its week 10 of 13 school weeks.. wow time really flies man!

4 weeks to swot vac.. 5 weeks to exams.. 7 weeks till i get home..

being home makes me feel surreal. its makes me feel all dreamy and stuff. after being away from home for so long, you finally go back and feel like nothing has changed. that was how i felt when i went back in june. i questioned whether the past 4 months really happened. i felt that the 4 mths could have just been erased and it wouldnt have made much of a difference at all. maybe its because you dont really hang out or contact the people you have lived with for the past 4 mths.. its as if they never existed.

but these are the people who means a lot to me too. weird isnt it?

next yr's gonna be different. people are moving out, graduating etc. what sense of belonging? dian3's right. there is not sense of belonging. your bestest friend may move out/graduate before you. you make new friends and the cycle repeats itself. people who just come into your life and leave even before you know it. they're just the supporting actors in the play. easily forgotten and barely remembered.

its amazing what living together with other people can do. you see all sorts of weird things. stupid arguments. you see people in a different light after a while. *shrugs* you cant stop people from thinking what they think. but you can control what you do and how you perceive the issues at hand. i think thats the way to go. the people who care dont bother and the people who bother dont care. so the most important thing is to be happy. :) smile and the whole world would smile with you.