dotage \DOH-tij\, noun:
Feebleness of mind due to old age; senility.
tts probably wad you get when u play too much dota. HAH.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
DOTAge
for guys who play DOTA.
Friday, November 17, 2006
ok loads of thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and those who didnt but rmbed my bdae..!
pam ruth! after As we shall go catch out annual movie again.. hehe hopefully pam ur shoe wouldnt give way..! :) if not ruth n i would hafta look like abandoned kids again.. jkjk..
class bbq on 30th nov at ecp.. whee~!
are we gonna have a PAE 09/05 outing? :P woonling said we were! yayz i want one too!
but first it'll be the interview.. submission of PSC form.. tgt with BTT and driving lessons.. hehex!
- david
- enos
- peter
- yong guan
- peizhen
- jeremy
- ruth
- pamela
- brian nguyen
- maryann
- woonling
- sameul
- chern yi
- ronald
- peiquan
- mathan
- grace
- wara
- ami
- jessie
- monic
- deren
- philip
- renhao
- jingyuan
- zhenyi
- serene teoh
- chuxian
- nash
- sarah lois
pam ruth! after As we shall go catch out annual movie again.. hehe hopefully pam ur shoe wouldnt give way..! :) if not ruth n i would hafta look like abandoned kids again.. jkjk..
class bbq on 30th nov at ecp.. whee~!
are we gonna have a PAE 09/05 outing? :P woonling said we were! yayz i want one too!
but first it'll be the interview.. submission of PSC form.. tgt with BTT and driving lessons.. hehex!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
last day as a 17th yr old. will i feel older overnight? maybe just a little. haha.
how has this one yr been?
full of its ups and downs. emotional turmoil. confusing thoughts. achieving my dreams. maybe just being who i always am.
was reading thru my archives earlier today.. not all just randomly clicked on some. now i noe what a blog is for. its for sharing ur happy days as well as ur moody ones.. record of ur life.. somewhere for you to share moments with close ones.
i realised how much ive grown throughout these two years.. the things i've gone through [yes including you you and you and maybe you] the time ive spent infront of this computer and the tears ive shed.. the emptiness i felt at times and how actually its actually very lonely to be in front of the computer.
wara nv understands how i can spend hrs in front of the com. she finds it boring. maybe it is. same site. same people. same blog. same arguments. same everything. maybe i feel safer behind a computer.. something i can hide behind when things go wrong. its the wall i build around me when i feel threatened [im so sorry for wad ive done to you in the past]
maybe the arrival of the 18th yr of my lonely existence will be more fruitful and more meaningful. i think the 13-14th yrs were rather superficial. but i will always enjoy the 15-16th yr in art club. those were the times i felt i could be myself. crying over deadlines.. singing oldies with pam.. laughing at mr mah and ms tong.. having our little picnic and escapades into the safety of the art room. it was like our own world. i miss those days where we would just wonder into the art room in the midst of lessons and talk to miss tong. how was is she? prob given birth by now rite? hehe :)
its been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. this ride is coming to an end. its time we changed to another ride and hopefully we make the right choice this time. hopefully we get enough credit to choose the rides we want and enjoy the ride of our life. this ride in vj has been good and i will miss everything bout it. the teachers, friends, the building too.
how has this one yr been?
full of its ups and downs. emotional turmoil. confusing thoughts. achieving my dreams. maybe just being who i always am.
was reading thru my archives earlier today.. not all just randomly clicked on some. now i noe what a blog is for. its for sharing ur happy days as well as ur moody ones.. record of ur life.. somewhere for you to share moments with close ones.
i realised how much ive grown throughout these two years.. the things i've gone through [yes including you you and you and maybe you] the time ive spent infront of this computer and the tears ive shed.. the emptiness i felt at times and how actually its actually very lonely to be in front of the computer.
wara nv understands how i can spend hrs in front of the com. she finds it boring. maybe it is. same site. same people. same blog. same arguments. same everything. maybe i feel safer behind a computer.. something i can hide behind when things go wrong. its the wall i build around me when i feel threatened [im so sorry for wad ive done to you in the past]
maybe the arrival of the 18th yr of my lonely existence will be more fruitful and more meaningful. i think the 13-14th yrs were rather superficial. but i will always enjoy the 15-16th yr in art club. those were the times i felt i could be myself. crying over deadlines.. singing oldies with pam.. laughing at mr mah and ms tong.. having our little picnic and escapades into the safety of the art room. it was like our own world. i miss those days where we would just wonder into the art room in the midst of lessons and talk to miss tong. how was is she? prob given birth by now rite? hehe :)
its been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. this ride is coming to an end. its time we changed to another ride and hopefully we make the right choice this time. hopefully we get enough credit to choose the rides we want and enjoy the ride of our life. this ride in vj has been good and i will miss everything bout it. the teachers, friends, the building too.
Monday, November 13, 2006
physics was WEIRD!!
define the radian. wth.
and how would i noe why that west african country's uranium is 1/2300?! erm was formed first? ARGH
i hate suggest questions.
mcq got 1 or 2 wrong.. 1 would be careless! if i didnt rmb the choice wrongly.. it prob was just circle wrongly.. argh.. the other one is the hinge! is the answer the horizontal one or the diagonal one directed downwards?!? i put the diagonal one.. *fingers crossed* cos i extrapolated all the lines then tts the direction i got! nvm at least its only 2 wrong so far.. so far the rest all correct..
lets just hope that chem 2 will be better.
define the radian. wth.
and how would i noe why that west african country's uranium is 1/2300?! erm was formed first? ARGH
i hate suggest questions.
mcq got 1 or 2 wrong.. 1 would be careless! if i didnt rmb the choice wrongly.. it prob was just circle wrongly.. argh.. the other one is the hinge! is the answer the horizontal one or the diagonal one directed downwards?!? i put the diagonal one.. *fingers crossed* cos i extrapolated all the lines then tts the direction i got! nvm at least its only 2 wrong so far.. so far the rest all correct..
lets just hope that chem 2 will be better.
alritex so my paper isnt affected which i think its good! cmon its at 2.30 n unless you tell me that bush is gg to eat at marine terrace or parkway parade then we'll be affected. haha wonder wad time F maths will be now that its been changed. later i hope.. earlier would be like 0.o hahah..
okies its 4+ hrs to physics so back to electric fields!
okies its 4+ hrs to physics so back to electric fields!
well its bout 5 days to my bdae.. haha so that means im gonna be legal soon.. though im happier to be able to learn driving..!! mum's pestering me to faster pass.. i want to too!! =) prob gonna take my basic on either the 4th or the 11th dec.. depending on whether i become their student or not.. i will learn at the skool but whether i will be taking the stupid 1 day basic theory course.. definitely not la.. juz buy the freaking book n learn myself la! haha..
rmb it was geog n physics back during the O level days.. haha guess that was more horrible? :P
oh n is our chem affected by George Berry's visit? hahaha! gosh that joke in the maths paper was so obvious.. election.. george berry.. =) i noe geog is affected on 16th.. but apparently 17th too.. blardy bush.. tt reminds me of another bush joke..
During one of his many trips, President Bush
encountered a man with long gray hair and beard,
wearing a white robe and sandals, holding a staff.
President Bush went up to the man and said, "Has
anyone told you that you look like Moses?" The man
didn't answer. He just kept staring straight ahead.
The president said, "Moses!" in a loud voice. The man
just stared ahead, never acknowledging the president.
The president pulled a Secret Service agent aside and,
pointing to the robed man, asked him, "Am I crazy or
does that man not look like Moses to you?"
The Secret Service agent looked at the man and agreed.
"Well," said the president, "every time I say his
name, he ignores me and stares straight ahead,
refusing to speak. Watch!" Again the president yelled,
"Moses!" and again the man ignored him.
The Secret Service agent went up to the man in the
white robe and whispered, "You look just like Moses.
Are you Moses?"
The man leaned over and whispered back, "Shhhh! Yes, I
am Moses. But the last time I talked to a bush, I
spent 40 years wandering in the desert and ended up
leading my people to the only spot in the entire
Middle East with no oil."
enjoy!
rmb it was geog n physics back during the O level days.. haha guess that was more horrible? :P
oh n is our chem affected by George Berry's visit? hahaha! gosh that joke in the maths paper was so obvious.. election.. george berry.. =) i noe geog is affected on 16th.. but apparently 17th too.. blardy bush.. tt reminds me of another bush joke..
During one of his many trips, President Bush
encountered a man with long gray hair and beard,
wearing a white robe and sandals, holding a staff.
President Bush went up to the man and said, "Has
anyone told you that you look like Moses?" The man
didn't answer. He just kept staring straight ahead.
The president said, "Moses!" in a loud voice. The man
just stared ahead, never acknowledging the president.
The president pulled a Secret Service agent aside and,
pointing to the robed man, asked him, "Am I crazy or
does that man not look like Moses to you?"
The Secret Service agent looked at the man and agreed.
"Well," said the president, "every time I say his
name, he ignores me and stares straight ahead,
refusing to speak. Watch!" Again the president yelled,
"Moses!" and again the man ignored him.
The Secret Service agent went up to the man in the
white robe and whispered, "You look just like Moses.
Are you Moses?"
The man leaned over and whispered back, "Shhhh! Yes, I
am Moses. But the last time I talked to a bush, I
spent 40 years wandering in the desert and ended up
leading my people to the only spot in the entire
Middle East with no oil."
enjoy!
Friday, November 10, 2006
Ah Beng, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire himself out as a handyman and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. He went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for him to do.
"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" Beng said "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told him where the paint and ladders that he might need were in the garage.
The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does he realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "He should. He was standing on the porch."
A short time later, Ah Beng came to the door to collect his money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," Ah Beng answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats." Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50.
"And by the way," Ah Beng added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Fellali."
HAHAHAHHA!!!
"Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" Beng said "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told him where the paint and ladders that he might need were in the garage.
The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does he realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "He should. He was standing on the porch."
A short time later, Ah Beng came to the door to collect his money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," Ah Beng answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats." Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50.
"And by the way," Ah Beng added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Fellali."
HAHAHAHHA!!!
one week down!! omg after next friday i'll be down with only bio left!! ahhh!!
ignore the fact that there are s papers.
ohoh my birthday present came early today! though i wish it wouldnt be mine so i can ask for one more.. haha see how when my bdae draws nearer.. hehe! in addition to our xbox.. i just got PS2.. haha y not PS3? cos the DDR game i wanna play works on PS1 PS2.. :) so i've been dancing all nite away laughing my head off at how i miss the arrows.. hahah! i can handle all the beginner and basic.. some problem with hard.. so im a happy little girl now.. danced for almost 2 hrs.. of cos take turns la.. but still! hehehe
u noe wad.. nat ngoi finds all the papers so far good! :S omg.. either she's really smart [duh!] or we're really not up to her standard.. hahah looks and brains.. wahlau.. hahha!
kk quite sleepy.. wanted to do some physics but then i think i'll start tmr.. give myself a little break so that i can go a longer way.. :)
and and i think i redeemed myself for maths!! i think it was quite alrite la.. haha hopefully it'll gimme an A.. haha considering they always say as long as u get C and above for prelims.. u're assured an A.. we'll see!! hehex!
was telling my mum im dancing for my A in maths.. HAHAH! wad if i dont get an A?! *gasps* bad bad bad.
ignore the fact that there are s papers.
ohoh my birthday present came early today! though i wish it wouldnt be mine so i can ask for one more.. haha see how when my bdae draws nearer.. hehe! in addition to our xbox.. i just got PS2.. haha y not PS3? cos the DDR game i wanna play works on PS1 PS2.. :) so i've been dancing all nite away laughing my head off at how i miss the arrows.. hahah! i can handle all the beginner and basic.. some problem with hard.. so im a happy little girl now.. danced for almost 2 hrs.. of cos take turns la.. but still! hehehe
u noe wad.. nat ngoi finds all the papers so far good! :S omg.. either she's really smart [duh!] or we're really not up to her standard.. hahah looks and brains.. wahlau.. hahha!
kk quite sleepy.. wanted to do some physics but then i think i'll start tmr.. give myself a little break so that i can go a longer way.. :)
and and i think i redeemed myself for maths!! i think it was quite alrite la.. haha hopefully it'll gimme an A.. haha considering they always say as long as u get C and above for prelims.. u're assured an A.. we'll see!! hehex!
was telling my mum im dancing for my A in maths.. HAHAH! wad if i dont get an A?! *gasps* bad bad bad.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hmm chem 3 down.. not as well as i expected esp the freaking 1st qn! wth la.. now that i think bout it.. seems more like which is more likely to be discharged but then again they werent feasible so i dunno how to do..! at least im not alone.. not like the entire world noes and im the only idiot who doesnt.. so im still average which is alrite.. considering monic n ruth dunno how to do too..
maths 2 tml.. chance to redeem the relatively disgusting maths paper 1.. argh peter! i dunno how u can get thru this last yr.. its like so demoralising when u realise its THE THING and u're getting all freaked out by weird qns..! wait were you even freaked out last yr? :P haha kk shudnt make fun of ur intelligience.. cos u're really smart! oh wad a sour grape i am. hmph.
just got this invite from a*star to apply for scholarship.. apparently im "highly recommended" by vjc.. hah! later everyone in S1 gets i laugh! oh well at least this means that 1) retake SAT1 cos i didnt get 2100 n above.. 2) take SAT 2 cos i still havent taken it 3) my dec are quite screwed cos i dunno when this interview will be n tt means i cannot schedule my holiday! :( might be going vietnam or hk with my family.. then maybe go hk or taiwan with the girls.. and then somewhere with ruth n pam! oohh! haha looks like lotsa of money!! :S nvm we'll go cheap cheap stay cheap cheap n enjoy like cheapskates! HAHA! we'll go somewhere where the exchange rate is really low.. in our favour of cos.. =D
ok back to my estimation n hypothesis.. gotta practice!! aja aja fighting!
