SWENSENS OUTING with my bro~!

macs milkshake is not nice! fried mushroom is yummy! i bought innocent steps n they island vcd.. i want gattacca but think its too old a show.. want patch adams too.. oh well nvm.. :( they were selling some cds for as low as 6 bucks.. like old Jay Chou CDs etc.. yeah.. TVB dramas etc gg at low prices too.. btw its all at TM.. last 2 days..considering it said last 3 today.. haha!

Attempting to tie a knot with the cherry stalk..

Fried Mushrooms! Yummy!

Eh Raffles IchiBEN?

me stoning while studying..

got this from pam.. haha..

help me to do!

see the results!


yeah! spa is finally over.. n to think tt phy skill A leaked out.. entire qn la.. efficiency of a catapult.. was up till bout 1+ last nite.. discussing with yong guan wad to write for the factors/how to measure/wad to write etc.. msn is not good for discussion.. ended up toking on the phone.. haha.. then after tt i started to babble nonsense so we reverted back to msn.. actually i was supposed to sleep after we hung up.. but then continued on msn.. hahahh! tt was at 11+ 12+ i think.. then after tt thought of various methods.. in the end we din use them cos yong feng had a better one which he told us in the morn.. so yong guan n me stayed up to write the entire thing out.. i finished first so i fell asleep.. think he slept at bout 2.. cos he msged me at 1+ [by then im sleeping.. actually juz tossing arnd cos too hyper to sleep] to tell me tt temperature cannot be used.. then replied him in the morn at 650.. haha.. after tt msged until met him in skool.. both of us were like gg mad liao la.. bo bian so he went to ask his classmates.. while i hung around my class.. then *tada* along came yong feng who told us how to do.. not bad.. :D muz thank him siaz.. ok i did actually.. anw so i went to find yong guan n the two of us were like "enlightened" by yong feng's method.. haha! so yupz tts wad we used for the exp.. though it was rather confusing.. considering u calculate theoretical max ht from 1/2kx² = mgh n then efficiency is the experimental ht over the theoretical ht.. hahha!

im juz so glad this week is over.

Plan for the next few days

okies.. here's the plan..

Wed : Bio SPA CD (10.10 L18)
Thurs : Chem SPA CD (8.30 L13)
Fri : Physics SPA A (8.00 Hall)

Mon : GP/Bio
Tues : Maths
Wed : Physics
Thurs : Chem
Fri : Bio S Selection test

i hope the As come out on friday! then bio s can be pushed till some time later.. then i can go play!! haha.. :D btw.. the stupid past yr CT papers cost me 15.50.. luckily its for block tests too if not i would haf screamed the skool down.. 4 subs.. 3 yrs.. 15.50?!?! paper muz haf been made of high quality ones or even speckled with gold la.. at least now its 2 tests, 4 subs, 3 yrs.. which halves the cost per paper.. which is good..


seriously i dont think i would do it.. 15.50 for rough paper anyone?

went to rj today.. hmm the place is huge.. saw the guard cycling around on duty.. reminds me of rgs.. though i din understand y he needed a bike since rg was so small.. haha.. relatively la.. n not veh accessible by bikes too..

u ppl haf like 14 stalls la.. tts like a lot.. haha saw the little fish hanging around skool.. n loads of dramafeste posters.. ur skool quite bz on sat lehz.. think vj closes its gate at bout 12+ cos of "5 day work week".. tts y everytime got mtg on sats it'll be at macs at PP.. haha.. which i happily pon cos im too lazy to wake up.. muahahhax..

guess walking around rj in rg house t shirt [which i so happened to wear, wanted to change but my mum said nvm cos only gg to kopitiam to eat.. -_-] felt bit weird.. like since i was from rg y din i go rj? back to the same old qn which i kinda hate.. 1) cannot make it 2) damn far though i prefer to believe its the second reason.. but i can say tt RJ wasnt even my choice so yupz.. looking at the J1s in rg uniform i wonder if its fair for them not to take Os n go straight to rj.. feels unfair to me la.. i mean we were the better of the two batches but they get to go straight when ppl like me who supposedly did better for PSLE carn get in.. my bad for not studying during Os.. sour grapes some of u might say.. im still sore but im not tt sad either.. i mean if i din go to vj i wouldnt haf met so many wonderful frenz on top of those in rg.. :P

