i had the weirdest dreamt last night. omg dreamt that someone died in an accident. it was so real that even when i woke up im wondering if she's dead or alive. >< not a very good omen eh?

i was going about doing my own things and was gonna ask her to do something when someone else told me that she just died in an accident not too long ago. it was like *gasps*! it happened so suddenly that i didnt even have time to assimilate the information. the weird part was my reaction. it was more like "oh, hmm, alright then." plus the empty feeling of your friend suddenly not being there anymore.

guess the recent deaths of two RI boys have gotten to me. suddenly realising that your friends may just leave you anytime due to various reasons. all the more you should treasure them while you're still friends/around.

friendships are hard to maintain and it takes effort and all parties to make it work. we have to be realistic about our expectations. thats why the three of us are still tgt. =D we dont demand unrealistic things from each other and its just so great to hang out together because we've seen the bad and the worst of each other (almost!) and we dont have to bother about how we appear to one another. just crazy and random!

ok just realised this post is going off topic liao. hahaha!