*gosh tt just goes to show how much korean shows i've been watching..! n goong is ending sooonn.. good cos i can study right after dinner.. bad cos im starting to think that Shin is quite good-looking! ahh hahah.. n Yul really looks like a girl [the actor of cos] if he has longer hair.. AHH Joo Ji Hoon! *beems* not all pics are nice though.. if he smiles.. its just aww.. n in the show he has this lonely persona.. AHHHH!!! mum prefers him too.. hehe cos he has this pathetic n lonely look.. then like soo kelian so ke ai!
the tot of using"ke ai" makes me sound like some cheena girl from some neighbourhood skool that tyPeS likEs diS..
maths 2 tml.. chance to redeem the relatively disgusting maths paper 1.. argh peter! i dunno how u can get thru this last yr.. its like so demoralising when u realise its THE THING and u're getting all freaked out by weird qns..! wait were you even freaked out last yr? :P haha kk shudnt make fun of ur intelligience.. cos u're really smart! oh wad a sour grape i am. hmph.
just got this invite from a*star to apply for scholarship.. apparently im "highly recommended" by vjc.. hah! later everyone in S1 gets i laugh! oh well at least this means that 1) retake SAT1 cos i didnt get 2100 n above.. 2) take SAT 2 cos i still havent taken it 3) my dec are quite screwed cos i dunno when this interview will be n tt means i cannot schedule my holiday! :( might be going vietnam or hk with my family.. then maybe go hk or taiwan with the girls.. and then somewhere with ruth n pam! oohh! haha looks like lotsa of money!! :S nvm we'll go cheap cheap stay cheap cheap n enjoy like cheapskates! HAHA! we'll go somewhere where the exchange rate is really low.. in our favour of cos.. =D
ok back to my estimation n hypothesis.. gotta practice!! aja aja fighting!
*gosh tt just goes to show how much korean shows i've been watching..! n goong is ending sooonn.. good cos i can study right after dinner.. bad cos im starting to think that Shin is quite good-looking! ahh hahah.. n Yul really looks like a girl [the actor of cos] if he has longer hair.. AHH Joo Ji Hoon! *beems* not all pics are nice though.. if he smiles.. its just aww.. n in the show he has this lonely persona.. AHHHH!!! mum prefers him too.. hehe cos he has this pathetic n lonely look.. then like soo kelian so ke ai!
the tot of using"ke ai" makes me sound like some cheena girl from some neighbourhood skool that tyPeS likEs diS..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
well well well.. 4 papers down.. 11 to go..
WTH.
bio seemed good.. maths not tt good.. snapped out of my blurness during the last 20 min to finally see how to do qn 1! -_- best part is i always knew how to do.. hahaha just this once.. the CRUCIAL one.. anw yupz i got the answer.. haha and for once i think i got the answer for the 3d trigo one! sth like 20.6ยบ? carn rmb.. STH liddat la.. dun come telling me that its something else cos i carn rmb either.. hahah!
was stuck at the last part of the complex argand qn.. then i FINALLY saw the thing. ARGH all the -ahha!- moments followed by -heng- moments.. hahaha.. didnt noe how to do 2 qns.. one was the stupid z eqn and the weird ki root.. anyhow do tt one.. got like -4i, 4i, +- root 2 and +-2 or sth la.. like 0.o supposed to be 4 roots become 6! urgh nvm haha. n the last part of 14 either. how to prove that they are parallel?! anyhow write stuff.. hopefully can get some marks.. sian was like s paper la.. no numbers one! all c,v,s,q,r,p,t etc..
next up chem 3!
WTH.
bio seemed good.. maths not tt good.. snapped out of my blurness during the last 20 min to finally see how to do qn 1! -_- best part is i always knew how to do.. hahaha just this once.. the CRUCIAL one.. anw yupz i got the answer.. haha and for once i think i got the answer for the 3d trigo one! sth like 20.6ยบ? carn rmb.. STH liddat la.. dun come telling me that its something else cos i carn rmb either.. hahah!
was stuck at the last part of the complex argand qn.. then i FINALLY saw the thing. ARGH all the -ahha!- moments followed by -heng- moments.. hahaha.. didnt noe how to do 2 qns.. one was the stupid z eqn and the weird ki root.. anyhow do tt one.. got like -4i, 4i, +- root 2 and +-2 or sth la.. like 0.o supposed to be 4 roots become 6! urgh nvm haha. n the last part of 14 either. how to prove that they are parallel?! anyhow write stuff.. hopefully can get some marks.. sian was like s paper la.. no numbers one! all c,v,s,q,r,p,t etc..
next up chem 3!
Monday, November 06, 2006
gosh i tink im really getting quite racked up by the As.. im updating more often than normal!! haha cos everytime i need a break i come online then i would be like "hmm k just post something" yupz..
its 1 day to bio 2 maths 1.. how prepared am i? more prepared than i was yesterday but not as prepared as i hope to be.. im sick of numbers n bio.. suddenly feel like doing chem n physics though those are like next yr apart from chem 3 this wk.. my last paper would be 3 weeks from this day.. WOOHOO! suddenly if you think about it.. 3 weeks is like super fast! in a blink n its all over! like how prelims were.. though over that blasted weekend it seemed like eternity.. hahaha..
kk enough crapping just hope everyone can revise enough to get an A.. dun need to breeze through it since we arent really the einsteins.. hahha though we're geniuses.. hahaa! well actually einstein was a genius so there you have it!
JIAYOU EVERYONE! its 3 weeks to liberation. talk about freedom. well done cambridge for talking bout freedom in gp which was the start of confinement.
ohoh went to eat jack's place again.. this time was free cos got the member's card n since its under my name so got bdae meal! =)
oh n my mum made kong ba pau today!! =) so had tt for lunch n actually got gingko nut dessert for dinner but too full liao.. cos had bak kut teh etc.. haha.. so much for watching CNA's "Diet wars" when i was like gorging myself.. ok not gorging but just eating.. hahhaha! hope mum rmbs to put the gingko nut in the fridge!
ig gingko pronounced as ging-ko or jing-ko?
i find ging-ko weird. too sharp for me. like pointy? GING-ko.
ok this is an absolutely random post. im out.
its 1 day to bio 2 maths 1.. how prepared am i? more prepared than i was yesterday but not as prepared as i hope to be.. im sick of numbers n bio.. suddenly feel like doing chem n physics though those are like next yr apart from chem 3 this wk.. my last paper would be 3 weeks from this day.. WOOHOO! suddenly if you think about it.. 3 weeks is like super fast! in a blink n its all over! like how prelims were.. though over that blasted weekend it seemed like eternity.. hahaha..
kk enough crapping just hope everyone can revise enough to get an A.. dun need to breeze through it since we arent really the einsteins.. hahha though we're geniuses.. hahaa! well actually einstein was a genius so there you have it!
JIAYOU EVERYONE! its 3 weeks to liberation. talk about freedom. well done cambridge for talking bout freedom in gp which was the start of confinement.
ohoh went to eat jack's place again.. this time was free cos got the member's card n since its under my name so got bdae meal! =)
- lobster bisque [not very nice. shud haf gone for cream of shiitake]
- black pepper ribeye
- mango mousse cake [back to the sp of mousse again.]
- cafe latte [urgh i still prefer mocha. shud have ordered normal tea.]
oh n my mum made kong ba pau today!! =) so had tt for lunch n actually got gingko nut dessert for dinner but too full liao.. cos had bak kut teh etc.. haha.. so much for watching CNA's "Diet wars" when i was like gorging myself.. ok not gorging but just eating.. hahhaha! hope mum rmbs to put the gingko nut in the fridge!
ig gingko pronounced as ging-ko or jing-ko?
i find ging-ko weird. too sharp for me. like pointy? GING-ko.
ok this is an absolutely random post. im out.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
how would things be if i didnt reply ur friendster message one yr ago..
how would things be if i didnt ask jessie for your email..
how would things be if we didnt ask each other out and you being an idiot at times..
sometimes i really wish you wouldnt appear in front of me. in case i couldnt stand the look of you.
but sometimes i just wished you were by my side.
IF we got together, how would things be?
for now i just wish things could be what it is. more than friends but not there yet.
we'll see how things go. yupz. UK US NUS NTU.
maybe we're better off as friends.
and of all people you gotta be my primary school classmate's ex boyfriend.
only that i didnt know till i saw her friendster in your list. and asked you bout her.
what a life.
now BACK TO MUGGING.
-pushes you outta my mind in vain-
how would things be if i didnt ask jessie for your email..
how would things be if we didnt ask each other out and you being an idiot at times..
sometimes i really wish you wouldnt appear in front of me. in case i couldnt stand the look of you.
but sometimes i just wished you were by my side.
IF we got together, how would things be?
for now i just wish things could be what it is. more than friends but not there yet.
we'll see how things go. yupz. UK US NUS NTU.
maybe we're better off as friends.
and of all people you gotta be my primary school classmate's ex boyfriend.
only that i didnt know till i saw her friendster in your list. and asked you bout her.
what a life.
now BACK TO MUGGING.
-pushes you outta my mind in vain-
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Friday, November 03, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
alritex! GP IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! PUT AWAY ALL YOUR GP NOTES N DRAG OUT THE BIO MATHS CHEM PHYSICS NOTES!
haha though it would still pale in comparision to what nash has to study.. haha! files n files n files of stuff on history.. lit.. econs.. maths.. muahahax..!
i dunno. was quite stunned by the questions cos all the normal questions didnt come out. but i guess i could think on my feet.. i dunno la.. did the global language qn.. just hope that it would be fine.. really.. compre wasnt really tt difficult but spent a little too much time on the qns.. was rushing thru the AQ though i still could think coherently.. i think.. we'll see the results in March.. in the meantime..
THROW GP OUTTA THE WINDOW! or under the table in my case. if you stay in HDB please dun throw it outta the window for goodness sake! down the rubbish chute if you must.
ok im random n nonsensical now. back to my nerves.
haha though it would still pale in comparision to what nash has to study.. haha! files n files n files of stuff on history.. lit.. econs.. maths.. muahahax..!
i dunno. was quite stunned by the questions cos all the normal questions didnt come out. but i guess i could think on my feet.. i dunno la.. did the global language qn.. just hope that it would be fine.. really.. compre wasnt really tt difficult but spent a little too much time on the qns.. was rushing thru the AQ though i still could think coherently.. i think.. we'll see the results in March.. in the meantime..