if i had studied a bit harder, i might be able to don the green n white uniform instead of this cream coloured one.. but which do i prefer at the end of the day? i think its the latter.. many a times i look back n say "i wouldnt be able to do tt if i were in rj.." like hosp attachment, CT rep, exco etc.. though i would haf been in art club if i were in rj.. haha.. but i'll be like uber lousy i might juz quit.. not forgetting mediquiz etc.. yeah.. opportunities are aplenty n im not tt stressed up in vj.. think i'll be stifled by all the smartasses/kiasu pigs in rj lor.. ;) noe who rite?

well this study bit harder mentality is always stuck with me la.. promos i said its cos of dengue n tt i would be able to do better.. for Os i complacently assumed tt i would go rj since almost everyone would go n i wun be so suay as to not make it.. CTs are coming up n though its not tt impt but i wanna prove to myself tt i am smart.. i can do things rite.. but SPA comes first n im sure my physics grade precarious rite now.. theory already cmi le.. spa even worse.. how to get my 4 As?! *sobz* history repeats itself i guess.. rmb being like this back in sec4.. surprisingly scraped an A2.. everyone says tt with chow i'll do well.. but the thing is im not.. last in class speaks a lot bout my grade.. almost last or there about.. was last for midyrs..

dun want my cert to read AAAD DD(MM) it would be horrible.. sucks totally..

well at least i would be able to take my As.. my cousin did so badly for his Os [he's from NA] tt he carn even go poly.. means straight to ITE.. think my uncle is like uber disappointed cos he had hoped tt he would be able to make it to poly.. btw poly min is 30 pts.. means my cousin screwed up really badly.. average C6 cos poly is L1R4.. win liao lor.. hopefully his bro wun be like him but from the looks of it.. it is..

quite sad considering my younger cousin is rather smart.. but too much mapling/com etc has caused his grades to plummet.. haiz.. im not biased or anything but i think that neighbourhood skools dun really haf the environment to groom good student unless u haf hell lotta self discipline n determination..

revising for CTs now.. juz finished PnC, Maclaurins.. was doing 3D trigo but decided tt 12mn was not conducive to do maths.. haha.. been playing the guitar too.. cos my bro's learning it in skool so i've been inspired to learn again.. kinda can play "when you say nothing at all" using tabs but not fast enough for me to be able to sing along.. juz need to be a weeny bit faster while pressing the correct frets n plucking the correct strings.. haha..

think im gonna be a good girl from term 2 onwards.. ie less com, more work, more revision, better grades.. technically im gonna morph into a full-fledged mugger.. though june hols would hopefully include SOME forms of enjoyment in the form of outings.. mugging outings if any not really included..

so tired..

zzz..

2020? no its not the latest winning 4D no. for goodness sake..

well i guess it aint tt bad considering my class highest was ami with 2040.. then the rest 1700+ 1800+ 1900+.. hmm.. summore wenyu said tt its damn good.. ehh maybe in US the standard is lower? cos everyone here is like aiming for 2100 2200 etc.. but i guess since im not really gonna go to harvard or yale so there really isnt a need for me to retake? but the bloody irritating thing is tt some scholarships requirer 2100!!!!! ARGH! how evil.. if only i tried a teeny weeny bit harder.. though i think i was actually exhausted after the exam.. :S

oh well dun care.. CTs are more impt n so is SPA! there are all next week i think which is bad cos i need to study for them as well as CTs..!! help..

