yay!!
i got moe local sship. :) well at least im kinda a scholar for now until i see if im gonna take it up.. HAHAH!
and i got into ntu biomed/tcm! so at least i know ive a place in singapore.
looks like im gonna hafta reject imperial. :( noooo...
now just left with dent interview! jiayou!
mdt was fun actually but it was rather tiring.. fingers ache now.. scrape scrape scrape.. haha!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
yay tts my office table in its rather neat state. normally u cannot see the table but i decided to be a good girl and pack my table cos ruth will be doing RT and even though she might not use the table but at least i feel better giving her a neat table to sit/look at.. :) see im so considerate! HAHAH!
moe interview today. interesting i should say. shall just wait for the outcome now. haha.
nth much happened this wk apart from the interview i should say.
oh n i want the NUS letter! where is it!
my to-do list
- get mr chua to write referal for me. but actually can just use the testimonial rite? since its jc too..
- write my personal essay
- send to nus if shortlisted
- send the stuff to melbourne.
- mark wadeva i brought home
- brainstorm on objectives for the yee thing. :S
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
You Are a Ring Finger |
 You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger |
Monday, April 09, 2007
check out my personal profile. i sound quite depressed now. :S
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.
check out ur own here!
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.
check out ur own here!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
im feeling pissed. helpless. angry. anything that fits that kinda feeling.
this is going to be a mopey post.
dunno. sometimes i feel like im being stretched to fullest and anymore requests from them i think i will break. the expectations, the feedback, the everything about it. everytime i walk in i feel stressed facing everyone. most are nice. some are alrite. some give me the i-dont-care look. and it makes me feel like giving them the i-dont-care-either look. if they arent helping themselves, there's not much i can do for you too.
mfdisngwinglkrngks!
its different being on different sides of the table. i miss being on the other side now. no worries. just listen and absorb. i feel squeezed now. best part is when i ask if anyone does not understand, no one raises their hands. wow if you all want personal attn, at least raise your freaking heavy hand? im not telepathic u know? the people arnd u might be able to help you if they understand and get the correct answer but if those around you are like cmi oso, please dont ask them! u'll confuse them and it makes life worse.
dont care if my students will ever read this post. if they can find my blog in the first place. well if they do please tell ur wonderful classmates what im feeling. its not easy ok. u've gotta understand that im already trying my best so i expect the minimum from you all too. if you arent going to put in the effort, i dont see why i should help you too. rite? it has to work from both sides.
and i really appreciate those who are trying their best to help themselves! :) love you guys! at least this way i wont feel so tired cos i know that im not helping people who arent even helping themselves.
but then again its some of these people who rant on and on and dont do anything.
im so not gg for SPM. seriously. bet their oh-so-concerned mothers would be waiting to kill me. HAH. neh neh. complain only if u've raised the issue with me and i've not done anything bout it ok. dont just blabber on and on cos i've asked you for your opinions and no one said anything either.
alrite. tmr i think i'll just take up 5 min to get things clear. feeling ARGH now. i need to sleep and calm down.
this is going to be a mopey post.
dunno. sometimes i feel like im being stretched to fullest and anymore requests from them i think i will break. the expectations, the feedback, the everything about it. everytime i walk in i feel stressed facing everyone. most are nice. some are alrite. some give me the i-dont-care look. and it makes me feel like giving them the i-dont-care-either look. if they arent helping themselves, there's not much i can do for you too.
mfdisngwinglkrngks!
its different being on different sides of the table. i miss being on the other side now. no worries. just listen and absorb. i feel squeezed now. best part is when i ask if anyone does not understand, no one raises their hands. wow if you all want personal attn, at least raise your freaking heavy hand? im not telepathic u know? the people arnd u might be able to help you if they understand and get the correct answer but if those around you are like cmi oso, please dont ask them! u'll confuse them and it makes life worse.
dont care if my students will ever read this post. if they can find my blog in the first place. well if they do please tell ur wonderful classmates what im feeling. its not easy ok. u've gotta understand that im already trying my best so i expect the minimum from you all too. if you arent going to put in the effort, i dont see why i should help you too. rite? it has to work from both sides.
and i really appreciate those who are trying their best to help themselves! :) love you guys! at least this way i wont feel so tired cos i know that im not helping people who arent even helping themselves.
but then again its some of these people who rant on and on and dont do anything.
im so not gg for SPM. seriously. bet their oh-so-concerned mothers would be waiting to kill me. HAH. neh neh. complain only if u've raised the issue with me and i've not done anything bout it ok. dont just blabber on and on cos i've asked you for your opinions and no one said anything either.
alrite. tmr i think i'll just take up 5 min to get things clear. feeling ARGH now. i need to sleep and calm down.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i just bought a wallet.
braun buffel.