THROW GP OUTTA THE WINDOW! or under the table in my case. if you stay in HDB please dun throw it outta the window for goodness sake! down the rubbish chute if you must.
ok im random n nonsensical now. back to my nerves.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
wanted to post something today but then when this page loaded i lost the drive. ouch.
this blog would turn into a place of ranting for the next one month. if ive got the time to rant in the first place. hah.
cant wait for this nightmare to be over.
seriously im super stressed out rite now. dunno how things would turn out. cant wait for 1st week of jan. cant wait for As result.. carn wait for NUS entry results.
was just wondering. if i were offered a place at cambridge as well as one at NUS medicine.. which should i choose? though i dun mind being in this dilemma. HAH. fat hope.
this blog would turn into a place of ranting for the next one month. if ive got the time to rant in the first place. hah.
cant wait for this nightmare to be over.
seriously im super stressed out rite now. dunno how things would turn out. cant wait for 1st week of jan. cant wait for As result.. carn wait for NUS entry results.
was just wondering. if i were offered a place at cambridge as well as one at NUS medicine.. which should i choose? though i dun mind being in this dilemma. HAH. fat hope.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
guide to typing chinese. courtesy of michelle. :)
control panel -> regional language -> language -> details -> then add the chinese lang into it. :)
go to the language bar n click to select chinese language. click on the other icon to make it to the one shown above. use shift to toggle btwn english and chinese later on.
tada! happy typing in chinese!
control panel -> regional language -> language -> details -> then add the chinese lang into it. :)
go to the language bar n click to select chinese language. click on the other icon to make it to the one shown above. use shift to toggle btwn english and chinese later on.
tada! happy typing in chinese!
its 3 days to GP.. OMG! im not done with my revision n im so dead in my opinion.. still left with maths and bout 7 bio core n option to do.. arghhhh so so so screwed.. bought the oxford grad voodoo doll for fun cos my bro wanted to buy one for his phone.. i noe its stupid but hey no harm rite? :) though it sounds ridiculously dumb to me.. how can one get 4As just cos one bought the doll? nv study = no As ! haha
k k better get done to work soon.. gotta write stupid firefly essay by tml! :S i hate procrastinating.. but its in me.. somehow n its horrible.. bleah..
k k better get done to work soon.. gotta write stupid firefly essay by tml! :S i hate procrastinating.. but its in me.. somehow n its horrible.. bleah..
Friday, October 27, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
great grandma's bdae at keppel club.. seated on the left is my grandma, then my grandpa's mum then my uncle's wife.. btw grandpa's with us in spirit but my greatgrandma still doesnt noe.. :S its been 2 yrs! rmb he passed away on the day of chem practical in sec 4.. carn rmb if it was prelims or Os.. was in the canteen when mum called.. was like "ohh ok.." was actually kinda relieved cos he no longer has to suffer? but i miss him so much.. sometimes when i go to grandma's house i still think that i'll find him there? trying to steal my handphone.. his hairy arms.. etc.. really miss him loads..
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
wee shu min
well as much as i didnt like her back in secondary school, but i think that this whole saga might have been blown out of proportion. what the discussion should be about should be the fact that her entry came across as elitist and not the fact that her -erhem- are huge and that you've got a problem with the mole on her face.
seriously people, i think that is secondary.
and what is it with people digging up her photos, scrutinising her friends and those around her, even to the extent of finding out which MP is her dad?!
what good is this to her, you and us?
are you going to pelt her with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes just because you recognise her from the photos?
are you going to the Meet the People sessions to pelt her dad with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes?
are you going to pelt her friends with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes too?
if you do, i think you're the one who's going to be pelted by us.
we've seen our fair share of 'RJ limelight hoggers' but seriously, this is not going to do her any good right now.. especially since the forum threads have started throwing personal attacks at her.. its 2 weeks to the A levels and we all know how important that is to any student who's been through it.. the emotional strength needed to see everyone of us through the horrific 1 month is beyond anything we needed for the O levels..
besides the fact that A levels is coming, her blog probably wasnt meant for public viewing in the first place.. friends around her would have been able to take her views with a pinch of salt, knowing what kind of person she is like.. look beyond the harsh words and see her point.. the power of language is to get your point across to people and not for people to criticise your style.. perhaps style would be what puts people off most of the time when reading an article.. extremism is never favoured but somebody has to be the bad guy.. and shumin happened to be The One..
ok some would argue that cyberspace is meant for all to read and if she didnt want others to read she should have written it down instead of posting it on her blog.. haven we seen enough people being catapulted to fame through blogs? people like gayle who was from my primary school.. shumin from my secondary school.. hopefully none from my junior college.. still short of kindergarten i realised. hah!
i think its time this thing came to an end. Tammy was traumatised because of irresponsible remarks made by people. Gayle was lucky in the sense that people respected her views. Dawn Yeo came out unscathed, even becoming star blogger on STOMP. xiaxue has been criticised many a time as well. but not everyone is lucky. how would these people face the world in future?
imagine a job interview..
A: who's next?
B: wee shu min
A: the RJC one ar?
B: ya i think so.. says RJC on her resume..
[shumin enters]
A (whispers to B): OMG its her.. look at the MOLE!
B (starts to discredit her) : well looks like we've got wee shu min here today.............. *sniggers*
is this what you want her to face in future?
or perhaps people recognising her friends and throwing them together in the same league..
A (sees friend): do you happen to be wee shu min's friend?
*nods*
B (mutters to oneself) : aiyah then same kind la..
its just so unfair to judge someone just because of one incident. of cos im not saying that the above scenarios would really occur like that but it would remain in people's mind.. subconsciously people would discredit her words..
note: if you not happy with anything i've said, please dont flame me because im just trying to speak up for someone who has suffered her fair share of criticism and its time to stop it. she's only 18 and perhaps just didnt think before she typed and clicked "Publish Post".
seriously people, i think that is secondary.
and what is it with people digging up her photos, scrutinising her friends and those around her, even to the extent of finding out which MP is her dad?!
what good is this to her, you and us?
are you going to pelt her with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes just because you recognise her from the photos?
are you going to the Meet the People sessions to pelt her dad with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes?
are you going to pelt her friends with rotten eggs and rotten tomatoes too?
if you do, i think you're the one who's going to be pelted by us.
we've seen our fair share of 'RJ limelight hoggers' but seriously, this is not going to do her any good right now.. especially since the forum threads have started throwing personal attacks at her.. its 2 weeks to the A levels and we all know how important that is to any student who's been through it.. the emotional strength needed to see everyone of us through the horrific 1 month is beyond anything we needed for the O levels..
besides the fact that A levels is coming, her blog probably wasnt meant for public viewing in the first place.. friends around her would have been able to take her views with a pinch of salt, knowing what kind of person she is like.. look beyond the harsh words and see her point.. the power of language is to get your point across to people and not for people to criticise your style.. perhaps style would be what puts people off most of the time when reading an article.. extremism is never favoured but somebody has to be the bad guy.. and shumin happened to be The One..
ok some would argue that cyberspace is meant for all to read and if she didnt want others to read she should have written it down instead of posting it on her blog.. haven we seen enough people being catapulted to fame through blogs? people like gayle who was from my primary school.. shumin from my secondary school.. hopefully none from my junior college.. still short of kindergarten i realised. hah!
i think its time this thing came to an end. Tammy was traumatised because of irresponsible remarks made by people. Gayle was lucky in the sense that people respected her views. Dawn Yeo came out unscathed, even becoming star blogger on STOMP. xiaxue has been criticised many a time as well. but not everyone is lucky. how would these people face the world in future?
imagine a job interview..
A: who's next?
B: wee shu min
A: the RJC one ar?
B: ya i think so.. says RJC on her resume..
[shumin enters]
A (whispers to B): OMG its her.. look at the MOLE!
B (starts to discredit her) : well looks like we've got wee shu min here today.............. *sniggers*
is this what you want her to face in future?
or perhaps people recognising her friends and throwing them together in the same league..
A (sees friend): do you happen to be wee shu min's friend?
*nods*
B (mutters to oneself) : aiyah then same kind la..
its just so unfair to judge someone just because of one incident. of cos im not saying that the above scenarios would really occur like that but it would remain in people's mind.. subconsciously people would discredit her words..
note: if you not happy with anything i've said, please dont flame me because im just trying to speak up for someone who has suffered her fair share of criticism and its time to stop it. she's only 18 and perhaps just didnt think before she typed and clicked "Publish Post".
Monday, October 23, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
Blog Worth
My blog is worth $2,258.16.
How much is your blog worth?
wah looks like my blog has increased in value.. first time i tried it out a few yrs ago it was like $0.00.. HAHAH!! was at diaryland back then i think.. koped the quiz off philip's blog in sec 4..
Quiz v2
okies since ive been stabbed shall do this again though ive done it b4.. since things change over time rite? :)
I miss somebody right now. (right now being 11.05am on fri morn)
I don’t watch TV these days. (yarite..ch u n youtube!)
I am currently single.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (im hopeless at controls..carn even master maplestory!)
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy. (uhh not when someone asks u "am i fat?")
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Maybe not sure..not now at least.. maybe when im old n stuff!)
I need money right now. (More like soon but give me now i can save it too!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (hate myself for it! trip over my words too!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money inLas Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (Maybe not cannot survive but like will have to answer every call!)
I like the way I look. (i think)
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (does hidden mean that i dont even know i have it?)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (FAMILY! siamed kahei's peck in sec 4!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (msn voice i guess.. though enjoy is like happy to talk.. im alrite i guess..)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (not for clothes but bags and shoes!)
Enjoy window shopping. (would be better if i can buy them!)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (people think my mum's my sis! 0.o)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (hey ppl turn to religion for catharsis man!)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before. (people)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (family not included)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (my vodka peach awaits me)
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park Movie".
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (dun really eat from pizza hut.. more canadian cos its 2-4-1!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (ehh not that i need it now since to get promoted juz need to pass ur exams!)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys. (wth?!)
I study for tests most of the time. (right now yes)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (heart pierced? HAHA jkjk)
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (the finding nemo ones? (: )
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument .
I have worked at a McDonald’s restaurant. ( i think i'll prefer BK though)
I hate office jobs. (yet to try so no comments but the pantry better be good!)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state. (hopefully i can get thru the selection!)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (apart from hersheys.. my little cousin!! )
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner. (wad?! to look like cleopatra?!)
I somehow enjoyed this thingy.
I usually like covers better than originals. (depends on the singer but i rarely listen to 2 versions anw)
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. (blogs, books that i always give up halfway)
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (i still do and my mum would be like "huh!?" when i mumble then i say "nvm nvm..")
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. ( i have cells, proteins, soluble substances etc.. is jazz a new protein? -_-)
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (see ive grown smarter! refer to previous quiz!)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist. (oohh though my 'art' is not for public showcase!)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
ok i noe joey has done this.. so i wun stabbed you.. its the mugging period now so dun think i'll stabbed anyone la.. do it if you want! :)
I miss somebody right now. (right now being 11.05am on fri morn)
I don’t watch TV these days. (yarite..ch u n youtube!)
I am currently single.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (im hopeless at controls..carn even master maplestory!)
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy. (uhh not when someone asks u "am i fat?")
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Maybe not sure..not now at least.. maybe when im old n stuff!)
I need money right now. (More like soon but give me now i can save it too!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (hate myself for it! trip over my words too!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (Maybe not cannot survive but like will have to answer every call!)
I like the way I look. (i think)
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (does hidden mean that i dont even know i have it?)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (FAMILY! siamed kahei's peck in sec 4!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (msn voice i guess.. though enjoy is like happy to talk.. im alrite i guess..)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (not for clothes but bags and shoes!)
Enjoy window shopping. (would be better if i can buy them!)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (people think my mum's my sis! 0.o)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (hey ppl turn to religion for catharsis man!)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before. (people)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (family not included)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (my vodka peach awaits me)
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park Movie".
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (dun really eat from pizza hut.. more canadian cos its 2-4-1!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (ehh not that i need it now since to get promoted juz need to pass ur exams!)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys. (wth?!)
I study for tests most of the time. (right now yes)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (heart pierced? HAHA jkjk)
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (the finding nemo ones? (: )
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument .
I have worked at a McDonald’s restaurant. ( i think i'll prefer BK though)
I hate office jobs. (yet to try so no comments but the pantry better be good!)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state. (hopefully i can get thru the selection!)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (apart from hersheys.. my little cousin!! )
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner. (wad?! to look like cleopatra?!)
I somehow enjoyed this thingy.
I usually like covers better than originals. (depends on the singer but i rarely listen to 2 versions anw)
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. (blogs, books that i always give up halfway)
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (i still do and my mum would be like "huh!?" when i mumble then i say "nvm nvm..")
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. ( i have cells, proteins, soluble substances etc.. is jazz a new protein? -_-)
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (see ive grown smarter! refer to previous quiz!)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist. (oohh though my 'art' is not for public showcase!)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
ok i noe joey has done this.. so i wun stabbed you.. its the mugging period now so dun think i'll stabbed anyone la.. do it if you want! :)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Sunday, October 15, 2006
bored from studying
thats me this morning studying outside in the garden with my shades on my head [was on my nose when reading cos light reflected off the notes is very glaring!]
do you sense the boredness in me?
