare. haha this one is probably assignment based.

LATEST: third one is as a pharmacy assistant! i think i want this quite badly cos its more hands on and more related to wad i intend to do next time!! :) this is one is oso 6 bucks/hr but there's this 1200-1400 thing next to it! maybe its for permanent job applicants bah.. :(

haiz if i get a job means i cannot go overseas le!!! :( nooo argh y was i so rash last nite!

maybe cos i didnt think that they would call so early? haha. oh well i think i dont need to apply for the IMCB one le..

but at least its healthcare! hopefully i get them then i can fulfill my MBT dream and get my bro a bdae present! hehe!

i just stupidly rmb that i dont work like 30-31 days..! more like 20-22 days depending on 5/5.5 days.. :( if its just 6 bucks/hr its barely a thousand! teacher is like 1500 or 11/hr or 65/day or sth.. read tt on the MOE website.. see how la.. dun really intend to do teaching.. HAH though i oso applied for the relief teaching one.. im so greedy rite?

my next thing to acquire! :) cost a whooping 100 bucks! probability of getting this is quite alrite la.. buying online.. need to get 3 more ppl to buy to make 4 pairs for free shipping!! so hurry click here and tell me which ones u want!! hehe.. im wearing 36-37 i think.. so those who've seen my feet/shoes before shud noe la.. haha..

then after tt it would be the MBT shoes! those cost like 300+ :( will get them if i work! then extra money buy one pair for my bro! then he wun get another bdae present for the next 36 years.. one year $10.. wait till he's 50 then next present! OMG TTS LONG!

bought a pair of U.R.S & inc. shoes today for 60 i think.. its for interview as wel las driving.. now my legs hurt like shit!! arghh hurts to step on them.. thank god for wheels on chairs!!















went to spotlight earlier on n bought pots of fabric paint!! ruth! rmb when we went in march told you i wanna paint rite? OMG carn believe my mum let me buy la! so i bought 4 pots for 7.40 each. ok pots make them sound huge n damn reasonable. nono. they're small 45ml bottles.. din buy the tube ones cos they're dimensional! pop up! eee! soo ugly! reminds me of names doodled onto class tshirts! but those cost like 4.05..

saw ppl doing tatting today! so cool la! small n portable.. can do on the mrt train as well!!! :) maybe when im free i'll go check it out.. stupid lessons at spotlight cost like 30/session! SIAO!

ok do i sound like some shoe-obsessed, arty farty crazy kid? oh yes i dont think i've mentioned tt im gonna try photography? cos just saw this guy who took awesome pics of cambridge! omg omg! so inspiring! n he provides tutorials as well.. cool! :)

ohoh n the FOS at Le Meridien has nice clothes!! n some are cheap too! imported stuff like GAP etc going for like 9.90 only!! better than This Fashion..! :) got my interview clothes from there today too..

oh n the main reason y i went out today was to go to 77th street to get the Flush Away notebook tt my mum said wasnt worth the trip there in the first place! true but if i dun collect then suspended by 3 mths! tts worse! :( hehe

carn wait for next monday to be over!!! then can faster cheong a*star application, prepare for firefly, class bbq, cheong BTT, get PDL and drive!!

whee~!

learn korean n indonesian are next on the list.. :)

maths s was horrible but then again since when was maths s not horrible?

probably ungraded or just make merit.. aint too confident bout it.. haiz.. U would be expected.

and i didnt keep the bdae skin till end of nov!! im more than a month early for xmas! i just realised it after i changed. now tts being a little too enthu bout xmas aint it?

haha. im so tired after changing the skin im gonna sleep. ciao~!

bio 3 down!! omg i carn believe its over. n it was a hell lotta plant qns la!! only one human i think.. the others all plant.. ouch..

