listening to music right now. the mood is just wrong. morning with the sunlight coming in. warmth. notes in front of me. somehow something is missing. maybe its just that it's been a long time. its been too long.

the weather's getting too hot for my liking. i hate it. i just want to curl up in my sheets and sleep. but now its so warm i cant even sleep at night.

exams start tmr. t2-5. it'll be alright i guess. shouldn't be too horrible. and its only 15% anw. so its not so bad. even if i do screw up, the percentage wouldnt be that disgusting. i just need to pass this paper. cannot fail! it will be such a horrible thing to fail this paper. not that i will right! :)

its 9.40am. i need to focus. my notes beckon and yet im not heeding its calls. its just a maelstrom of colours. maybe i will only function at 10am. >< what a waste of 20min though. dammit.

oh well. i'll just try to finish up the last two pages of this book before going on to the next book. skipping all the anatomy for now. i'll do it later. its so dryyyy.. just like my bak kwa cadaver.