Jetzt fühle ich sehr böse an jemandem.. weil ich fühle, dass ich wie ein Idiot bin. wirklich! ich denke dass ich besser dran selbst bin.. ich bin traurig.. warum bin ich so dumm! blöde Affe!
i do not know what i feel right now.. mixed feelings.. feeling angry right now yet too tired to do anything else.. someone wake up me asap please.. because i do not want to sink deeper into this shit..
its like he doesnt wanna help himself then wad can i do? sometimes i wonder y am i so nice to him.. maybe i shud listen to jessie and juz ignore him.. no more tolerating of his nonsense.. maybe whatever i say right now would be in a fit of anger or mere pissed off with him.. sometimes he's pure silliness and idiotism (?) makes him so childlike that u juz wanna mess up his hair.. sometimes u juz wanna box him for being overboard..
we'll see if he gets his ticket tml.. its not tt he HAS to go but i juz asked if he wanted to go.. so even if he doesnt go i'll go with monic and ami.. :) so fun! man i dunno what im doing too.. *knocks some sense into myself*
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