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Farewell Assembly 2006
farewell was today.. din cry din feel much but im sure i'll miss the class more than i missed 409.. im sorry but except for the few ppl like ruth and and and maybe erm erm nvm..
we got nice vjc rings that are one-sized so it only fit all little fingers and some 4th fingers.. fits my right one.. haha!
brian / monic grace / peiquan / shumin / jessie jason / wara / yongfeng / jason / jessie ami monic grace wara
went out to eat later at ICHIBAN at PP
ate some set that came with unagi with rice n cold soba! plus miso and watermelon.. haha! so full la! but the soba was damn nice!!! =)
went back to skool to study after that.. took cab back with mr chua so dun need to cross the overheads!! XD thanx mr chua!
now for the random photos
taupok with poor jason at the bottom! / jingyuan and jason / our feet / jessie and deren
last thing. mrs chan is leaving VJC. :( just hope the new principal will be as fun..! if not VJC would never be the same again..
we got nice vjc rings that are one-sized so it only fit all little fingers and some 4th fingers.. fits my right one.. haha!
brian / monic grace / peiquan / shumin / jessie jason / wara / yongfeng / jason / jessie ami monic grace wara
went out to eat later at ICHIBAN at PP
ate some set that came with unagi with rice n cold soba! plus miso and watermelon.. haha! so full la! but the soba was damn nice!!! =)
went back to skool to study after that.. took cab back with mr chua so dun need to cross the overheads!! XD thanx mr chua!
now for the random photos
taupok with poor jason at the bottom! / jingyuan and jason / our feet / jessie and deren
last thing. mrs chan is leaving VJC. :( just hope the new principal will be as fun..! if not VJC would never be the same again..
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
last wk of skool n im feeling tired n i wanna just stay at home n study. skool seems useless with endless amounts of hw like physics tys, chem papers, maths revision tut and specimen papers etc. its like overwhelming! dun have enough time to finish these let alone revise properly..
:( yucks.
wednesday is like so ponnable since ive alr asked mrs leow to look through my essay and its only bio tut left.. but the thing is that there is mock gp in the afternoon at 230! arghh zzz wad a nice way to end my wonderful wednesday.
got back chem mock mcq.. 28/40.. 70% well wasnt tt well done esp organic section.. super careless! could have been like 31/40 or sth.. bah nvm.. n someone has to teach me how to do bond angles for mcq cos im horrible at it!!! nv calculate properly one.. terrible.. think my jnrs can do it better than me.. :S
might go to vietnam after As with ami n grace n whoever else that wants to come along cos japan's freezing and so is korea and hongkong n taiwan and we need retail therapy so vietnam is cheap, safe, they speak english and its shoppers paradise since the exchange rate is like totally in our favour.. :)
package or free and easy? tiger airways airport tax + fuel surcharge etc is more than the tix itself! like 60 + 62 = 122 . THANX. some youth hostels cost like US$5 per night for triple sharing while hotels cost like S$160 per night or sth.. like 0.o go cheap cheap!
scholarship emails have been coming n there are some i already have in mind like dsta, psc, a*star etc. hopefully can get into one of those then can go overseas if not i'll stay in sg n drive around in my new car! :) looking at nissan march, toyota ist or even a kangoo van though they said petrol is a killer. hahaha! see the incentive to stay in sg? now u know why i only applied for cambridge n imperial.. haha use the money to buy car better.. summore parents gonna pay! why not? =D mum said to faster pass my driving after As cos its becoming more ex to learn n i think she would like to have someone to drive instead too.. rite now it seems really cool to drive.. wait till im sick of being somebody else's driver.. muahahhahax!
we were toking bout uni orientation today n like how it MIGHT be like.. first day of skool, roaming around like lost sheep n we decided that we might even just pon it la cos its like quite lame anw.. haha.. and ami wished for all of us to find a bf in uni and marry b4 the age of 26 cos monic n jessie intend to marry a guy aged 28 then. whoa all planned out siaz! :)
singapore needs more PhDs and i told my mum i wanna do my PhD too and she said go ahead.. its not whether u want or not but whether u can make it or not.. thanx la i will make it n show it to you.. haha mum's afraid if i get my PhD then no guy would wanna marry me cos too smart liao.. -_-" that would be the least of my worries if i can support myself.. RITE? hiak hiak hiak.. single, highly qualified, rich, famous researcher? SHIOK!
im day dreaming again.
someone please motivate me to work towards that ok?
thanx!
:( yucks.
wednesday is like so ponnable since ive alr asked mrs leow to look through my essay and its only bio tut left.. but the thing is that there is mock gp in the afternoon at 230! arghh zzz wad a nice way to end my wonderful wednesday.
got back chem mock mcq.. 28/40.. 70% well wasnt tt well done esp organic section.. super careless! could have been like 31/40 or sth.. bah nvm.. n someone has to teach me how to do bond angles for mcq cos im horrible at it!!! nv calculate properly one.. terrible.. think my jnrs can do it better than me.. :S
might go to vietnam after As with ami n grace n whoever else that wants to come along cos japan's freezing and so is korea and hongkong n taiwan and we need retail therapy so vietnam is cheap, safe, they speak english and its shoppers paradise since the exchange rate is like totally in our favour.. :)
package or free and easy? tiger airways airport tax + fuel surcharge etc is more than the tix itself! like 60 + 62 = 122 . THANX. some youth hostels cost like US$5 per night for triple sharing while hotels cost like S$160 per night or sth.. like 0.o go cheap cheap!
scholarship emails have been coming n there are some i already have in mind like dsta, psc, a*star etc. hopefully can get into one of those then can go overseas if not i'll stay in sg n drive around in my new car! :) looking at nissan march, toyota ist or even a kangoo van though they said petrol is a killer. hahaha! see the incentive to stay in sg? now u know why i only applied for cambridge n imperial.. haha use the money to buy car better.. summore parents gonna pay! why not? =D mum said to faster pass my driving after As cos its becoming more ex to learn n i think she would like to have someone to drive instead too.. rite now it seems really cool to drive.. wait till im sick of being somebody else's driver.. muahahhahax!
we were toking bout uni orientation today n like how it MIGHT be like.. first day of skool, roaming around like lost sheep n we decided that we might even just pon it la cos its like quite lame anw.. haha.. and ami wished for all of us to find a bf in uni and marry b4 the age of 26 cos monic n jessie intend to marry a guy aged 28 then. whoa all planned out siaz! :)
singapore needs more PhDs and i told my mum i wanna do my PhD too and she said go ahead.. its not whether u want or not but whether u can make it or not.. thanx la i will make it n show it to you.. haha mum's afraid if i get my PhD then no guy would wanna marry me cos too smart liao.. -_-" that would be the least of my worries if i can support myself.. RITE? hiak hiak hiak.. single, highly qualified, rich, famous researcher? SHIOK!
im day dreaming again.
someone please motivate me to work towards that ok?
thanx!
Friday, October 06, 2006
so is it 6% or 5 % or wad? no one knows n the rumours continue.
stupid yong guan gave me false hopes by saying its 6%! haha but no one knows till they release the results the sign.. :(
calculated bio wrongly so its BBBC if they mod 5% its BBBB 6% then its ABBB.
scores would be like 70-69-68-67
how wonderful. so zhun eh?
SUAY SIAZ!
stupid yong guan gave me false hopes by saying its 6%! haha but no one knows till they release the results the sign.. :(
calculated bio wrongly so its BBBC if they mod 5% its BBBB 6% then its ABBB.
scores would be like 70-69-68-67
how wonderful. so zhun eh?
SUAY SIAZ!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i am disappointed. my A just flew away because of mr chow. WHY WHY WHY!
its not like u dont know how much i need it.. told u i need it for scholarships as well as uni application but u just refused to give it to me saying that its better for me to study instead of harping on just one pathetic one mark in his opinion.
and its not like im asking for a free mark. that one mark is mine! just because it was a little too high on the graph doesnt mean that its wrong wad.. who asked u ppl to give such a weird number that cannot be plotted nicely?? summore log graph so how would i noe exactly where in the world would .021 be rite.. :( SAD!
that one mark could be that make-or-break thing lehz.. think about it.. would u rather take a person with ABBC or BBBC? :( worse thing is that if chem they mod 5 marks my wonderful grades would be like 69-69-68-64 its like ARGHHH!!
can anyone understand how frustrated i feel??
carn express how i feel properly into words.. #^%*&#% maybe that would help.
its not like u dont know how much i need it.. told u i need it for scholarships as well as uni application but u just refused to give it to me saying that its better for me to study instead of harping on just one pathetic one mark in his opinion.
and its not like im asking for a free mark. that one mark is mine! just because it was a little too high on the graph doesnt mean that its wrong wad.. who asked u ppl to give such a weird number that cannot be plotted nicely?? summore log graph so how would i noe exactly where in the world would .021 be rite.. :( SAD!
that one mark could be that make-or-break thing lehz.. think about it.. would u rather take a person with ABBC or BBBC? :( worse thing is that if chem they mod 5 marks my wonderful grades would be like 69-69-68-64 its like ARGHHH!!
can anyone understand how frustrated i feel??
carn express how i feel properly into words.. #^%*&#% maybe that would help.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
theres this new game i found.. O2 jam.. gosh its damn addictive!!!
its like DDR except that there are like 7 buttons instead of up down left right.
ARGH! someone get me off it.. thankfully the download for the song packs are quite slow so i dont have many new songs to play with.. maybe that'll make me sick of it for a while b4 i get on with it again.. muahahhax!!!
got back some results le.. disappointing but not tt bad la..
GP : B4 [wth?!]
Maths : B [68/100] not again.. can go buy 4D 6868 le.!
Chem : C [63.25] hopefully can squeeze marks up to 65..! :)
maths s : 50/100 [better than the 10 i tot i would get!!] :)
tts all for now.. bio mcq like 25/30 though one qn is so arguable but mr chua refuses to budge!
bio structured core 39.5/60
haiz must jiayou liao!!!!!!!
its like DDR except that there are like 7 buttons instead of up down left right.
ARGH! someone get me off it.. thankfully the download for the song packs are quite slow so i dont have many new songs to play with.. maybe that'll make me sick of it for a while b4 i get on with it again.. muahahhax!!!
got back some results le.. disappointing but not tt bad la..
GP : B4 [wth?!]
Maths : B [68/100] not again.. can go buy 4D 6868 le.!
Chem : C [63.25] hopefully can squeeze marks up to 65..! :)
maths s : 50/100 [better than the 10 i tot i would get!!] :)
tts all for now.. bio mcq like 25/30 though one qn is so arguable but mr chua refuses to budge!
bio structured core 39.5/60
haiz must jiayou liao!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Monday, September 25, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
okies application sent in le.. just not sure if cook sent it in in time.. but im really glad he agreed to help me!! =D thanx!
now my ucas application is still waiting for his letter of recommendation to be entered b4 he sends it in and finally i can concentrate on studying..
my bio option was horrible but at least i noe what to do for a levels le.. cos i finally can remember spermatogenesis [stupid essay] after i read it again when i got home.. essay was disastrous though i think the structured wasnt as bad.. hahaha.. hopefully!! now i really need to score for paper 1.. my last hope..
now my ucas application is still waiting for his letter of recommendation to be entered b4 he sends it in and finally i can concentrate on studying..
my bio option was horrible but at least i noe what to do for a levels le.. cos i finally can remember spermatogenesis [stupid essay] after i read it again when i got home.. essay was disastrous though i think the structured wasnt as bad.. hahaha.. hopefully!! now i really need to score for paper 1.. my last hope..
Sunday, September 17, 2006
cambridge
argh im very stressed now.
last min application to cambridge.
fact or fiction?
fact.
now what do i do?
1) tchers recommendation
2) personal statement
suddenly i feel motivated to study like siao! maybe its a good thing! :)
filling up ucas and caf is stressful cos i dunno how to fill.. luckily got my cousin to help me as well as yong feng who applied to oxford. at least part of my ucas is done liao.. the o and a level part at least.. still need to dig up my piano grades.. :S bah.
35 pounds to apply n everything needs to be at cambridge by 15 oct. someone save me!
dun dare to approach mr cook cos he'll kill me for sure.. so im on my own now!
mr chua's phone is off so cannot ask him to help me to write.. if he cannot then im gonna ask ms hoo cos she's my teacher advisor for higher ed. as well as my maths tcher.. she has agreed to help me but can only write after 28 sept so tt means 1st week of oct.. yeah
i oso dunno who to ask to help me write.. my cousin says to ask form tcher which i think is better since ms hoo only teaches me maths but then wad bout cca teacher? ms chua? then mr chow? argh.!
applied to imperial too but tt is not my worry cos its only ucas n its 15 jan!
last min application to cambridge.
fact or fiction?
fact.
now what do i do?
