there's so much to blog about but i'm just too lazy too! probably because there's more to do in singapore than tasmania. lol!

anyway! transformers was nice! action packed + drool worthy cars + indestructible robots + hot bods = 2.5h kept on the edge of my seat! seriously, the critics are too harsh on this movie! compared to changeling which was the same length, i think transformers kept me awake! adrenaline rush! woohoo! damn high!

megan fox is hottt. omg. i'd turn les for someone like her. really. hahaha! anyone disagrees?

i still need to go buy my books! can't believe i'm already flying back next friday! so fast! nooo.. which means the start of THE insane semester! *faints* try fitting GIT, repro and UT into one semester! not exactly looking forward to it. if i had no life last semester, i'll probably be a ghost this coming semester!

so far i've indulged in dimsum buffet, duck rice, tze char, fish head steamboat, old chang kee, mee sua, curry chicken noodle, chendol, ice jelly, bak chor mee, milo dinosaur, pork porridge, sambal stingray, oyster egg, ban mian etc! lost count already! whoops!

going out later to watch transformers with a car enthusiast (aka marcu5)! haha! it's going to be interesting with him gushing all about the cars after the movie i think! :P curled my hair on monday so now it's slightly wavy. not ah-ma/auntie style (hopefully!) but i wish my hair was slightly longer so that it would look more like the japanese type.

looking at my booklist, i dont think i have many books to buy this time around! which means i'll have more space for other things! yay! =)

alright i shall go play with my nails now. since i really have nothing to do atm which is really really enjoyable. 1st break in 4 months. just going to relax in my little corner for 3 weeks.

ok everyone! i'm back! haha! i'm actually very very sleepy right now. i want to sleeeeep.

nothing much so far. ask me out ask me out ask me out! =)

i love singapore (minus the weather!)! i would give anything to have hobart's weather in singapore. that would be heaven for me.

it's finally over~!! so excited! hahaha! =))

had nando's after the exam and now i'm actually feeling really tired but i've still got to pack my luggage and fold all my washings. because i only managed to do them this morning. =S

i'll be breathing in hot humid singapore air in about 28h! nice nice!

seriously i'm so sleepy. i'm not sure how i'm going to be able to enjoy harry's party if i go. boo.. *snores* we'll see. for now, i've got 45min to do all my packing now! chiong ah!

tmr's the day we've all been waiting for! omg i can't believe it's finally here after a lonnnggg wait! it didnt even seem this long last year! i think maybe because it wasn't. hahaha!

i'll be done at about 1.30pm and we're going shopping! or rather just getting out of the room which i've lived out for the past few weeks. felt so nice to walk out of jane yesterday to bring jorj1 in. hahaha! harry's party tmr too! i think we'll probably go and then head back because elvin3 doesn't want to stay. which is a good idea too considering how the flight is going to be sooo long. argh. yucks. thats the only thing i hate about studying overseas. the flights. but it's not as bad if there's someone coming back with you! =)

my brain's are fried already. i'm just so over it. i wouldn't be surprised if people didn't really study for this simply because it's dragged on for far too long. i'm actually starting to hate CAM201. let it be over like NOW!

looking at pink and purple slides again. nothing much is going into my head already. it's closed for the day. >< i need to go shower. argh and grab myself a cup of hot chocolate too (thanks elvin3 for the cadbury choc powder!).

i need a break badly. stoned liao. pray for me! i'll need all the luck i'm able to harness for tmr's paper!

i know this sounds really silly but i'm suddenly reinspired to study again just because i realised that outta the 4 of us, i'm the one with the highest score so far (94.535%), after minusing the marks lost out of the 25% that we've already completed (presentations and midsemester exam)!

hahaha! so retarded right. why am i so competitive? arghh i just need to pass! i need to get that into my head. can't expect to be top everytime can i? that's extra stress for me! booo...

I've always wondered how much one should give in a relationship. 101%? 110% or even 200%?

I was enlightened yesterday.

The answer was so simple and in-your-face that it made so much sense.

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''i think the % fluctuates. but the other half should complement it and make it a 100 at all times. like maybe today im feeling down.. then i only wanna give 1%. so the other half will try means and ways to make the 99% so u can cheer up, feel loved and so on.''