Update

ok ruth i got ur blatant notice bout me not updating.. haha..

been really busy la.. havent had time for a breather.. n now im sick.. argh n jts is on sat! at swensens.. i wanna go!! hahah.. free dinner lehz.. hiak hiak..

downloading open office now cos i need the ppt for bio s tml.. n i havent done it.. shit..its a bloody 76mb and now only 2 %.. *cries for help* oh well.. its ok.. i'll survive.. haha..

was searching for the youth environmental envoy thing tt ruth talked bout n it sounds cooL! btw do u noe tt yvonne chan [the LYFE one] was in some bayer youth environemental envoy thing last yr?? cool siaz.. too bad this yr its during the As so cannot apply.. :( aww.. its held in germany summore lehz.. 1 week long.. haiz..

had PSC scholarship talk yest.. well it seems really cool to get the scholarship n the civil service does seem quite fun actually.. haha.. i dunno if i wanna study in non-eng speaking or eng speaking cos i wanna learn a new language [or old depending on where i go].. i dun mind gg to switzerland.. germany is too geared towards engineering for me.. so far only 1 girl has done bio there.. got ppl who take econs too but i think if wanna take econs shudnt go to germany.. switzerland seems like a rather nice place for science la.. yeah.. :D

seriously i think i need to think bout where i wanna study at.. cos some countries applications start damn early n i gotta do my research summore.. get teachers recommendations n letters etc plus muz photocopy stuff n get things in order.. if i dun go well for my SAT then still gotta go take again.. its a hell lot of work lehz.. argh.. scholarship applications too.. so its not say veh early too.. :S

omg i think msn messenger plua 3 is so cool.. u ppl shud go get it.. it allows u to hide all ur msger windows so tt ppl wouldnt noe u're chatting.. haha.. good when parents are home.. :P

hw is madness.. i hate it.. shall go sleep now.. argh.. still havent done maths but im gonna heck now..

X Country

i actually ran for x country!! omg.. haha..

1 conclusion : vj ppl are damn fast.

rmb last yr in aj the whole gang of us walked.. we came in 600+.. now in vj i actually ran.. though i stopped a while to wait for monic etc n came in 545.. 0.o can u imagine?!

well i guess im a lil disappointed with 545 [supposed to be 543 but some stupid girl cut queue in front of me! hmph!] cos if i din wait for monic etc i would haf been faster but i guess winning [or coming in faster] is not everything.. its the care n camaraderie tt we shared tt is more impt.. yeah.. though we started out tgt but ended at different times.. we haf fun yahz??

wara : 91
grace : 105
me : 545
ami : 637
monic : 638
jessie : 744

tts all i noe.. ami n monic's position is interchangeable.. hahah!

n i carn imagine jy is actually faster than pq n yf!!

brian shawn : 9
mathan : 20+
deren : 50+
jy : 113
pq : 115
yf : 117

tts all the guys tt i noe.. hahah!

n stupid yong guan went to give mr seet a high 5 la! -_- when mr seet was actually trying to ask ppl to slow down when they cross the finishing line.. diaoz la.. purposely one he.. mr seet was giving him the "siao ar u!" look.. hahah!

cca tml.. prob gonna watch the island hopefully its nice.. hahha! oh n ruth!! im gonna kope the baby pic from u! haha.. :D

I see me in you.

i see me in pz.. almost identical situation.. juz tt hers more extreme.. haiz.. poor girl.. bugger siaz.. wad does NS do to guys man.. its scary lor.. :S

to think she has to resort to playing les.. tts like the ultimate thing to do yet it din work..

anw cny is boring.. veh boring.. the cousin whom i can tok to didnt come today cos he was too tired.. slept at 9am.. diaoz.. oh fine.. so i was sleeping from 6-9pm to kill time while the rest played "in-between".. man the stakes are high siaz..

still tired

tml cny celebration.. sian ar.. rmb to hand up bio s essay which i happily left on my table last nite.. thanx! argh..

SAT is such a headache.. its like mugging ur ass off for 2400 pts.. wth.. vocab is a killer and ruth had to tell me tt qien memorised 3000 words.. omg! tts madness.. n tt nat is gg to cambridge medicine.. thanx.. i juz wanna try n get into nus med or sth.. no money mahz.. or go into biomed sciences.. dunno.. still undecided.. yupz..

tired.. sleep.. got reunion dinner tml.. shall lug my SAT book along too.. :( wad a life..

Random

this is random post due to sleep deprivation for the past a few days.

skool does not start at 8 and end at 6 everyday.

self delusion.

fri is eve of d day.
sat is d day.
sun is c ny.
wed is jts.

no i dun approve of subway. nono. we want pariss or sth more or equivalent to fish & co.

attention all juniors in S46. this is the last call for a better place. subway is not acceptable. no stj for you if u treat us like that. u would be getting macs i assure u.

ct rep out.