1) tchers recommendation
2) personal statement
suddenly i feel motivated to study like siao! maybe its a good thing! :)
filling up ucas and caf is stressful cos i dunno how to fill.. luckily got my cousin to help me as well as yong feng who applied to oxford. at least part of my ucas is done liao.. the o and a level part at least.. still need to dig up my piano grades.. :S bah.
35 pounds to apply n everything needs to be at cambridge by 15 oct. someone save me!
dun dare to approach mr cook cos he'll kill me for sure.. so im on my own now!
mr chua's phone is off so cannot ask him to help me to write.. if he cannot then im gonna ask ms hoo cos she's my teacher advisor for higher ed. as well as my maths tcher.. she has agreed to help me but can only write after 28 sept so tt means 1st week of oct.. yeah
i oso dunno who to ask to help me write.. my cousin says to ask form tcher which i think is better since ms hoo only teaches me maths but then wad bout cca teacher? ms chua? then mr chow? argh.!
applied to imperial too but tt is not my worry cos its only ucas n its 15 jan!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
somtimes i ask myself y am i even trying when even if i study i cannot do the qns?!
today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.
ouch.
chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..
i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..
and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P
today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.
ouch.
chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..
i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..
and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P
somtimes i ask myself y am i even trying when even if i study i cannot do the qns?!
today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.
ouch.
chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..
i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..
and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P
today's physics was uber weird.. not like ur normal questions la.. :S haf fun if u're gonna try my paper later on.
ouch.
chem 2 tml. really hope it would be better..
i have concluded that i can only mug to do well.. previously mugged physics like shit got an A.. now nv really touch then really like shit.. chem got touch a little so hopefully better than the horrible E i got the previous time..
and peter has become the object of comparision now. :S "how come peter can get 4 As u cannot lehz? " piangz.. see la y u so smart! haha smart oso cannot.. :P
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
bio 2
maths 1
chem 3
ARE OVER!
though i wun comment on how they went.
ok fine. bio not enuf time so din finish my essay so tts 12M down the drain! worse still is i knew wad to write! arghh my kidney.. :(
maths i didnt noe how to do my 3d trigo. did first part but prob wrong. heck. maths left bout 10M blank.
chem i dunno la.. didnt seem tt bad but the question now wld be are my answers correct?! haha!
tml's physics 1 and 2. jiayou!
maths 1
chem 3
ARE OVER!
though i wun comment on how they went.
ok fine. bio not enuf time so din finish my essay so tts 12M down the drain! worse still is i knew wad to write! arghh my kidney.. :(
maths i didnt noe how to do my 3d trigo. did first part but prob wrong. heck. maths left bout 10M blank.
chem i dunno la.. didnt seem tt bad but the question now wld be are my answers correct?! haha!
tml's physics 1 and 2. jiayou!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
alrite its now down to the crunch!
i still think im very dead. doing papers now n im crying!
maths still managable..
chem is horrigible.. more like needmiracleligible.
physics is haventryyetigable. less than horrigible.
bio is praygodwillhelpmegible. less than horrigble as well.
as u can see.. my A sub probably.. hopefully.. better be maths..
followed by physics.. hopefully if i practice more!! or shud i say start practicing in the first place!
then bio and chem..
haiz seems quite hopeless to me though.. wad is the world coming to?!?!
everybody has lost touch with themselves n juz immersing themselves in books.. though i still spend far too much time on the computer!! someone pull me away from it.. suspend my KOL acc.. erm delete my msn.. juz crash my com if possible..! hours whiled away on it.. ouch..
computer time unlike always is wasted time and not time saved.
how ironic it is when i installed "google web accelerator" and rite now the counter says "11.4 hours saved." wonder if i didnt spend time saving this 11.4 hr in the first place how much time would i have saved?!?
does it really mean i saved a day when it reaches 24? when i haf actually spent more than 1568621 hr saving tt 24 hrs.. yowie.
of cos that horrible no. is just an estimate. dun wanna noe how much time i haf really wasted! quantifying such stuff is scary. makes me feel like i haven done anything productive..!
i still think im very dead. doing papers now n im crying!
maths still managable..
chem is horrigible.. more like needmiracleligible.
physics is haventryyetigable. less than horrigible.
bio is praygodwillhelpmegible. less than horrigble as well.
as u can see.. my A sub probably.. hopefully.. better be maths..
followed by physics.. hopefully if i practice more!! or shud i say start practicing in the first place!
then bio and chem..
haiz seems quite hopeless to me though.. wad is the world coming to?!?!
everybody has lost touch with themselves n juz immersing themselves in books.. though i still spend far too much time on the computer!! someone pull me away from it.. suspend my KOL acc.. erm delete my msn.. juz crash my com if possible..! hours whiled away on it.. ouch..
computer time unlike always is wasted time and not time saved.
how ironic it is when i installed "google web accelerator" and rite now the counter says "11.4 hours saved." wonder if i didnt spend time saving this 11.4 hr in the first place how much time would i have saved?!?
does it really mean i saved a day when it reaches 24? when i haf actually spent more than 1568621 hr saving tt 24 hrs.. yowie.
of cos that horrible no. is just an estimate. dun wanna noe how much time i haf really wasted! quantifying such stuff is scary. makes me feel like i haven done anything productive..!
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
is it true that once u've found your one true love that u'll know it right away..? and even if you're in a crowd u'll be able to find him/her cos you've only eyes for him/her? only when u've really met the fated one will you be able to understand that word 'fate'?
why is it that love happens when u're least looking for it and nv comes when u're trying to find it?
wad is love actually? the sense of euphoria that overcomes oneself when in the arms of the other? or just being comfortable with each other in silence? or just knowing the fact that no matter wad happens he/she will be there for you?
true love is nv easy to find and time will test it.. situations would crop up to test your love but at the end of the day.. things will work out if its meant to be..
many say that love would come your way someday.. will it be worth the wait? the time will come when its right. yeah. tts right. wait.
PS. things been happening these few days n been kinda off but im alrite now.. parents n their rubbish as usual.. carn they juz believe that things are juz platonic.. haiz.. i juz wanna hug my mr tomato to sleep.. :( but i guess they are right in some stuff.. i carn help it.. juz seem to be able to tok to guys better than girls.. ouch tts where probs start. >.<
why is it that love happens when u're least looking for it and nv comes when u're trying to find it?
wad is love actually? the sense of euphoria that overcomes oneself when in the arms of the other? or just being comfortable with each other in silence? or just knowing the fact that no matter wad happens he/she will be there for you?
true love is nv easy to find and time will test it.. situations would crop up to test your love but at the end of the day.. things will work out if its meant to be..
many say that love would come your way someday.. will it be worth the wait? the time will come when its right. yeah. tts right. wait.
PS. things been happening these few days n been kinda off but im alrite now.. parents n their rubbish as usual.. carn they juz believe that things are juz platonic.. haiz.. i juz wanna hug my mr tomato to sleep.. :( but i guess they are right in some stuff.. i carn help it.. juz seem to be able to tok to guys better than girls.. ouch tts where probs start. >.<
Monday, August 21, 2006
Happy 100th entry to my beloved blog!!
shall make this a "im gg on a hiatus for now.." didnt seem tt long since i moved here though.. 100 considering i post irregularly.. tt shud be more than 1 yr by now.. haha.. longer than tt actually..
alritex study ppl.. 1 wk to gp prelims n im freaking out!
tt makes it 3 weeks to actual prelims n its time to sit down n study hard. seriously. haven kept to my word of being a mugger! whoops.
shall make this a "im gg on a hiatus for now.." didnt seem tt long since i moved here though.. 100 considering i post irregularly.. tt shud be more than 1 yr by now.. haha.. longer than tt actually..
alritex study ppl.. 1 wk to gp prelims n im freaking out!
tt makes it 3 weeks to actual prelims n its time to sit down n study hard. seriously. haven kept to my word of being a mugger! whoops.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I miss somebody right now. [alrite i guess]
I don't watch much TV these days. [loads that its distressing]
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. [love it to bits!]
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [erm minor surgery? y not? haha! i dunno.. :)]
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look. [ok i guess?]
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent. [hidden means i dunno wad it is either?]
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. [mum?]
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm obsessed with my Blogger or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbour or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I am a Democrat.
I am a Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. [unless same yr][at the moment]
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. [ my heart]
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams. [cos i haf them?]
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. [erm ok i guess?]
I worked at a McDonald's restaurant before.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. [friends?]
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. [for fun?]
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. [as in french-kissing?]
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. [of cos la!]
I talk in my sleep. [and i noe when i talk]
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am NOT ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. [hee!]
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I am always daydreaming.
I don't watch much TV these days. [loads that its distressing]
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. [love it to bits!]
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [erm minor surgery? y not? haha! i dunno.. :)]
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look. [ok i guess?]
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent. [hidden means i dunno wad it is either?]
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. [mum?]
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm obsessed with my Blogger or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Blogger or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbour or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I am a Democrat.
I am a Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. [unless same yr][at the moment]
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. [ my heart]
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams. [cos i haf them?]
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. [erm ok i guess?]
I worked at a McDonald's restaurant before.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. [friends?]
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. [for fun?]
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. [as in french-kissing?]
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. [of cos la!]
I talk in my sleep. [and i noe when i talk]
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am NOT ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. [hee!]
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I am always daydreaming.
haiz skool's in.. hol's out.. n i need to start studying soon.. glue my butt to my chair! started with a bit of bio.. some physics.. now chem.. maths juz do i guess.. yeah my trigo identities etc still bit cannot make it.. then mixing up all my stats stuff.. CLT.. estimation.. hypothesis etc.. arghh.. but i'll get them sorted out soon :)
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
add 4 cups of chawamushi, 2 bowls of udon, 1 extra plate of sushi.. hmm is that alot? we counted total no. of items is 43.. times 1.90 there about it would be like 81.7 paid bout 71.. so hmm we ate an excess of 10 bucks! though we forgot bout the mochi ice cream!!! arghh!! nvm my dad won $10 starbucks voucher so i guess tt made up for it.. my mochi......... :(
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Monday, July 31, 2006
college day yest! was interesting! :) met up with a few snrs.. yeah kinda miss last yr.. oh well.. life goes on..
tnod ksa em daw i tlef retfa ti soc ti saw etiuq dirroh.
please dont decipher that.
anw went for 409 outing after tt.. took 16 which took forever to get there.. y din i wait for 36?! anw went to find the loft then met up with the rest of them! :) so nice! as usual sheeyin n her stories.. ok mine too.. realised i really tok a lot!! haha.. tt happened at PP tt day too.. whoops.. tts when i realised how much i can tok nonstop for.. we ate then juz talked about skool n stuff.. maryann n jermaine were mad!! aiyohh.. nv seen them this crazy b4.. :P vj muz haf gotten to maryann.. hehe!!
so we later took some pics juz below the loft.. gotta get them from jermz etc.. :) then we toked bout the blardy skirt issue which is sooo dumb.. lets juz wait with bated breath for TNP to write an article bout it.. grr so lame cos there really isnt an issue since u alr couldnt find evidences for it! trust u to come back again to find evidences that "proved your pt".. wad pt? dont waste ur time n move on to other issues alrite?
walked along citylink on the way back to the station.. it felt really nice to be gg back with yii wen and sheeyin again.. haiz used to do tt back in rg.. :( last time i did tt was the previous outing when it was with yii wen.. yeah.. :) btw yushan's looking good!
went swimming today. like OMG! last time i swam was like last yr after skool at my uncle's house before med trg.. bathed n went back to skool after tt.. hahah! after tt got home n had a terrible stomachache n was perspiring profusely.. later on i couldnt eat lunch le cos no strength liao.. :S snacked on lays later on n i ate dinner.. yeah..
its mon again and it juz means one more wk closer to prelims n As.. gosh i dunno how to prepare for this shit! biochem test on thurs.. crap cos we havent finished carbo.. n i need to study proteins, nucleic acids, lipids, enzymes too! not exactly the same as bio summore.. though can apply some knowledge..
no more pe so tml can start mugging during those 3 breaks liao.. ok shall mug proteins and lipids.. jiayou!
tnod ksa em daw i tlef retfa ti soc ti saw etiuq dirroh.