106 bucks.
from my own money.
ouch.
BUT I LOVE IT! :) hehe i'll treasure it more cos it came outta my own pocket.. :( so tts 1.5days work.!
tmr's a killer day. 3 teaching blocks in a row. argh help. then there's CLE later on too. hopefully its sth i woulnt need to say much cos i prob wouldn have a voice alr. :S
rite i think its class mtg. oh well. lets talk about the noise level.
braun buffel.
106 bucks.
from my own money.
ouch.
BUT I LOVE IT! :) hehe i'll treasure it more cos it came outta my own pocket.. :( so tts 1.5days work.!
tmr's a killer day. 3 teaching blocks in a row. argh help. then there's CLE later on too. hopefully its sth i woulnt need to say much cos i prob wouldn have a voice alr. :S
rite i think its class mtg. oh well. lets talk about the noise level.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Two 90 year old men, Mike and Joe, have been friends all of their lives. When it's clear that Joe is dying, Mike visits him every day.
One day Mike says, "Joe, we both loved football all our lives and we played minor league football together for so many years. Please do me one favour; when you get to Heaven, somehow, you must let me know if there's football there."
Joe looks up at Mike from his death bed," Mike, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favour for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on.
At midnight a couple of nights later, Mike is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him:"Mike, Mike."
"Who is it, asks Mike sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?"
"Mike, it's me, Joe."
"You're not Joe. Joe just died."
"I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice.
"Joe! Where are you?"
"In heaven", replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news."
"Tell me the good news first," says Mike.
"The good news," Joe says," is that there's football in heaven. Better yet, all of our old friends who died before us are here, too. Better than that, we're all young again. Better still, it's always springtime and it never rains or snows. And best of all, we can play football all we want and we never get tired."
"That's fantastic," says Mike. "It's beyond my wildest dreams! So what's the bad news?
One day Mike says, "Joe, we both loved football all our lives and we played minor league football together for so many years. Please do me one favour; when you get to Heaven, somehow, you must let me know if there's football there."
Joe looks up at Mike from his death bed," Mike, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favour for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on.
At midnight a couple of nights later, Mike is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him:"Mike, Mike."
"Who is it, asks Mike sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?"
"Mike, it's me, Joe."
"You're not Joe. Joe just died."
"I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice.
"Joe! Where are you?"
"In heaven", replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news."
"Tell me the good news first," says Mike.
"The good news," Joe says," is that there's football in heaven. Better yet, all of our old friends who died before us are here, too. Better than that, we're all young again. Better still, it's always springtime and it never rains or snows. And best of all, we can play football all we want and we never get tired."
"That's fantastic," says Mike. "It's beyond my wildest dreams! So what's the bad news?
"You're playing Tuesday."
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
my hand aches after ironing my clothes!
now waiting for the water to heat up so i can go bathe. haha.
been bz with the YEE proposal.. hopefully it works! look out for it in aug if its successful.. :)
was really tired today! was kinda stoned during sec 2 prep today. argh. luckily it was only a short one. hah! so i stayed back in skool till 530 cos i was too lazy to go home by myself so i waited for my mum to come pick me up.
went to ri to wait for bro but he ended really late so we waited really long.. like 1 h.. wth.. was entertaining myself by watching the bballers play. their coach is quite cute. HAH. my mum thinks so too. :) ANW.. fell asleep after a while cos i was sooo tired. i need to bring a pillow to skool.
brian n. just told me that there's this article bout the poly student's chopping board. haven seen the article but they said the compartments seem similar to ours!! HMPH. oh well. shall go to skool and see it tmr! hahaha. anyone saw it too?
now waiting for the water to heat up so i can go bathe. haha.
been bz with the YEE proposal.. hopefully it works! look out for it in aug if its successful.. :)
was really tired today! was kinda stoned during sec 2 prep today. argh. luckily it was only a short one. hah! so i stayed back in skool till 530 cos i was too lazy to go home by myself so i waited for my mum to come pick me up.
went to ri to wait for bro but he ended really late so we waited really long.. like 1 h.. wth.. was entertaining myself by watching the bballers play. their coach is quite cute. HAH. my mum thinks so too. :) ANW.. fell asleep after a while cos i was sooo tired. i need to bring a pillow to skool.
brian n. just told me that there's this article bout the poly student's chopping board. haven seen the article but they said the compartments seem similar to ours!! HMPH. oh well. shall go to skool and see it tmr! hahaha. anyone saw it too?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Last friend you:
1)Saw: Jason P
2) Talked to on the phone: Jason P
3) Instant Messaged:TYG
4. Text messaged:Danial
5. Ate with: s13
Today:
1)I'm: feeling sian cos of the revised marking scheme!