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don't you agree? that's what being together means. braving whatever comes your way together, cheering each other on and being there when the going gets tough.

it takes a lot of effort to make it work. it takes proper communication. it takes trust. it requires faith. it's more than just two people being together physically. it's an emotional investment.

i know this sounds super pessimistic but 99% of the time when you get together with someone, there would be an end? break up, divorce, separation - you name it. even marriage isn't forever nowadays. commitment? what's that? a promise? promises can be broken (unfortunately).

no wonder love is an impermanence. key to making marriage work is loving the one you marry. but i guess before that, you're free to choose properly. >< grocery shopping? like how all the aunties squeeze the fruits at the supermarkets.

things to do when i get home:

1. install stuff on new mac book pro (WHEE~!)
2. outing with ruth/pam
3. outing with jeremy
4. outing with yj/bel on 27th jun
5. outing with vtoo!
   
6. more outings!
   
7. christ1na's 21st
8. hair extensions?
9. play wii
10. colour hair?
11. exercise!!!!
12. cook!
13. pre-departure briefing on 20th jun
    
14. meet all sorts of relatives!
    

things to buy/bring back to tasmania:

1. sneakers
2. pimple cream
3. green tea
4. clothes
5. food products
6. toothbrush
7. didi's camera
8. laptop
9. steth
10. sphygomo
11. textbooks
12. blue pens
13. door knob cover
    

foodwise, aiyah the same stuff i suppose.

I WANT TO EAT MUMMY'S CREAM PUFF AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU'VE BEEN TEMPTING ME THIS ENTIRE SEMESTER WITH!

here's a post to push down the horrible ugly picture of me looking chubby. hahaha!

anw life's been going well in most aspects of life i should say.

we had a mini cook out on wed and thurs! wed's was in my room while we went over to elvin3's on thurs.

teriyaki chicken, sambal french beans, omelette with onion and french beans, salmon with avocado and of course rice!

me being greedy as usual. there was soup as well but it was in the rice cooker and we were too full to actually drink it that night. had it the next day but i didnt take a picture of it. =(

headed over to elvin3's on thurs and we had okonomiyaki, chicken rice and sago + gula melaka/coconut milk!

what was left of the okonomiyaki when i realised we hadn't taken a picture of it! super yummy. i think it's the sauce actually. it really made a difference! mayo + okonomiyaki sauce! yumm..

just add water, eggs, flour, cabbage, mushroom and whatever else you want in it! we had seafood marinara in it this time around together with mushrooms and cabbage. =)

our homemade chilli sauce!

chilli, ginger, garlic, lemon juice, sugar, water, salt!

vegetable soup with the stock we used to boil the chicken with! super yummy.

tomato, onion. carrots!

elvin3 and joelen3 trying the soup!

and here's darr3n trying to chip in by scooping and dishing out the soup!


here's the table all set for us! chicken, rice, soup, drinks, chili, dark soy sauce, minced ginger!

and here's dessert! sago with gula melaka and low-fat coconut milk! that wasn't my idea at all. christ1na insisted on it. boo.. dessert leh! still go low-fat.. zzz.. oh well.. this MUST be eaten chilled. it's not as nice when it's warm.

we ended the night with loads of washing up, playing with elvin3's reclining sofas, watching horror movie The Apartment and then Secret. in between, darr3n tried to get us to drink vodka lemonade but no one was really in the mood because we were supposed to go to the dissection lab the next day. left at 3.30 and crashed immediately. only woke up at 10+ the next day to elvin3's call to ask us to go to dissection lab! hahaha! i'm surprised we were actually quite alert. i think if we slept over, it would be impossible to get us off the couch in the first place.

i really love my coursemates although sometimes i really wonder how long this friendship will last.

was feeling a little depressed today and looked through my msn list. there really wasn't anyone i wanted/could bug. there were a few in mine like you guys but you weren't online at that time. really felt like shit. i think my mood swings become much worse when it's time to go home. time slows to a crawl and days seem like months.

sometimes i just want to crawl under my blanket and cry my woes away; hug my pillow and not have to face the world. i want someone i can depend on in times of need, someone to cry on when i'm sad, someone to just be there for me despite all the shit i'll be giving that person.

can you see netters there! studying makes people go insane.

like my chinese isn't cui enough, i agreed to help my friend with this. i'm gonna die. 13 paragraphs of proper chinese without much hesitation! dieeeeeeee la. and this is only paragraph one! not even sure if you guys can understand me! whoops!

ok what's this for, you're gonna ask

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TASMANIAN DEVIL CONSERVATION PARK

MULTI-LINGUAL TRANSLATION

We plan to tell the Tasmanian devil story in a number of languages both on small sound tracks and also in our new park guide map.