please dont decipher that.
anw went for 409 outing after tt.. took 16 which took forever to get there.. y din i wait for 36?! anw went to find the loft then met up with the rest of them! :) so nice! as usual sheeyin n her stories.. ok mine too.. realised i really tok a lot!! haha.. tt happened at PP tt day too.. whoops.. tts when i realised how much i can tok nonstop for.. we ate then juz talked about skool n stuff.. maryann n jermaine were mad!! aiyohh.. nv seen them this crazy b4.. :P vj muz haf gotten to maryann.. hehe!!
so we later took some pics juz below the loft.. gotta get them from jermz etc.. :) then we toked bout the blardy skirt issue which is sooo dumb.. lets juz wait with bated breath for TNP to write an article bout it.. grr so lame cos there really isnt an issue since u alr couldnt find evidences for it! trust u to come back again to find evidences that "proved your pt".. wad pt? dont waste ur time n move on to other issues alrite?
walked along citylink on the way back to the station.. it felt really nice to be gg back with yii wen and sheeyin again.. haiz used to do tt back in rg.. :( last time i did tt was the previous outing when it was with yii wen.. yeah.. :) btw yushan's looking good!
went swimming today. like OMG! last time i swam was like last yr after skool at my uncle's house before med trg.. bathed n went back to skool after tt.. hahah! after tt got home n had a terrible stomachache n was perspiring profusely.. later on i couldnt eat lunch le cos no strength liao.. :S snacked on lays later on n i ate dinner.. yeah..
its mon again and it juz means one more wk closer to prelims n As.. gosh i dunno how to prepare for this shit! biochem test on thurs.. crap cos we havent finished carbo.. n i need to study proteins, nucleic acids, lipids, enzymes too! not exactly the same as bio summore.. though can apply some knowledge..
no more pe so tml can start mugging during those 3 breaks liao.. ok shall mug proteins and lipids.. jiayou!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
i juz hope that i can finish up my revision etc by prelims.. at least read through everything once or hopefully twice n revise again!
body aching again.. arghh but at least it paid off! hahaha.. :)
our skool juz renovated the sci and tech labs and built this flower clock based on this pw project.. apparently NEA might use it for the garden thingie at marina.. MOE gave us money to build it too i think.. aint too sure bout tt.. quite cool.. considering all the japanese roses there.. tgt with this diamond looking tetrahedral strucutre which really looks like the ball and stick structure! not forgetting the IR lamps to cause the flowers to bloom at different times due to photoperiodism.. coolness!
our pw projects up on the boards! y didnt they put our names.. :( so sad! but the comments were like whoa.. haha.. no wonder we got an A.. haha! no but really.. didnt think it was tt good either.. but i guess mr chua did help quite a bit in helping us edit the report.. making it "coherent and easy to read" oohh.. :)
these two yrs haf passed really quickly that i feel like im gonna miss this big family a huge lot.. mr chow.. mr chua.. ms hoo.. mrs mah.. MS CHUA! mrs leow.. even mr tan though he only took us for one term of pe.. ppl like sherli.. zhongyi.. yong guan.. S13.. basically juz seeing familiar faces everywhere.. ppl who are nice n friendly.. people who u can harrass without being daoed [sorry sam!] sitting in the treehouses looking at ppl run.. gossipping in the lts.. trying to pass food in the lt without being caught [using notes to cover the packet] nodding off to dreamland in some lectures.. observing interesting characters during lectures [boy does vj haf a handful!] i dunno.. there's just too much i miss in vj n i dun wanna leave it.. seems like yest when i juz entered it in march.. all the rubbish that the guys haf sprouted that added to the memories..
will this blog be still around in the future for me to look back n reminisce at the events that have occurred when i was juz 17 and 18? will i still keep in contact with these frenz? considering that im practically not in contact with my lower sec classmates liao.. seems quite bleak.. class reunions? maybe they would mean more to us when we grow up cos class outings seem quite mundane rite now.. same lives.. same situation.. wads new?
even though i havent exactly left a really indelible mark in vj [unless u count vandalism on the tables with pen tips but i din write the 05S13 one i swear! must be outta my mind if i did] its made a huge impression on me.. was sitting at the canteen the other day waiting for my mum n looked across the foyer and carpark.. the tree-lined driveway.. the cosy feeling.. the informal assemblies and just walking across the road from the foyer to the canteen when we are hungry after mugging in the lib.. times when we all congregate at the lockers to take our tys.. occassions when minnie jason bullies mickey michelle.. haha! these are the things that would fade but when u meet up again.. it'll come flooding back all at once..
its quite sad that i dont really rmb my pri skool and lower sec life.. nothing worth noting i guess.. i dont want the memory of these 2 yrs to fade into some deep dank corner of my mind.. despite the tears, the frustrations that have come with it.. i must say that jc has been prob the best two yrs of my life.. really unless u compare with time in art club! :) teachers noe u on a first name basis.. they msg u to wish u good luck for ur CTs.. u chat with them on msn.. u can msg them anytime if u have problems with subject etc.. its really like a close knit family.. i guess this is wad being in vj is really like.. it isnt all about the cheers and spirit etc.. its this feeling of familyness that makes us so special.. about half the tchers were past victorians.. and you wonder why we are so bonded? its just in us.. teachers to students.. everyone is related in one way or another.. u really just gotta be here to experience it for yourself..
nil sine labore. now this really applies to prelims. nothing without labour. ouch.
body aching again.. arghh but at least it paid off! hahaha.. :)
our skool juz renovated the sci and tech labs and built this flower clock based on this pw project.. apparently NEA might use it for the garden thingie at marina.. MOE gave us money to build it too i think.. aint too sure bout tt.. quite cool.. considering all the japanese roses there.. tgt with this diamond looking tetrahedral strucutre which really looks like the ball and stick structure! not forgetting the IR lamps to cause the flowers to bloom at different times due to photoperiodism.. coolness!
our pw projects up on the boards! y didnt they put our names.. :( so sad! but the comments were like whoa.. haha.. no wonder we got an A.. haha! no but really.. didnt think it was tt good either.. but i guess mr chua did help quite a bit in helping us edit the report.. making it "coherent and easy to read" oohh.. :)
these two yrs haf passed really quickly that i feel like im gonna miss this big family a huge lot.. mr chow.. mr chua.. ms hoo.. mrs mah.. MS CHUA! mrs leow.. even mr tan though he only took us for one term of pe.. ppl like sherli.. zhongyi.. yong guan.. S13.. basically juz seeing familiar faces everywhere.. ppl who are nice n friendly.. people who u can harrass without being daoed [sorry sam!] sitting in the treehouses looking at ppl run.. gossipping in the lts.. trying to pass food in the lt without being caught [using notes to cover the packet] nodding off to dreamland in some lectures.. observing interesting characters during lectures [boy does vj haf a handful!] i dunno.. there's just too much i miss in vj n i dun wanna leave it.. seems like yest when i juz entered it in march.. all the rubbish that the guys haf sprouted that added to the memories..
will this blog be still around in the future for me to look back n reminisce at the events that have occurred when i was juz 17 and 18? will i still keep in contact with these frenz? considering that im practically not in contact with my lower sec classmates liao.. seems quite bleak.. class reunions? maybe they would mean more to us when we grow up cos class outings seem quite mundane rite now.. same lives.. same situation.. wads new?
even though i havent exactly left a really indelible mark in vj [unless u count vandalism on the tables with pen tips but i din write the 05S13 one i swear! must be outta my mind if i did] its made a huge impression on me.. was sitting at the canteen the other day waiting for my mum n looked across the foyer and carpark.. the tree-lined driveway.. the cosy feeling.. the informal assemblies and just walking across the road from the foyer to the canteen when we are hungry after mugging in the lib.. times when we all congregate at the lockers to take our tys.. occassions when minnie jason bullies mickey michelle.. haha! these are the things that would fade but when u meet up again.. it'll come flooding back all at once..
its quite sad that i dont really rmb my pri skool and lower sec life.. nothing worth noting i guess.. i dont want the memory of these 2 yrs to fade into some deep dank corner of my mind.. despite the tears, the frustrations that have come with it.. i must say that jc has been prob the best two yrs of my life.. really unless u compare with time in art club! :) teachers noe u on a first name basis.. they msg u to wish u good luck for ur CTs.. u chat with them on msn.. u can msg them anytime if u have problems with subject etc.. its really like a close knit family.. i guess this is wad being in vj is really like.. it isnt all about the cheers and spirit etc.. its this feeling of familyness that makes us so special.. about half the tchers were past victorians.. and you wonder why we are so bonded? its just in us.. teachers to students.. everyone is related in one way or another.. u really just gotta be here to experience it for yourself..
nil sine labore. now this really applies to prelims. nothing without labour. ouch.
Monday, July 24, 2006
oh man i just realised how close it is to prelims and A levels.. it seems rather far but its not!! gp is like in 4 wks time.. prelims proper in 6 weeks.. there after its about 2 months to A levels.. NOOO!! this is not good.. :S
went for the us fair today.. gosh i dont think i can go unless i get a scholarship but looking at my s papers and results i think i am headed for NUS or NTU which are quite good too! :)
crap maybe i should just go to germany n benefit from the almost free education there. haha. thats after i splurge 4000 bucks [omg!] on the intensive course in dresden or mannheim.. $_$ that is how i probably will look after i come back..
went for the us fair today.. gosh i dont think i can go unless i get a scholarship but looking at my s papers and results i think i am headed for NUS or NTU which are quite good too! :)
- no money
- not many unis have biomedical sciences.. only as additional majors.. PS. they haf biomedical engineering though! but so different..
- results?
- my horrible transcripts
- predicted grades of probably not 4As
- no stellar results at competitions eg olympiads etc
- no money again. :(
crap maybe i should just go to germany n benefit from the almost free education there. haha. thats after i splurge 4000 bucks [omg!] on the intensive course in dresden or mannheim.. $_$ that is how i probably will look after i come back..
Friday, July 21, 2006
Girl Next Door
Girl Next Door
Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door
I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...
guess tts how i feel at times.. hmm but i like being that girl next door. :)
Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door
I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...
guess tts how i feel at times.. hmm but i like being that girl next door. :)
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
ouch my legs hurt! din noe 5 items can be so xiong la.. :S
my maths is gg at a crazy rate.. finished DE 15.3 when the lecture juz ended today.. doing normal approx tut when we've barely started the lecture on approx.. and i think we're gonna run outta things to do soon at the rate my tcher is gg.. oh well tts normal actually.. she finished one tut in one day when we take days to do one.. :(
chem only at TM.. still got biochem n NMR 2 to do.. die la..
physics still got analogue, fluids, data analysis (?), charged particles etc
bio lectures not finished yet.. only at control of human growth.. still haf sexual repro n control in plants.. haiz.. so tts like 3 more tuts to go..
then it will be revision full steam ahead!!!!!
omg i think the A levels are really scary. dont u think so? i mean like juz 2 yrs ago we were mugging away for Os.. hoping to get into RJ or sth.. and now it would be hoping to get into ivy league or sth.. scholarships etc.. :S still carn imagine next yr will be in uni le.. at most following year.. so fast la.. gosh! suddenly we're leaving the system that we have come to love and hate so much.. no more uniforms [though i will miss them cos im too lazy to decide wad to wear].. no more assembly.. haiz do u miss skool now?????
once u get to uni u wun haf close knit classes anymore.. no more fun. juz more discussions n trying to get yourself noticed.. guess when u go overseas u've gotta compete with others to be outstanding n (in)famous.. it can be so intimidating i guess.. when you've tried your best but somehow u still lag behind others.. ouch.. in a foreign country all alone etc..
oh well tts another worry for another day.. right now it would be to understand analogue n get thru prelims and the As..
btw chem paper one falls on my bdae. ouch. luckily only one paper. unlike Os where i had geog 1 and physics. whoops.
my maths is gg at a crazy rate.. finished DE 15.3 when the lecture juz ended today.. doing normal approx tut when we've barely started the lecture on approx.. and i think we're gonna run outta things to do soon at the rate my tcher is gg.. oh well tts normal actually.. she finished one tut in one day when we take days to do one.. :(
chem only at TM.. still got biochem n NMR 2 to do.. die la..
physics still got analogue, fluids, data analysis (?), charged particles etc
bio lectures not finished yet.. only at control of human growth.. still haf sexual repro n control in plants.. haiz.. so tts like 3 more tuts to go..
then it will be revision full steam ahead!!!!!
omg i think the A levels are really scary. dont u think so? i mean like juz 2 yrs ago we were mugging away for Os.. hoping to get into RJ or sth.. and now it would be hoping to get into ivy league or sth.. scholarships etc.. :S still carn imagine next yr will be in uni le.. at most following year.. so fast la.. gosh! suddenly we're leaving the system that we have come to love and hate so much.. no more uniforms [though i will miss them cos im too lazy to decide wad to wear].. no more assembly.. haiz do u miss skool now?????
once u get to uni u wun haf close knit classes anymore.. no more fun. juz more discussions n trying to get yourself noticed.. guess when u go overseas u've gotta compete with others to be outstanding n (in)famous.. it can be so intimidating i guess.. when you've tried your best but somehow u still lag behind others.. ouch.. in a foreign country all alone etc..
oh well tts another worry for another day.. right now it would be to understand analogue n get thru prelims and the As..
btw chem paper one falls on my bdae. ouch. luckily only one paper. unlike Os where i had geog 1 and physics. whoops.