2)Wearing:Shorts,victorian's day shirt
3)Ten Hours Ago: in skool trying to get the kids to do their forum
4)Dislike about tomorrow: gotta go for that ntu talk bleah
Favorite:
1)Number(s):5,17
2) Movie: a lot la
Currently:
1)Are you missing someone right now: not really
2) Mood: nothing? neutral?
3)Want:to go star gazing
Question&Answer:
Q: First thing you did this morning?
A: sat up on my bed
Q: Favorite quote?
A: "the middle class buys liabilities they think are assets"
Q: What's bothering you right now?
A: teaching come monday
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: makeshift chinatown food centre
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Brother lor
Q: Do you smile often?
A: ok la
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes :)
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes,I should suppose so
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Red white
Q: What were you doing at 12 last
night?
A: chatting with TYG
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: on sunday!
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: not really. tend to be indifferent which i think is really bad!
Q: Take any vitamins?
A: only when i rmb to
Q: What are you about to do?
A: answer this qn?
Q: Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: ya cos that person said he'll call? ended up i call.. haha! i think tt was rather amusing
Q: Rate life as of right now... 0-10?
A: 7? hopefully will go up to 8 or 9 in the next few mths! :)
1)Saw: Jason P
2) Talked to on the phone: Jason P
3) Instant Messaged:TYG
4. Text messaged:Danial
5. Ate with: s13
Today:
1)I'm: feeling sian cos of the revised marking scheme!
2)Wearing:Shorts,victorian's day shirt
3)Ten Hours Ago: in skool trying to get the kids to do their forum
4)Dislike about tomorrow: gotta go for that ntu talk bleah
Favorite:
1)Number(s):5,17
2) Movie: a lot la
Currently:
1)Are you missing someone right now: not really
2) Mood: nothing? neutral?
3)Want:to go star gazing
Question&Answer:
Q: First thing you did this morning?
A: sat up on my bed
Q: Favorite quote?
A: "the middle class buys liabilities they think are assets"
Q: What's bothering you right now?
A: teaching come monday
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: makeshift chinatown food centre
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Brother lor
Q: Do you smile often?
A: ok la
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes :)
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes,I should suppose so
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Red white
Q: What were you doing at 12 last
night?
A: chatting with TYG
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: on sunday!
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: not really. tend to be indifferent which i think is really bad!
Q: Take any vitamins?
A: only when i rmb to
Q: What are you about to do?
A: answer this qn?
Q: Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: ya cos that person said he'll call? ended up i call.. haha! i think tt was rather amusing
Q: Rate life as of right now... 0-10?
A: 7? hopefully will go up to 8 or 9 in the next few mths! :)
Friday, March 23, 2007
so its thursday.. this week has gone by really quickly.. LJW is almost over which means that its back to the same routine teaching schedule again.. :( i think im gonna die teaching log and quadratic after functions.. at least i think tts the schedule.. if they cannot do surds how to do log etc?! someone save me.. i really need a miracle here..
so we've started talking again after a lull of 4 mths? wow tts a long long time.. but then i think at the end of the day things wont turn out the way the way it could have been.. haha can be very tiring though i get spurred on to do things at times.. cos __'s better than me so i guess i feel motivated? muahahahax.. sometimes must really thank __ for knocking me outta my delusion and stop me from wallowing in despair.. can be so direct it hurts but guess i need it at times..
so work starts at 1 tmr.. which means i can sleep in! hopefully i didnt read the schedule wrongly or else very paiseh if kena called up in the morn to be told that im on duty! whoops.. :S haha but dun think so la.. cos sec 2 fo-rum is in the afternoon..
oh n i just spent 35 bucks on retractable earphones.. damn n i din even intend to buy it.. mum said "why dont u buy one.. if not u haf to keep winding.." haha but then its mum's money for now.. cos i told her tt she told me to buy.. i din want to buy.. :)
oh n i got like 700 bucks for getting my A level grades from my grandma + aunt.. thats like 2x my angbao money! best part was they gave me when we went down to celebrate bro's bdae.. so my angbao was bigger than his! muahahax!!
oh yes did i mention my business is growing? i've like 10+ ppl below me! yay!! and i think im gonna invest money too.. we'll see how things go.. :) its gonna be US$1000 for now..
