Contradicting Oneself to the Point of Confusion

i'm honestly updating every 2 weeks huh. But there's really nothing much to report. Apart from the gossip at Jane. Which is highly inappropriate to be put online. Dang. So yes. Really nothing much at all apart from me stressing out again. Haiz. 

I don't understand how people can try so hard to be accepted to the point that he/she reeks of desperation. I actually feel sad despite what we've been saying. Not sure if he/she knows what people actually think of him/her. Almost split personality - one contradicts the other and either one is used when it is more convenient/appropriate. Very disturbing.