More tiredness

man was uber tired yest.. couldnt keep my eyes open when i was out grocery shopping with my mum n neighbour.. yeah.. fell asleep in the car on the way back.. then really slept all the way till morn once i hit my bed.. woke up at 1+ to change out.. woke up at 4+ to wash my face a lil n woke up at 6+ to go toilet.. haha.. its so erm.. disrupted..

painted the house today.. din help with my fatigue but it was fun! haha.. only got really sian when it was too damn hot n me too damn tired.. then went to century sq to buy some stuff.. ok i din buy things but both my bro n mum did.. new year clothes.. *yawns*

tml gotta continue painting the house.. n ruth! im sure u'll be happy to laugh at me in feb cos they would be gg down after all.. chem n phy soc.. not med soc cos my exco frenz are too lazy n pfft.. nvm.. pissed off.. hahah! narrow-minded ppl..

Tired

man super tired nowadays.. haha.. late days n late nites.. :S

took a blood glucose test yesy cos we had this diabetes awareness day in school.. organised by touch diabetes n odac.. yupz.. was 6.2 after i ate my omellete.. haha! my fren took it rite after eating porridge n it shot up to 8.6.. n they were shocked cos tts like diabetic.. muahahax.. told her to come back 2 hrs later to take again.. this time it was 5+.. *sigh of relief*

theres maths n chem s tml n i still dun understand!! i gotta work harder man.. try n try n try.. but now at the back of my mind lingers the SAT.. ARGH!!! next sat n i havent done a thing about it! this is absolutely bad! better start reading my thick blue book..

this whole weeks been crazy.. so many things to do but so little time! still need to revise my lectures.. havent really been following with physics.. :S n the weekends are too short la.. bad bad bad..

cny is in 1 weeks time.. omg so fast la! haha.. i wanna go out on tues.. hehe.. oh but its a public hol so there wun be 1/2 priced waffles at gelare.. :( boo hoo hoo.. haha.. ice skating anybody? hahaha!

btw i think i wun be gg for the switzerland trip in june.. its 2.5k for 6 days n we'll be gg to nestle etc.. which is erm quite ex n not veh useful? haha.. mum said after As i can go with a few frenz.. she'll let me go europe! but on those organised tours cos she said wanna enjoy tts the way to go.. not backpack cos got a hell lotta headaches.. yupz.. n ruth.. HK would be selling all the winter stuff in dec so there wun be much to buy.. :(

New phone

yayz juz got a new phone!! its the panasonic VS2.. =D nice nice! flip phone.. with 16+million colours!! not 16 thousand.. 16 million!! omg... haha but no bluetooth.. only IR... got mp3 etc la.. yeah.. not too bad la.. still have my samsung one though.. ;) cos bro got a new line then mum said might as well get a phone.. yippee~! changed my phone in less than 1 yr.. hehehe!

Ice is melting

yayz i've made the first move!!

we've broken the ice btwn the junior n our class!! =D whee~! tts great.. like finally.. hehe.. ok im too tired to say anything else.. nitez..

Elections

yayz! im ct rep! =D thank you all for voting for me.. though i think asik would be rather heartbroken now cos he would haf been ct rep had mr chua not suggested an election.. cos at first nobody wanted to run for it.. yeah.. but i guess being ct rep but not in ct council is actually quite good.. cos ct council has to do all teh sai gang while j2 ct reps dun need to.. hehe..

so my first assignment was to report faulty clock in V42.. haha was feeling bit weird when i raised my hand when mrs leow asked who the ct rep was.. but i guess i'll get used to it.. =D was ct rep in aj too.. back then we had 3 ct reps la.. but usually was either yunlong or i who listened to announcements.. siying handled events like cny n funfair.. hehe so fun!

eh i was serious bout treating u all to 50c ice cream from macs la but u all din want.. haha.. venezia i cannot afford but macs i can.. haha! :P anw would haf been 6 bucks only mahz.. actually im quite glad tt so many of us went to PP today la.. usually nobody one.. :(

i guess one of the things i've gotta try to do is to split the guys and girls up!! everyone agrees that our class is split rite down the gender lines.. even in class.. girls sit one side, guys sit one side.. how ar? canteen oso lehz.. aiyoh.. headache siaz.. nvm we were able to do it in aj.. shud be able to do it in vj rite? =D

ok shall go back to doing maths n chem s now.. gambate!!!