reading rich dad poor dad now.. and i think i wanna be rich enough with passive income coming in so that i can retire b4 the age of 30! actually my aim was 25 but then i think i shall tell ppl 30 cos 25 would seem ridiculous to ppl..
jiayou! aim to retire in 6 more years!!!!!!
so we've started talking again after a lull of 4 mths? wow tts a long long time.. but then i think at the end of the day things wont turn out the way the way it could have been.. haha can be very tiring though i get spurred on to do things at times.. cos __'s better than me so i guess i feel motivated? muahahahax.. sometimes must really thank __ for knocking me outta my delusion and stop me from wallowing in despair.. can be so direct it hurts but guess i need it at times..
so work starts at 1 tmr.. which means i can sleep in! hopefully i didnt read the schedule wrongly or else very paiseh if kena called up in the morn to be told that im on duty! whoops.. :S haha but dun think so la.. cos sec 2 fo-rum is in the afternoon..
oh n i just spent 35 bucks on retractable earphones.. damn n i din even intend to buy it.. mum said "why dont u buy one.. if not u haf to keep winding.." haha but then its mum's money for now.. cos i told her tt she told me to buy.. i din want to buy.. :)
oh n i got like 700 bucks for getting my A level grades from my grandma + aunt.. thats like 2x my angbao money! best part was they gave me when we went down to celebrate bro's bdae.. so my angbao was bigger than his! muahahax!!
oh yes did i mention my business is growing? i've like 10+ ppl below me! yay!! and i think im gonna invest money too.. we'll see how things go.. :) its gonna be US$1000 for now..
reading rich dad poor dad now.. and i think i wanna be rich enough with passive income coming in so that i can retire b4 the age of 30! actually my aim was 25 but then i think i shall tell ppl 30 cos 25 would seem ridiculous to ppl..
jiayou! aim to retire in 6 more years!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
so its another update after a week..
i guess things are looking up a little.. :)
finally applied for nus so now just looking at wad to apply at ntu.. wait n see i guess..
reliefed at scgc pri yest.. quite different from rgs..
1) u can HEAR the national anthem being sung
2) they are very playful
went to NEWater today.. interesting.. felt quite proud to be singaporean really.. haha like all our technology and stuff.. hmm :)
gg to kusu island tmr! i heard its quite fun.. just hope i dont puke on the junk! muahahahx.. -crosses fingers-
been really bz this week.. still haven finished marking sec 2 SA cos im too lazy.. whoops.. i mean busy.. :P seem to be sleep deprived.. arghh..
well well so i guess now im like stoning away chatting with my student getting feedback and stuff.. haha do i really enjoy teaching? guess i'll only know after 1 more term.. hahaha..
got a really weird phone call just now from **.. hahha but it was rather amusing.. like hello u just called to remind me im on duty tmr? :) haha so funny! but yeah quite touched la.. haha summore my name is not on the same sheet as ** so i wonder how ** found out im on duty.. prob checked inet la.. haha!
i guess things are looking up a little.. :)
finally applied for nus so now just looking at wad to apply at ntu.. wait n see i guess..
reliefed at scgc pri yest.. quite different from rgs..
1) u can HEAR the national anthem being sung
2) they are very playful
went to NEWater today.. interesting.. felt quite proud to be singaporean really.. haha like all our technology and stuff.. hmm :)
gg to kusu island tmr! i heard its quite fun.. just hope i dont puke on the junk! muahahahx.. -crosses fingers-
been really bz this week.. still haven finished marking sec 2 SA cos im too lazy.. whoops.. i mean busy.. :P seem to be sleep deprived.. arghh..
well well so i guess now im like stoning away chatting with my student getting feedback and stuff.. haha do i really enjoy teaching? guess i'll only know after 1 more term.. hahaha..
got a really weird phone call just now from **.. hahha but it was rather amusing.. like hello u just called to remind me im on duty tmr? :) haha so funny! but yeah quite touched la.. haha summore my name is not on the same sheet as ** so i wonder how ** found out im on duty.. prob checked inet la.. haha!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i just realised how detached i am from the outside world.
just a floating soul without any attachment anywhere.
hah. guess it makes it easy for me to uproot and move elsewhere since i dont think i'll miss much here anyway.
today mum asked me "u're not close to your frenz one hor?"
glad you realised.
im alrite with everyone but i dont think im exceptionally close to anyone. like even if the entire world around me got wiped off i probably can still survive rather well.
so much for the cliche no man's an island.