ANW horrible maths s tmr.. im going to do my 10 marks i happy liao thing again.. so that i will feel better! really give up hope cos i dunno how to do the tys qns either.. :(

more hope for bio s i think. hopefully at least one of them will gimme a merit. *prays hard*

argh bad bad bad.

now tt its one day to bio 3.. im freaking out! ARGH.

help help help. so so so dead. bleah.

and besides that, i feel older now tt i noe im gonna learn how to drive for real! AHH! :)

woohoo went to register for driving!

so im gonna learn my basic online though its blardy chicken tt i got 7/7 correct after flipping thru the first few pages w/o having digested them.. then faster cheong the trial and the test to get my PDL..

my first practical would be on 5th dec at 2.40!! whee~! second would be 7th.. hopefully by then i would have passed and gotten the PDL if not im stuck cos cannot go out onto the road!

im taking class 3A cos mum says manual is useless.. haha! true since my parents all use auto car n havent touched a manual since they passed. :P

DOTAge

for guys who play DOTA.

dotage \DOH-tij\, noun:
Feebleness of mind due to old age; senility.

tts probably wad you get when u play too much dota. HAH.

ok loads of thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and those who didnt but rmbed my bdae..!

1. david
2. enos
3. peter
4. yong guan
   
5. peizhen
6. jeremy
7. ruth
8. pamela
   
9. brian nguyen
10. maryann
11. woonling
12. sameul
13. chern yi
14. ronald
15. peiquan
16. mathan
17. grace
18. wara
19. ami
20. jessie
21. monic
22. deren
23. philip
24. renhao
25. jingyuan
26. zhenyi
27. serene teoh
28. chuxian
29. nash
30. sarah lois
    

thanx for the presents and the cards! love them!! pq still owes me my bacardi breezer.. HAHAH!! and i carn wait to go out with the tuition ppl! :) hehe then can go bug sam and nash! hiak hiak hiak.. sam said to disturb him by all means cos he's uber free now.. stupid PCME ppl.. pfft..

pam ruth! after As we shall go catch out annual movie again.. hehe hopefully pam ur shoe wouldnt give way..! :) if not ruth n i would hafta look like abandoned kids again.. jkjk..

class bbq on 30th nov at ecp.. whee~!

are we gonna have a PAE 09/05 outing? :P woonling said we were! yayz i want one too!

but first it'll be the interview.. submission of PSC form.. tgt with BTT and driving lessons.. hehex!

last day as a 17th yr old. will i feel older overnight? maybe just a little. haha.

how has this one yr been?

full of its ups and downs. emotional turmoil. confusing thoughts. achieving my dreams. maybe just being who i always am.

was reading thru my archives earlier today.. not all just randomly clicked on some. now i noe what a blog is for. its for sharing ur happy days as well as ur moody ones.. record of ur life.. somewhere for you to share moments with close ones.

i realised how much ive grown throughout these two years.. the things i've gone through [yes including you you and you and maybe you] the time ive spent infront of this computer and the tears ive shed.. the emptiness i felt at times and how actually its actually very lonely to be in front of the computer.

wara nv understands how i can spend hrs in front of the com. she finds it boring. maybe it is. same site. same people. same blog. same arguments. same everything. maybe i feel safer behind a computer.. something i can hide behind when things go wrong. its the wall i build around me when i feel threatened [im so sorry for wad ive done to you in the past]

maybe the arrival of the 18th yr of my lonely existence will be more fruitful and more meaningful. i think the 13-14th yrs were rather superficial. but i will always enjoy the 15-16th yr in art club. those were the times i felt i could be myself. crying over deadlines.. singing oldies with pam.. laughing at mr mah and ms tong.. having our little picnic and escapades into the safety of the art room. it was like our own world. i miss those days where we would just wonder into the art room in the midst of lessons and talk to miss tong. how was is she? prob given birth by now rite? hehe :)

its been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. this ride is coming to an end. its time we changed to another ride and hopefully we make the right choice this time. hopefully we get enough credit to choose the rides we want and enjoy the ride of our life. this ride in vj has been good and i will miss everything bout it. the teachers, friends, the building too.

10 down 5 to go!!!

physics is sealed. pray hard siaz. wasnt as smooth sailing as i hoped. :(

after my bdae on friday i'll be down with bio left and the ASS papers.. argh..