Rain

haiz was caught in the rain today la.. we had a half day cos we had sea regatta for the j1 orientation which is water/sea sports since it was at ecp.. so we were released at 10.30 for the j2s after the principal heard how sad the j2s were when we couldnt join in the fun.. so my frenz and i went over and look see look see before gg to macs.. who knows it rained n we were stranded at macs.. n since i din tell my mum we had half day she assumed that im still in skool studying.. so bo bian gotta make my way back no matter wad.. so 3 of us outta 6 ran back to skool.. then we stopped by the bike shop n the guy told us its 7 min to our skool.. we're like ookk.. not TT bad.. then we ran all the way back la.. was rather heavy.. was quite wet.. then had to dry myself to appear like i juz ended my lessons.. thank god for rather water proof uniforms.. so i din appear veh wet.. juz dried my hair then walked around skool to try and dry my uniform b4 i called my mum to pick me up.. then when i entered the car was quite cold since still a lil wet but mum din suspect anything so its ok.. juz hope i dun fall sick cos only changed out of my uniform like 3 hrs later.. :S accompanied my grandma to the doc mahz..

Moon

this one not as nice.. colours la.. bah.. so dull.. :(

1st LP of 2006

1st jan LP i think.. since sec 4 i din go.. haha!! and it rained again! man nv nv nv go in jan.. :S we realised that actually we nv miss out a lot.. which is good! cos we followed johnny today then wadeva he said is about the same as what we usually say.. =D self-evaluation.. hehex

went to PS after that.. ate mos burger then starting catching up on the happenings around rj.. ;) hehe.. scandalous siaz.. rj so havoc one ar.. hehe.. haiz ppl change i guess? oh well.. some for the better but others for the worse.. :S

went to spotlight after that and we decided unless we haf bf/husbands as rich as *name protected* then we can afford the stuff there.. like 3 mini brushes can cost up to 24 bucks! art friend/popular etc is so much cheaper.. hahaha!! see how practical n "cheapo" we are? hehe.. ruth wanted to buy cloth to cover her tables at cca feste.. its definitely long enough.. haha..

walked around PS and saw the rubber hairy thing that bounces.. the one that pam has? quite cute la.. bought one in malacca b4.. the small one.. but i play until veh dirty then muz wash cos i use it to whack the floor.. haha! yupyupz.. think if you use the one at action city it'll be veh heavy la.. summore got lights etc.. so might damage it.. :( i love the banana!! oohh so soft n yummy looking!! =D hehe..

wanted to visit pam but at first she said she's sick then not gg for cip so we din go.. THEN she msged me [which i din hear/check] that she wld be gg.. -_-" read it when i was at cityhall.. sry pam! hope you din throw all your face away doing wadeva you're supposed to do! but it rained rite? so prob not many ppl la.. hehe..

and you noe wad? im not looking forward to feb's LP.. mi and my big mouth.. :( someone help me.. ok actually i dun feel that bad cos i noe we're kinda up to standard anyway.. *beams widely* hehe.. tts wad 3 yrs does to you.. ;)

LUPUS

What is lupus?

• Lupus is a widespread and chronic (lifelong) autoimmune disease that, for unknown reasons, causes the immune system to attack the body's own tissue and organs, including the joints, kidneys, heart, lungs, brain, blood, or skin.
• The immune system normally protects the body against viruses, bacteria, and other foreign materials. In an autoimmune disease like lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances and its own cells and tissue. The immune system then makes antibodies directed against "self."

What are the symptoms of lupus?

• Symptoms of lupus often mimic other less serious illnesses.
• Symptoms can range from mild to life-threatening.
• Lupus can go into periods where symptoms are not present, called remission.
• Although lupus can affect any part of the body, most people experience symptoms in only a few organs.

Girl in the Horizon

Girl in the horizon.. nice?? i noe the shadow's profile's bit weird cos i anyhow crop the thing.. was outta shape in the first place.. haha!!