Monday, July 17, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006
woohoo watch pirates liao! oh n please wait till the credits have rolled b4 leaving cos there's a nice surprise behind.. hahaha! though it was really short.. :( but yeah do wait for it!! even though most ppl would haf left by then n all the cleaners would be standing by waiting for u to leave.. hahah!
guess the show was quite alright though the first one made more sense than this.. because the ending was like "huh end liao ar.. wth.. now for part 3.." kind of ending yeah.. deads man chest is rather lame n drama but its funny!! depp is so good..! the effects were good too.. yeah so i guess overall its not bad la.. :) go watch! i missed the first part though.. was late n some ppl took our seats so had to wait for them to go back b4 we could sit down..
first time out since a long time ago.. prob nanny mcphee? haha! or my girl n i.. depending on which came out first.. went to mph and then hmv to look at books n cds.. i realised i dl a lot of songs la.. i was like looking at the range and i went "oh i dl liao.. i haf this too! and this! and that!" then all the movies and dramas im like "oh watched on youtube.. got pirated vcd etc" whoops.. im soo supportive of original cds siaz.. oh i do buy them hor! juz that sometimes i buy liao then kena scolded.. :( or like in one cd i only want one song so no point buying the whole cd i gues..
saw zhihui sherilyn n angeline! haha too bad i couldnt stop to talk to them.. :(
i am going to become a mugger.. even more mugger than wad im alr.. arghh though i dun think i would really keep to that.. i juz hope i can be more focused n jiayou for prelims!! dun wanna let the teachers down n even worse get like D for physics after my A.. :S tt would be horrible! so i muz muz muz keep up my physics.. work a little harder for maths.. cheong like siao for chem and study smarter for bio.. as for the s papers.. haiz.. do wad i can only lor.. :(
guess the show was quite alright though the first one made more sense than this.. because the ending was like "huh end liao ar.. wth.. now for part 3.." kind of ending yeah.. deads man chest is rather lame n drama but its funny!! depp is so good..! the effects were good too.. yeah so i guess overall its not bad la.. :) go watch! i missed the first part though.. was late n some ppl took our seats so had to wait for them to go back b4 we could sit down..
first time out since a long time ago.. prob nanny mcphee? haha! or my girl n i.. depending on which came out first.. went to mph and then hmv to look at books n cds.. i realised i dl a lot of songs la.. i was like looking at the range and i went "oh i dl liao.. i haf this too! and this! and that!" then all the movies and dramas im like "oh watched on youtube.. got pirated vcd etc" whoops.. im soo supportive of original cds siaz.. oh i do buy them hor! juz that sometimes i buy liao then kena scolded.. :( or like in one cd i only want one song so no point buying the whole cd i gues..
saw zhihui sherilyn n angeline! haha too bad i couldnt stop to talk to them.. :(
i am going to become a mugger.. even more mugger than wad im alr.. arghh though i dun think i would really keep to that.. i juz hope i can be more focused n jiayou for prelims!! dun wanna let the teachers down n even worse get like D for physics after my A.. :S tt would be horrible! so i muz muz muz keep up my physics.. work a little harder for maths.. cheong like siao for chem and study smarter for bio.. as for the s papers.. haiz.. do wad i can only lor.. :(
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
Rants
my wonderful day has just been ruined.
guess i wasnt really upset by my E for chem since my class did the worst in the cohort when refering to failures etc.. 7 Os and 1 F.. outta a class of 23.. tts like 1/3.. only 2 As which were like 70 n 73 and 1 B.. the rest were Cs Ds Es.. yeahh so i guess i was still above average la.. missed D by like 0.5?! had 49.5.. bah.. oh well.. its ok.. was over standard for the mcq.. only had 8 outta 30.. ouch..
so wad made my day wonderful since its so horrible? well it was physics! like oh-so-hated-but-wanna-try-n-do-well subject.. spent a lot of time on it and i guess it paid off! got myself a wonderful A!!! 71%.. yeah i noe its like borderline but ehh to think i used to be last in class! i even won ami n yf..!! :) tts like impossible la... n i did it.. was soooo happy that i couldnt believe my eyes! can u imagine getting 34/40 for mcq cos u only had 3 mistakes?! when the norm would be like 16/30? even my essay.. 15/20 and 18/20.. omg.. structured wasnt as good cos of some mistakes but it still gave me an A!! from an E student to an A student in 1 yr.. woots! :)
so yeah was so happy tt i told my mum bout it.. was telling her got bad n good news.. so she heard the bad news aka chem n then after she chided me i din feel like telling her bout physics but anw i did half-heartedly.. spoilt 1/3 of my day.. so later on my bro kept teasing me bout my E though i tried to ignore it.. its not like i didnt study.. i DID! n i tried really hard to understand the stupid topics.. ive alr done more than wad i normally do.. i did papers.. made notes.. revised summaries over n over again.. even revising during lunch b4 the paper.. but no.. they gotta harp on the fact that i got an ELEPHANT. finee so wads so bad bout an E when i noe i tried my best?
so later on while on our way to take lunch my bro was like "im gonna tell daddy u got an EEE!!!" tell lor... tts wad i told him.. i tot they would understand.. but no... out came this whole long lecture bout how i spend so much time on the computer.. how i sleep so late at nite.. how i nv seem to care bout things.. they think they noe me.. but they dont.
was doing maths prelim paper yest n kinda fell asleep cos i was tired.. mum came in to paint the toilet door and the only thing she said was "sleep sleep sleep sleep.. all u noe is sleep.." wadeva.. cmon u shud be glad i fell asleep doing prelim paper n not while reading fashion magazines or sth.. at least im trying to do my part to reach my goal! its all these baby steps that are the key to attaining those 4 As.. its so unfair.. my frenz play all day.. their parents dun complain.. i study all day yet they still complain.. wad do u want me to do!!!!!!!!!
ARRGHHHHHHHH......... im exasperated.. i dunno wad to do.. its a wonderful feeling if ppl can share ur happiness but no.. they gotta put u down n of all people.. ur parents n family.. it juz makes me feel ignored.. worthless.. etc.. its like they seem to only care about my brother that i feel like im juz the phantom of the house at times.. the one tt no one bothers about.. the one who coops herself up in her room all day.. the one who gets scolded everytime she talks.. the one who rathers tok on msn than to talk to her parents.. the one who doesnt like to stay at home.. the one who gives so much trouble.. the one who throws ur face juz cos she aspires to go to med skool.. am i such a horrible person?!?!? can someone tell me???
how would u feel if when u want to tell someone something that is of a certain value to you n that person listens halfheartedly? its like ive gotta tolerate their discussion on badminton tt can last throughout dinner till they reach home n it doesnt even concern me.. so i juz stare outta the window hoping that i can juz get into my room n be my true self.. so yeah back to telling them stuff.. once in a while there would be a break in tt discussion so i would be like "oh ya.. today ar..etc" after like 30s my mum would juz say "eh di ar.. wad did hamid [the coach] ask u to do today?" i'll be like in the middle of something then i juz give up n retreat into my little world.. trying to ignore them..
finee. be that way. and i'll be on my way. dont u worry.
theres juz so much more deep down inside that i juz dunno wad to write.. its all these triggers that throw me into an emo state.. n that i juz wanna be rebellious n prove them wrong.. they say i talk back to them but tts cos they do not noe what i have done.. things that they assume etc.. they said i dont study n that if i wanna fail n get E tts my prob.. lets get the fact straight alrite? if i didnt study can someone please explain wtf in the world i got my A for physics? please use ur own brain n think about it alrite?
why haf i been up these few nites? ok finee soccer but at least i was using the time constructively.. doing my hw.. revising etc.. not dotaing like other or playing games [ok sometimes] but ive been trying to change! i wanna change my sleeping habits but the WC screwed it up for me.. now tt its over i can try n change it.. assholes..
n today grandmother goh gotta irritate me once more... eh dey.. i went up there 3-4 times to look for the fucking sheet of napfa paper ok.. n u said its in tt pile.. so fine i searched.. couldnt find.. u were toking to i told it to peter wee n then u turned around n shoot me say y i nv tell u earlier? cos my mum always said im a scatterbrain so i searched 4 times before asking u.. wad if it was there n i missed it? u would haf said "why u so coo-koo one?" fuck u la.. ur grandmother dua bai ar? so it was ur fault for putting it tgt with the j1 pile.. n u think ppl wanna not do well for napfa test? if u all din frigging change the criteria most ppl would haf passed! so stop ur nonsense bout if u exercise regularly u shud pass.. if u only cycle but not train ur arms do u think u can do pull ups eh?
ok ive vented my frustrations.. my tears [including those during lunch] etc and i think im ready to get down to work liao..
please dont sue me etc if u're offended or sth.. cos its mainly one of those emo rants.. i would juz treat everyone else as they are if u dun step on my toes.. i even tried to forget wad grandmother goh suaned me last term.. yeah cos he didnt seem so mean but today it was too much cos it was in front of everyone.. lucklily peter wee helped me a lil by saying that i told him.. thanxx so much cos it meant so much to me.. at least ppl arent that bad afterall.. yeah..
oh yeah n pardon the expletives.. :)
guess i wasnt really upset by my E for chem since my class did the worst in the cohort when refering to failures etc.. 7 Os and 1 F.. outta a class of 23.. tts like 1/3.. only 2 As which were like 70 n 73 and 1 B.. the rest were Cs Ds Es.. yeahh so i guess i was still above average la.. missed D by like 0.5?! had 49.5.. bah.. oh well.. its ok.. was over standard for the mcq.. only had 8 outta 30.. ouch..
so wad made my day wonderful since its so horrible? well it was physics! like oh-so-hated-but-wanna-try-n-do-well subject.. spent a lot of time on it and i guess it paid off! got myself a wonderful A!!! 71%.. yeah i noe its like borderline but ehh to think i used to be last in class! i even won ami n yf..!! :) tts like impossible la... n i did it.. was soooo happy that i couldnt believe my eyes! can u imagine getting 34/40 for mcq cos u only had 3 mistakes?! when the norm would be like 16/30? even my essay.. 15/20 and 18/20.. omg.. structured wasnt as good cos of some mistakes but it still gave me an A!! from an E student to an A student in 1 yr.. woots! :)
so yeah was so happy tt i told my mum bout it.. was telling her got bad n good news.. so she heard the bad news aka chem n then after she chided me i din feel like telling her bout physics but anw i did half-heartedly.. spoilt 1/3 of my day.. so later on my bro kept teasing me bout my E though i tried to ignore it.. its not like i didnt study.. i DID! n i tried really hard to understand the stupid topics.. ive alr done more than wad i normally do.. i did papers.. made notes.. revised summaries over n over again.. even revising during lunch b4 the paper.. but no.. they gotta harp on the fact that i got an ELEPHANT. finee so wads so bad bout an E when i noe i tried my best?
so later on while on our way to take lunch my bro was like "im gonna tell daddy u got an EEE!!!" tell lor... tts wad i told him.. i tot they would understand.. but no... out came this whole long lecture bout how i spend so much time on the computer.. how i sleep so late at nite.. how i nv seem to care bout things.. they think they noe me.. but they dont.
was doing maths prelim paper yest n kinda fell asleep cos i was tired.. mum came in to paint the toilet door and the only thing she said was "sleep sleep sleep sleep.. all u noe is sleep.." wadeva.. cmon u shud be glad i fell asleep doing prelim paper n not while reading fashion magazines or sth.. at least im trying to do my part to reach my goal! its all these baby steps that are the key to attaining those 4 As.. its so unfair.. my frenz play all day.. their parents dun complain.. i study all day yet they still complain.. wad do u want me to do!!!!!!!!!