JIAYOU!!

physics was WEIRD!!

define the radian. wth.

and how would i noe why that west african country's uranium is 1/2300?! erm was formed first? ARGH

i hate suggest questions.

mcq got 1 or 2 wrong.. 1 would be careless! if i didnt rmb the choice wrongly.. it prob was just circle wrongly.. argh.. the other one is the hinge! is the answer the horizontal one or the diagonal one directed downwards?!? i put the diagonal one.. *fingers crossed* cos i extrapolated all the lines then tts the direction i got! nvm at least its only 2 wrong so far.. so far the rest all correct..

lets just hope that chem 2 will be better.

alritex so my paper isnt affected which i think its good! cmon its at 2.30 n unless you tell me that bush is gg to eat at marine terrace or parkway parade then we'll be affected. haha wonder wad time F maths will be now that its been changed. later i hope.. earlier would be like 0.o hahah..

okies its 4+ hrs to physics so back to electric fields!

well its bout 5 days to my bdae.. haha so that means im gonna be legal soon.. though im happier to be able to learn driving..!! mum's pestering me to faster pass.. i want to too!! =) prob gonna take my basic on either the 4th or the 11th dec.. depending on whether i become their student or not.. i will learn at the skool but whether i will be taking the stupid 1 day basic theory course.. definitely not la.. juz buy the freaking book n learn myself la! haha..

rmb it was geog n physics back during the O level days.. haha guess that was more horrible? :P

oh n is our chem affected by George Berry's visit? hahaha! gosh that joke in the maths paper was so obvious.. election.. george berry.. =) i noe geog is affected on 16th.. but apparently 17th too.. blardy bush.. tt reminds me of another bush joke..




During one of his many trips, President Bush
encountered a man with long gray hair and beard,
wearing a white robe and sandals, holding a staff.

President Bush went up to the man and said, "Has
anyone told you that you look like Moses?" The man
didn't answer. He just kept staring straight ahead.
The president said, "Moses!" in a loud voice. The man
just stared ahead, never acknowledging the president.

The president pulled a Secret Service agent aside and,
pointing to the robed man, asked him, "Am I crazy or
does that man not look like Moses to you?"

The Secret Service agent looked at the man and agreed.

"Well," said the president, "every time I say his
name, he ignores me and stares straight ahead,
refusing to speak. Watch!" Again the president yelled,
"Moses!" and again the man ignored him.

The Secret Service agent went up to the man in the
white robe and whispered, "You look just like Moses.
Are you Moses?"

The man leaned over and whispered back, "Shhhh! Yes, I
am Moses. But the last time I talked to a bush, I
spent 40 years wandering in the desert and ended up
leading my people to the only spot in the entire
Middle East with no oil."



enjoy!

Ah Beng, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire himself out as a handyman and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. He went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for him to do.

"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" Beng said "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told him where the paint and ladders that he might need were in the garage.

The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does he realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "He should. He was standing on the porch."

A short time later, Ah Beng came to the door to collect his money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," Ah Beng answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats." Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50.

"And by the way," Ah Beng added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Fellali."






HAHAHAHHA!!!

one week down!! omg after next friday i'll be down with only bio left!! ahhh!!

ignore the fact that there are s papers.

ohoh my birthday present came early today! though i wish it wouldnt be mine so i can ask for one more.. haha see how when my bdae draws nearer.. hehe! in addition to our xbox.. i just got PS2.. haha y not PS3? cos the DDR game i wanna play works on PS1 PS2.. :) so i've been dancing all nite away laughing my head off at how i miss the arrows.. hahah! i can handle all the beginner and basic.. some problem with hard.. so im a happy little girl now.. danced for almost 2 hrs.. of cos take turns la.. but still! hehehe

u noe wad.. nat ngoi finds all the papers so far good! :S omg.. either she's really smart [duh!] or we're really not up to her standard.. hahah looks and brains.. wahlau.. hahha!

kk quite sleepy.. wanted to do some physics but then i think i'll start tmr.. give myself a little break so that i can go a longer way.. :)

and and i think i redeemed myself for maths!! i think it was quite alrite la.. haha hopefully it'll gimme an A.. haha considering they always say as long as u get C and above for prelims.. u're assured an A.. we'll see!! hehex!