thats true. just that the only other things on my island are probably just some passing seagulls that happen to land once in a while. migratory birds too. people who pop in and out of my life ever so periodically.
maybe its just cos i dont really have much in common with the others. i mean i dont fancy shopping a lot unless i suddenly have that impulse to. and then i will unleash hell upon the world. neither do i like talking on the phone. so that leaves me with sms and msn. the last person i spoke to on the phone apart from family is pialeong. then as far as i can rmb it would be enos. and that was quite a long time ago. oh wait i think ruth was in between but that was for marks.
so yeah that goes to show how colourful a social life i have.
no wonder i love the tv.
my only thing im really close too would be my bed and soft toys. really. i think they are my lovers. :)
lets see. do i talk to shps ppl? not really. rgs? rarely. vjc? sometimes. others? sometimes.
guess the only constant person who pops in regularly would be brian nguyen. HAH.
its only been 3 mths. what would it be like in 3 yrs? 30 yrs?
only gods knows.
feeling isolated now. really badly. just need someone but there's no one out there. except my bright yellow bolster. just gonna hug him to sleep i guess.
maybe someday i will change. somehow i will talk to people more.
what a loser.
just a floating soul without any attachment anywhere.
hah. guess it makes it easy for me to uproot and move elsewhere since i dont think i'll miss much here anyway.
today mum asked me "u're not close to your frenz one hor?"
glad you realised.
im alrite with everyone but i dont think im exceptionally close to anyone. like even if the entire world around me got wiped off i probably can still survive rather well.
so much for the cliche no man's an island.
thats true. just that the only other things on my island are probably just some passing seagulls that happen to land once in a while. migratory birds too. people who pop in and out of my life ever so periodically.
maybe its just cos i dont really have much in common with the others. i mean i dont fancy shopping a lot unless i suddenly have that impulse to. and then i will unleash hell upon the world. neither do i like talking on the phone. so that leaves me with sms and msn. the last person i spoke to on the phone apart from family is pialeong. then as far as i can rmb it would be enos. and that was quite a long time ago. oh wait i think ruth was in between but that was for marks.
so yeah that goes to show how colourful a social life i have.
no wonder i love the tv.
my only thing im really close too would be my bed and soft toys. really. i think they are my lovers. :)
lets see. do i talk to shps ppl? not really. rgs? rarely. vjc? sometimes. others? sometimes.
guess the only constant person who pops in regularly would be brian nguyen. HAH.
its only been 3 mths. what would it be like in 3 yrs? 30 yrs?
only gods knows.
feeling isolated now. really badly. just need someone but there's no one out there. except my bright yellow bolster. just gonna hug him to sleep i guess.
maybe someday i will change. somehow i will talk to people more.
what a loser.
Friday, March 09, 2007
dammit im really really sick..
been coughing for the past 2 weeks plus a sorethroat prob from the non-stop coughing and fever.. arghh..
thanx to all who helped me to relief my classes!!! got mc for today too so xi-anwen is helping me to take over the entire day.. thank god che-wml is back today so that xi-anwen can take my entire day..
and cos im sick it means i cannot go to st james with the others!! bleahhhh how cool izzit tt the maths teachers are gg clubbing..! hahaha oh well hopefully they will go again soon and by then i am well! :) muahahahax..
so now im stuck with the secthree pts plans to assess.. i dont like pt.. hmph its so confusing..
anw i better be better by monday if not i cannot go bring the art club ppl out..! and then shun bian bring home all the SAs to mark.. kabish..
my holidays are goneee.. btw did i mention tt i feel harrassed by the NE-A ppl? i mean i know i still haven submitted my form by calling me up everyday doesnt make me feel up faster in my state! horrid.
been coughing for the past 2 weeks plus a sorethroat prob from the non-stop coughing and fever.. arghh..
thanx to all who helped me to relief my classes!!! got mc for today too so xi-anwen is helping me to take over the entire day.. thank god che-wml is back today so that xi-anwen can take my entire day..
and cos im sick it means i cannot go to st james with the others!! bleahhhh how cool izzit tt the maths teachers are gg clubbing..! hahaha oh well hopefully they will go again soon and by then i am well! :) muahahahax..
so now im stuck with the secthree pts plans to assess.. i dont like pt.. hmph its so confusing..
anw i better be better by monday if not i cannot go bring the art club ppl out..! and then shun bian bring home all the SAs to mark.. kabish..
my holidays are goneee.. btw did i mention tt i feel harrassed by the NE-A ppl? i mean i know i still haven submitted my form by calling me up everyday doesnt make me feel up faster in my state! horrid.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
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