ARRGHHHHHHHH......... im exasperated.. i dunno wad to do.. its a wonderful feeling if ppl can share ur happiness but no.. they gotta put u down n of all people.. ur parents n family.. it juz makes me feel ignored.. worthless.. etc.. its like they seem to only care about my brother that i feel like im juz the phantom of the house at times.. the one tt no one bothers about.. the one who coops herself up in her room all day.. the one who gets scolded everytime she talks.. the one who rathers tok on msn than to talk to her parents.. the one who doesnt like to stay at home.. the one who gives so much trouble.. the one who throws ur face juz cos she aspires to go to med skool.. am i such a horrible person?!?!? can someone tell me???
how would u feel if when u want to tell someone something that is of a certain value to you n that person listens halfheartedly? its like ive gotta tolerate their discussion on badminton tt can last throughout dinner till they reach home n it doesnt even concern me.. so i juz stare outta the window hoping that i can juz get into my room n be my true self.. so yeah back to telling them stuff.. once in a while there would be a break in tt discussion so i would be like "oh ya.. today ar..etc" after like 30s my mum would juz say "eh di ar.. wad did hamid [the coach] ask u to do today?" i'll be like in the middle of something then i juz give up n retreat into my little world.. trying to ignore them..
finee. be that way. and i'll be on my way. dont u worry.
theres juz so much more deep down inside that i juz dunno wad to write.. its all these triggers that throw me into an emo state.. n that i juz wanna be rebellious n prove them wrong.. they say i talk back to them but tts cos they do not noe what i have done.. things that they assume etc.. they said i dont study n that if i wanna fail n get E tts my prob.. lets get the fact straight alrite? if i didnt study can someone please explain wtf in the world i got my A for physics? please use ur own brain n think about it alrite?
why haf i been up these few nites? ok finee soccer but at least i was using the time constructively.. doing my hw.. revising etc.. not dotaing like other or playing games [ok sometimes] but ive been trying to change! i wanna change my sleeping habits but the WC screwed it up for me.. now tt its over i can try n change it.. assholes..
n today grandmother goh gotta irritate me once more... eh dey.. i went up there 3-4 times to look for the fucking sheet of napfa paper ok.. n u said its in tt pile.. so fine i searched.. couldnt find.. u were toking to i told it to peter wee n then u turned around n shoot me say y i nv tell u earlier? cos my mum always said im a scatterbrain so i searched 4 times before asking u.. wad if it was there n i missed it? u would haf said "why u so coo-koo one?" fuck u la.. ur grandmother dua bai ar? so it was ur fault for putting it tgt with the j1 pile.. n u think ppl wanna not do well for napfa test? if u all din frigging change the criteria most ppl would haf passed! so stop ur nonsense bout if u exercise regularly u shud pass.. if u only cycle but not train ur arms do u think u can do pull ups eh?
ok ive vented my frustrations.. my tears [including those during lunch] etc and i think im ready to get down to work liao..
please dont sue me etc if u're offended or sth.. cos its mainly one of those emo rants.. i would juz treat everyone else as they are if u dun step on my toes.. i even tried to forget wad grandmother goh suaned me last term.. yeah cos he didnt seem so mean but today it was too much cos it was in front of everyone.. lucklily peter wee helped me a lil by saying that i told him.. thanxx so much cos it meant so much to me.. at least ppl arent that bad afterall.. yeah..
oh yeah n pardon the expletives.. :)
im so proud of myself! i finished normal dist assignment, DE 15.1 assignment, DE 15.1 tut, radioactivity tut, biochem protein tut, lipid tut.. :) did AJ maths prelims too! but one look at the stats n i thought to myself "gosh still got so much to learn!! all the approximations.. :S" ok i noe brian nguyen, jingyuan, pq etc will start calling me mugger liao.. can almost hear them calling me tt on msn etc..
btw i haf a new nickname given by my physics tcher cos of my hair.. its not funny lor.. its MI SHARAPOVA.. yeah like mi-sha sounds like michelle.. thanx ar.. my hair is not blonde! its only orange..................
some random pics from my phone..
deren in the lib attempting to STUDY electrochem.. not revise...
photo of the sky in negative mode while waiting for my brother to end his trg at YCK sports hall..
some hair caterpillar we saw at lower peirce b4 dinner.. :S it was wriggling tts y so blur..
chickens in some house along the road when walking down LP.. when u exit from the other path instead of the usual one.. yeah.. taken by my bro..
btw i haf a new nickname given by my physics tcher cos of my hair.. its not funny lor.. its MI SHARAPOVA.. yeah like mi-sha sounds like michelle.. thanx ar.. my hair is not blonde! its only orange..................
some random pics from my phone..
deren in the lib attempting to STUDY electrochem.. not revise...
photo of the sky in negative mode while waiting for my brother to end his trg at YCK sports hall..
some hair caterpillar we saw at lower peirce b4 dinner.. :S it was wriggling tts y so blur..
chickens in some house along the road when walking down LP.. when u exit from the other path instead of the usual one.. yeah.. taken by my bro..
Saturday, July 08, 2006
so much to do.. dunno wad to do.. too sian to do.. eyes juz closing on me.. think i shall sleep early today.. been sleeping at about 2.. betta change it asap.. yeah.. now its like sleeping b4 12 is so weird.. normally its after 1.. yeah.. i wonder when i started to do it.. usually would be after 12 before 1.. now its after 1 before 2.. gosh.. kinda fell asleep during bio s.. luckily he wasnt toking about anything impt.. its all juz in the notes tt peishan is gonna help us zap.. yeah.. :) animal biodiversity.. i seriously wonder whether i would do tt qn cos u would hafta noe like the different kingdoms like protoctista etc.. chordata..
got 68 for maths.. same as b4.. juz tt it was upon 80 n not 100.. n yong guan tyco got 86!!! man stupid idiot! haha.. reverse of my marks la.. still say wad hopefully i wun win him cos he wanna haolian.. -_-" S11 ppl smart liao lor.. win liao lor.. win S13 one.. hmph.. tt is like higher than ami too!! so it muz muz muz haf been a fluke! jkjk.. it boils down to effort cos he was busy mugging for maths.. soo if i din study n got 68.. wad if i did? ;) 87? muahahahx! tt would make him hopping mad!!
if only i had juz written down something for that stupid DRV question! i wanted to write wad the eventual answer is but it seemed wrong to me back then so i din.. HAIZ! oh well.. this time our class marks are damn varied.. from 40+ to 80+.. n to think we topped the cohort for the previous CT.. tt includes the F maths students too.. whoops.. guess many of us din study as hard for maths i guess.. haha..
prob got 26 or 27 for bio mcq upon 30.. lets juz hope it wun be too bad..!! everything will be returned next wk lor.. bah.. not too enthu but juz wanna get them back i guess.. haha guess maths didnt turn out too badly afterall cos it was my most unprepared sub.. cheonged nearly everything the day b4..
ok.. shall go do my proteins tut.. sick of DE liao.. still got so many questions n i hate to integ this and that!! gotta find my carbo biochem notes.. dunno where they are.. :S normal dist assignment.. DE 15.3.. lipids.. plus loads to read up on.. :( sleep early n wake up early to study! yeah tts wad im gonna try n do tonight!! :)
got 68 for maths.. same as b4.. juz tt it was upon 80 n not 100.. n yong guan tyco got 86!!! man stupid idiot! haha.. reverse of my marks la.. still say wad hopefully i wun win him cos he wanna haolian.. -_-" S11 ppl smart liao lor.. win liao lor.. win S13 one.. hmph.. tt is like higher than ami too!! so it muz muz muz haf been a fluke! jkjk.. it boils down to effort cos he was busy mugging for maths.. soo if i din study n got 68.. wad if i did? ;) 87? muahahahx! tt would make him hopping mad!!
if only i had juz written down something for that stupid DRV question! i wanted to write wad the eventual answer is but it seemed wrong to me back then so i din.. HAIZ! oh well.. this time our class marks are damn varied.. from 40+ to 80+.. n to think we topped the cohort for the previous CT.. tt includes the F maths students too.. whoops.. guess many of us din study as hard for maths i guess.. haha..
prob got 26 or 27 for bio mcq upon 30.. lets juz hope it wun be too bad..!! everything will be returned next wk lor.. bah.. not too enthu but juz wanna get them back i guess.. haha guess maths didnt turn out too badly afterall cos it was my most unprepared sub.. cheonged nearly everything the day b4..
ok.. shall go do my proteins tut.. sick of DE liao.. still got so many questions n i hate to integ this and that!! gotta find my carbo biochem notes.. dunno where they are.. :S normal dist assignment.. DE 15.3.. lipids.. plus loads to read up on.. :( sleep early n wake up early to study! yeah tts wad im gonna try n do tonight!! :)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
JY's 18th
Jingyuan's birthday! PQ's the cameraman.. :)
pics were taken after skool so that explains the erm low turnout.. haha! howan came after we took the one above so tts how he appeared in the 1st pic.. :P
pics were taken after skool so that explains the erm low turnout.. haha! howan came after we took the one above so tts how he appeared in the 1st pic.. :P
Love?
been watching kim sam soon on youtube.. all these korean dramas really get ppl thinking bout this whole love game..
kim sam soon kinda reminds me of full house.. contract dating etc.. calling the wrong name in front of the girl and the likes of it.. but its so nice!! haha..
was up till 2+ last nite thinking about all these things.. its an unearthly timing but tts when i start getting emo n stuff la.. so yeah im the most vulnerable at nite.. haha! dun provoke me in the evenings or else u'll get it thru out the nite until we part.. think my family suffers the most.. temperamental me.. tantrums etc.. though i juz keep quiet.. refuse to eat anything normal except dessert.. get frustrated at the slightest stuff.. haiz..
maybe stress is getting to me.
back to the love thing.. so was thinking about it and i suddenly came up with this analogy of what ppl look for in love.
imagine u're drowning or at least floating in the deep vast blue ocean and there's nothing around you.. let's juz say floating cos you would be desperate when u're drowning.. so wad do you look for?
1) life float
2) an island
so whats your choice? life float or the island?
If you chose 1: you like to be adventurous, but you arent seeking to settle down.. u float around with it until a better one comes along.. or maybe even a lousier one to up the stakes.. you hang on to different guys and change them relatively frequently.. you're looking for fling material more than a life long partner..
If you chose 2: you wanna settle down with the one of your dreams and set up your own family aka colonise the island.. it has to be one that gives you a sense of security and the resources are there to support you.. if things go well, the island would prosper n develop.. if it doesnt.. well at most juz swim back into the ocean again.. looking for another island or juz a temporary life float..
man i think these are rather good analogies to me la.. :) okok if you've like seen or heard this b4 somewhere else i swear i havent! so yeah its original at least in my opinion!! so if you wanna quote this.. cite sources k?? IP rights..!!
kim sam soon kinda reminds me of full house.. contract dating etc.. calling the wrong name in front of the girl and the likes of it.. but its so nice!! haha..
was up till 2+ last nite thinking about all these things.. its an unearthly timing but tts when i start getting emo n stuff la.. so yeah im the most vulnerable at nite.. haha! dun provoke me in the evenings or else u'll get it thru out the nite until we part.. think my family suffers the most.. temperamental me.. tantrums etc.. though i juz keep quiet.. refuse to eat anything normal except dessert.. get frustrated at the slightest stuff.. haiz..
maybe stress is getting to me.
back to the love thing.. so was thinking about it and i suddenly came up with this analogy of what ppl look for in love.
imagine u're drowning or at least floating in the deep vast blue ocean and there's nothing around you.. let's juz say floating cos you would be desperate when u're drowning.. so wad do you look for?
1) life float
2) an island
so whats your choice? life float or the island?
If you chose 1: you like to be adventurous, but you arent seeking to settle down.. u float around with it until a better one comes along.. or maybe even a lousier one to up the stakes.. you hang on to different guys and change them relatively frequently.. you're looking for fling material more than a life long partner..
If you chose 2: you wanna settle down with the one of your dreams and set up your own family aka colonise the island.. it has to be one that gives you a sense of security and the resources are there to support you.. if things go well, the island would prosper n develop.. if it doesnt.. well at most juz swim back into the ocean again.. looking for another island or juz a temporary life float..
man i think these are rather good analogies to me la.. :) okok if you've like seen or heard this b4 somewhere else i swear i havent! so yeah its original at least in my opinion!! so if you wanna quote this.. cite sources k?? IP rights..!!
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