was telling my mum im dancing for my A in maths.. HAHAH! wad if i dont get an A?! *gasps* bad bad bad.

hmm chem 3 down.. not as well as i expected esp the freaking 1st qn! wth la.. now that i think bout it.. seems more like which is more likely to be discharged but then again they werent feasible so i dunno how to do..! at least im not alone.. not like the entire world noes and im the only idiot who doesnt.. so im still average which is alrite.. considering monic n ruth dunno how to do too..

maths 2 tml.. chance to redeem the relatively disgusting maths paper 1.. argh peter! i dunno how u can get thru this last yr.. its like so demoralising when u realise its THE THING and u're getting all freaked out by weird qns..! wait were you even freaked out last yr? :P haha kk shudnt make fun of ur intelligience.. cos u're really smart! oh wad a sour grape i am. hmph.

just got this invite from a*star to apply for scholarship.. apparently im "highly recommended" by vjc.. hah! later everyone in S1 gets i laugh! oh well at least this means that 1) retake SAT1 cos i didnt get 2100 n above.. 2) take SAT 2 cos i still havent taken it 3) my dec are quite screwed cos i dunno when this interview will be n tt means i cannot schedule my holiday! :( might be going vietnam or hk with my family.. then maybe go hk or taiwan with the girls.. and then somewhere with ruth n pam! oohh! haha looks like lotsa of money!! :S nvm we'll go cheap cheap stay cheap cheap n enjoy like cheapskates! HAHA! we'll go somewhere where the exchange rate is really low.. in our favour of cos.. =D

ok back to my estimation n hypothesis.. gotta practice!! aja aja fighting!

*gosh tt just goes to show how much korean shows i've been watching..! n goong is ending sooonn.. good cos i can study right after dinner.. bad cos im starting to think that Shin is quite good-looking! ahh hahah.. n Yul really looks like a girl [the actor of cos] if he has longer hair.. AHH Joo Ji Hoon! *beems* not all pics are nice though.. if he smiles.. its just aww.. n in the show he has this lonely persona.. AHHHH!!! mum prefers him too.. hehe cos he has this pathetic n lonely look.. then like soo kelian so ke ai!

the tot of using"ke ai" makes me sound like some cheena girl from some neighbourhood skool that tyPeS likEs diS..

well well well.. 4 papers down.. 11 to go..

WTH.

bio seemed good.. maths not tt good.. snapped out of my blurness during the last 20 min to finally see how to do qn 1! -_- best part is i always knew how to do.. hahaha just this once.. the CRUCIAL one.. anw yupz i got the answer.. haha and for once i think i got the answer for the 3d trigo one! sth like 20.6º? carn rmb.. STH liddat la.. dun come telling me that its something else cos i carn rmb either.. hahah!

was stuck at the last part of the complex argand qn.. then i FINALLY saw the thing. ARGH all the -ahha!- moments followed by -heng- moments.. hahaha.. didnt noe how to do 2 qns.. one was the stupid z eqn and the weird ki root.. anyhow do tt one.. got like -4i, 4i, +- root 2 and +-2 or sth la.. like 0.o supposed to be 4 roots become 6! urgh nvm haha. n the last part of 14 either. how to prove that they are parallel?! anyhow write stuff.. hopefully can get some marks.. sian was like s paper la.. no numbers one! all c,v,s,q,r,p,t etc..

next up chem 3!

gosh i tink im really getting quite racked up by the As.. im updating more often than normal!! haha cos everytime i need a break i come online then i would be like "hmm k just post something" yupz..
its 1 day to bio 2 maths 1.. how prepared am i? more prepared than i was yesterday but not as prepared as i hope to be.. im sick of numbers n bio.. suddenly feel like doing chem n physics though those are like next yr apart from chem 3 this wk.. my last paper would be 3 weeks from this day.. WOOHOO! suddenly if you think about it.. 3 weeks is like super fast! in a blink n its all over! like how prelims were.. though over that blasted weekend it seemed like eternity.. hahaha..

kk enough crapping just hope everyone can revise enough to get an A.. dun need to breeze through it since we arent really the einsteins.. hahha though we're geniuses.. hahaa! well actually einstein was a genius so there you have it!

