Used

how would u feel if someone only msgs u when he's bored?

pissed off?

especially since he doesnt exactly reply ur msgs.

angry?

since he seems to only see you as someone to entertain him?

i dunno. ive had enough.

sometimes i wonder why am i so nice. do stuff for him etc. hai.

been watching kai lang shao nu cheng gong ji.. its amazing how two totally different people can just get along with each other though its more like bickering n stuff.. sweet la.. cos u see how the guy tries to make life difficult for the girl though he loves her.. he's childish n all but the way he tries to help her through various means makes me wonder maybe love finds u most when u arent looking for it.. sometimes when u try too hard it just does not come.

would u say its all fate? my uncle has been with my aunt since when they were in njc.. now what would u call tt? they've been tgt for 20 over years.. though they did break up once but got together again..

many would say tt pri/sec/jc romances dont last n we always say we'll meet better people out there.. but what if there's no turning back?

im not looking.. not searching.. but im hoping.. wishing.. dreaming.. that someday i'll find my one true love.. meanwhile i'll juz be my naive dreamy-eyed self.. being made used of most of the time..