First this is the information for the sound tracks. We will have just a small amount of other information for our guide maps soon.

SCRIPT FOR TRANSLATION

The purpose is to tell the Tasmanian devil story in six or seven languages.

There are 11 scripts of 100 words, each with a different theme.

Visitors will be able to go to each of 11 solar powered “info points” around the park and press a button to choose an audio track in their language.

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so yes, you'll hear me on the thing. ouchie! me?! of all people?! hahaha! someone save me now.

im sick of saying


" ta si ma ni ah er mo! ''

snow snow snow! unfortunately not down at jane. =( boo! see i wasn't kidding when i said it was freezing in the video! hahahaha! chris was right after all. he said there was going to be mountain snow on wed/thurs!

okok 20 more lectures to cover before 1130! jiayou jiayou! pray for me! my exams at 1pm which is 11am singapore time! =)

this is going to be really retarded. like seriously. i can't believe i actually did this instead of studying. =) chubby me. its the camera angle! hahaha! who am i trying to kid? =P

i know my skin is bad. stress's the cause! been complaining about it for a while. the last part of the video is EXTREMELY RANDOM. problem with talking to yourself. so please be kind. hahaha!

winter's depressing. like really. why do i say that? well, take a look at the view outside my room NOW. its 5.20pm. no kidding. i have no idea why would anyone want to visit australia during winter! its such a waste of money since shops close much earlier and the day ends super early!

and it's been raining and raining and raining. no snow. just rain. pfft. snow would make life slightly more exciting during this boring period of exams. =(

tmr's the big paper! hopefully all goes well! and then it'll be almost time to go home....!! i really hate T1 exams to the core. it just seems as if it's never going to end. ever. what with exam papers 1cm thick, excluding the OAS etc.

back to the books! just wanted to share my little gloomy world with the brighter world out there.

tmr's the day!! wish me luck!! =)

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

i love my coursemates. =) makes uni life that little bit more fun than it really is!

my sustenance. mix of healthy and unhealthy. whoops! actually to be honest, only the snickers are unhealthy! =) the popcorn's a 'source of wholegrain, source of fibre'! how awesome is that!

popcorn's today's supper with some cake thing which i didnt eat cos im not hungry. i'm just being a typical singapore, taking my share of what's given. the muesli bar's from tea and this is my second one cos i ate one then. banana and orange for REAL fibre i guess. vitamins?

snickers are simply for my sweet tooth. or teeth. depending on how big my cravings are i guess.

whee~! food makes me happy.

oh yes. this is the banana smoothie thing.

sorta gross i guess but oh-so-nice.

it is already wednesday which means that half of swotvac is already gone! this is unfair considering how my saturday was eaten by osce! i am deprived of one day of studying! noo...

haven't felt as motivated this semester at all. it seems like its so much to study for and it's going to take forever it seems. although i have already covered most of my sciencey work once. minus anatomy/histology/immuno/biochem which are only going to make up 23/170 of my paper! and the number of lectures DO NOT justify the time i would have to put in for this. zzz. as compared to pathology which takes up 42, physiology 36, pharmacology 30 and microbio 21.

now you understand?

=P

i just love how they break down the marks for us so that we know where to concentrate on. unlike last yr. pfft.

alright. better head back to studying. sorta made banana icecream/smoothie thing yesterday. mashed bananas and added milk and froze it partially. rather yummy but it looks disgusting. hahaha!

swotvac is the best time to grow fat seriously. with 5 meals a day, who can resist?! wheee~!

*nooo... i dont wanna grow fatter!

**argh forget it. my brain needs food.