oh man i just realised how close it is to prelims and A levels.. it seems rather far but its not!! gp is like in 4 wks time.. prelims proper in 6 weeks.. there after its about 2 months to A levels.. NOOO!! this is not good.. :S

went for the us fair today.. gosh i dont think i can go unless i get a scholarship but looking at my s papers and results i think i am headed for NUS or NTU which are quite good too! :)

1. no money
2. not many unis have biomedical sciences.. only as additional majors.. PS. they haf biomedical engineering though! but so different..
3. results?
4. my horrible transcripts
5. predicted grades of probably not 4As
6. no stellar results at competitions eg olympiads etc
7. no money again. :(

was considering wisconsin-madison cos it seems to be not too bad for bio/sciences yet can get in that kind.. plus the profs seem nice because i managed to get my PW materials from one of them!! cornell is also one of my choices.. carnegie-mellon is famous for business not sciences.. chicago is more for engineering i think.. MIT is definitely engineering.. northwestern too.. upenn's not too bad too but seems hard to get in! i really do not know what i want.. forensics? medicine? pharmacy? biomedical? tcm? languages [mum probably kill me!]?

crap maybe i should just go to germany n benefit from the almost free education there. haha. thats after i splurge 4000 bucks [omg!] on the intensive course in dresden or mannheim.. $_$ that is how i probably will look after i come back..