omg just realised its 6 weeks to exams!! *freaks out*

this semester has gone by really quickly. even i am amazed at the speed its gone by with. in a flash, singapore night, rural week, jane ball etc are all over! jane weekend's coming up soon with jane play this fri and sat.. there's so much to do yet there's so little time. i really need to concentrate and get down to studying hard. :) cannot fail man.. haha! though a lot of people would be like "HUH U FAIL?! YOU'VE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!"

sometimes that stresses me. but i guess as long as i dont fail, having more of a life would prob make me much happier and not just spending every single day with my books and nothing else. its hard when people around you have 12-13h weeks (which can be shortened by ponning) while you have like 20+h weeks with barely any break with the same number of assignments as them. sometimes you really wonder if its all worth it, but i guess it will be in 4.5years time. not that i will have much of a life by then.. ><

life's so full of surprises and i'm glad certain things happen. i'm glad to have someone who keeps me sane most of the time. i'm grateful for the support and friends i have around me. when the going gets tough and you wonder if you'll make it out alive, these are the people who reassure me and tell me that its gonna be worth it at the end of the day. all the shit that we have to tahan etc just clouds the bigger picture.

the moons really bright today. kinda fell asleep just staring at the moon just now. luckily managed to wake up and drag myself to bathe and now im back at the com/notes. :) badminton tmr again! yay! at least there will be more people this time around.. more fun! hopefully dear mr tee will be able to wake up and come along too! though he's got soccer training at 1.30 later.. :(