JIAYOU EVERYONE! its 3 weeks to liberation. talk about freedom. well done cambridge for talking bout freedom in gp which was the start of confinement.

ohoh went to eat jack's place again.. this time was free cos got the member's card n since its under my name so got bdae meal! =)

1. lobster bisque [not very nice. shud haf gone for cream of shiitake]
2. black pepper ribeye
3. mango mousse cake [back to the sp of mousse again.]
4. cafe latte [urgh i still prefer mocha. shud have ordered normal tea.]

all the for FREE! whee~! was even nicer than my family's food.. n mum still tot bdae meal was like cheaper n lousier.. HAH! but we concluded that the one at causeway pt is better than this one at bras basah..

oh n my mum made kong ba pau today!! =) so had tt for lunch n actually got gingko nut dessert for dinner but too full liao.. cos had bak kut teh etc.. haha.. so much for watching CNA's "Diet wars" when i was like gorging myself.. ok not gorging but just eating.. hahhaha! hope mum rmbs to put the gingko nut in the fridge!

ig gingko pronounced as ging-ko or jing-ko?

i find ging-ko weird. too sharp for me. like pointy? GING-ko.

ok this is an absolutely random post. im out.

this is my favourite song in goong.. haha its one of the most often played ones in the show so im happy! :) kinda reflects wad i feel now.. hah! but tts besides the pt.. SOO NICE! aww...

how would things be if i didnt reply ur friendster message one yr ago..

how would things be if i didnt ask jessie for your email..

how would things be if we didnt ask each other out and you being an idiot at times..

sometimes i really wish you wouldnt appear in front of me. in case i couldnt stand the look of you.

but sometimes i just wished you were by my side.

IF we got together, how would things be?

for now i just wish things could be what it is. more than friends but not there yet.

we'll see how things go. yupz. UK US NUS NTU.

maybe we're better off as friends.

and of all people you gotta be my primary school classmate's ex boyfriend.

only that i didnt know till i saw her friendster in your list. and asked you bout her.

what a life.

now BACK TO MUGGING.

-pushes you outta my mind in vain-

this is not very artistic but imagine if our notes were black! how cool! =) i'll definitely study more than wad im studying now.. hahaha! so pretty!!

WOOHOO!

got 1st round of FIREfly interview! whee~!

later u all tell me that everyone who applied is going for the interview. that would make me really sad. :(


anw shall celebrate a little for now. its 29th nov at 9.30 am at EDB learning centre. =)

*dances a little jiggle*

alritex! GP IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! PUT AWAY ALL YOUR GP NOTES N DRAG OUT THE BIO MATHS CHEM PHYSICS NOTES!

haha though it would still pale in comparision to what nash has to study.. haha! files n files n files of stuff on history.. lit.. econs.. maths.. muahahax..!

i dunno. was quite stunned by the questions cos all the normal questions didnt come out. but i guess i could think on my feet.. i dunno la.. did the global language qn.. just hope that it would be fine.. really.. compre wasnt really tt difficult but spent a little too much time on the qns.. was rushing thru the AQ though i still could think coherently.. i think.. we'll see the results in March.. in the meantime..

THROW GP OUTTA THE WINDOW! or under the table in my case. if you stay in HDB please dun throw it outta the window for goodness sake! down the rubbish chute if you must.

ok im random n nonsensical now. back to my nerves.

presenting the voodoo doll with its partner for the night. :) btw the partner is a one-armed bandit! im so sorry ruth.. i accidentally broke the arm.. :(

check out the calendar in the background.. all the strikes off the days.. OUCH!

wanted to post something today but then when this page loaded i lost the drive. ouch.

this blog would turn into a place of ranting for the next one month. if ive got the time to rant in the first place. hah.

cant wait for this nightmare to be over.

seriously im super stressed out rite now. dunno how things would turn out. cant wait for 1st week of jan. cant wait for As result.. carn wait for NUS entry results.





was just wondering. if i were offered a place at cambridge as well as one at NUS medicine.. which should i choose? though i dun mind being in this dilemma. HAH. fat hope.