went to rj today.. hmm the place is huge.. saw the guard cycling around on duty.. reminds me of rgs.. though i din understand y he needed a bike since rg was so small.. haha.. relatively la.. n not veh accessible by bikes too..

u ppl haf like 14 stalls la.. tts like a lot.. haha saw the little fish hanging around skool.. n loads of dramafeste posters.. ur skool quite bz on sat lehz.. think vj closes its gate at bout 12+ cos of "5 day work week".. tts y everytime got mtg on sats it'll be at macs at PP.. haha.. which i happily pon cos im too lazy to wake up.. muahahhax..

guess walking around rj in rg house t shirt [which i so happened to wear, wanted to change but my mum said nvm cos only gg to kopitiam to eat.. -_-] felt bit weird.. like since i was from rg y din i go rj? back to the same old qn which i kinda hate.. 1) cannot make it 2) damn far though i prefer to believe its the second reason.. but i can say tt RJ wasnt even my choice so yupz.. looking at the J1s in rg uniform i wonder if its fair for them not to take Os n go straight to rj.. feels unfair to me la.. i mean we were the better of the two batches but they get to go straight when ppl like me who supposedly did better for PSLE carn get in.. my bad for not studying during Os.. sour grapes some of u might say.. im still sore but im not tt sad either.. i mean if i din go to vj i wouldnt haf met so many wonderful frenz on top of those in rg.. :P

if i had studied a bit harder, i might be able to don the green n white uniform instead of this cream coloured one.. but which do i prefer at the end of the day? i think its the latter.. many a times i look back n say "i wouldnt be able to do tt if i were in rj.." like hosp attachment, CT rep, exco etc.. though i would haf been in art club if i were in rj.. haha.. but i'll be like uber lousy i might juz quit.. not forgetting mediquiz etc.. yeah.. opportunities are aplenty n im not tt stressed up in vj.. think i'll be stifled by all the smartasses/kiasu pigs in rj lor.. ;) noe who rite?

well this study bit harder mentality is always stuck with me la.. promos i said its cos of dengue n tt i would be able to do better.. for Os i complacently assumed tt i would go rj since almost everyone would go n i wun be so suay as to not make it.. CTs are coming up n though its not tt impt but i wanna prove to myself tt i am smart.. i can do things rite.. but SPA comes first n im sure my physics grade precarious rite now.. theory already cmi le.. spa even worse.. how to get my 4 As?! *sobz* history repeats itself i guess.. rmb being like this back in sec4.. surprisingly scraped an A2.. everyone says tt with chow i'll do well.. but the thing is im not.. last in class speaks a lot bout my grade.. almost last or there about.. was last for midyrs..

dun want my cert to read AAAD DD(MM) it would be horrible.. sucks totally..

well at least i would be able to take my As.. my cousin did so badly for his Os [he's from NA] tt he carn even go poly.. means straight to ITE.. think my uncle is like uber disappointed cos he had hoped tt he would be able to make it to poly.. btw poly min is 30 pts.. means my cousin screwed up really badly.. average C6 cos poly is L1R4.. win liao lor.. hopefully his bro wun be like him but from the looks of it.. it is..

quite sad considering my younger cousin is rather smart.. but too much mapling/com etc has caused his grades to plummet.. haiz.. im not biased or anything but i think that neighbourhood skools dun really haf the environment to groom good student unless u haf hell lotta self discipline n determination..

revising for CTs now.. juz finished PnC, Maclaurins.. was doing 3D trigo but decided tt 12mn was not conducive to do maths.. haha.. been playing the guitar too.. cos my bro's learning it in skool so i've been inspired to learn again.. kinda can play "when you say nothing at all" using tabs but not fast enough for me to be able to sing along.. juz need to be a weeny bit faster while pressing the correct frets n plucking the correct strings.. haha..

think im gonna be a good girl from term 2 onwards.. ie less com, more work, more revision, better grades.. technically im gonna morph into a full-fledged mugger.. though june hols would hopefully include SOME forms of enjoyment in the form of outings.. mugging outings if any not really included..