well so im sick. didnt start off as normal as it would. hmm.

wad normally happens is this.

1) throat hurts
2) cough
3) runny nose

wad happened this time.

1) body ache
2) fever [at nite only mind you]
3) no appetite
4) dehydrated [a little]
5) throat hurts

if you look at points 1-4, its really like dengue just that it didnt feel like before!

hahahah and now my throat REALLY REALLY hurts. still no appetite but i guess its getting better..

so what have i been up to? sleep sleep and more sleep. haha wad a life.

went out on sat with tyg to aussie fair and library. saw g-oh LK at library and mar-yann as well as ja-son wo-ng too.. hahah! btw ja-son is gg to Duke to do econs under PU-B sship! smartypants.. hahaha! so yeahh sat morn/afternoon was spent like that.

and wads new. tyg was late as usual. this time round, almost 45 min late. cos he overslept. RITE. though i alr wanted to bet with him the day b4 when we were on the phone. HAHAHAH.

sunday was erm starting to fall sick alr so i didnt do much apart from visiting my greatgranny at cgh and then falling asleep rite after that.

monday was just movie marathon in my dad's office. watched taxi, a cinderella's story and something else. argh my memory! :S

went for driving today after almost 5 mth!! haha im so glad im still not as rusty as i tot i would be! :) so yeah i have technically covered all that i need to cover for now. left with the reviews and stuff. hehe!

ok so how do you do parallel parking? this is more for my info than for you to understand. :P

1) position car where curb is almost 1/3 - 1/2 of the bonnet
2) slowly reverse [look out for cars sharing the course!] until the pole in the outer front corner aka pole A touches the third demister line from the top. FULL LOCK LEFT.
3) continue reversing until the base of the back inner pole almost appears in the right mirror and then STRAIGHTEN WHEELS.
4) reverse summore until pole A clears the left mirror and is slowly aligned with the first dot on the wiper. :) the dots depend on the allowance required by the distance from the mirror. use the BIG hole in the wiper if pole is really close to mirror. FULL LOCK RIGHT
5) reverse until u see 1.5 black markers.
6) move forward and adjust the car, making sure its in the middle of the lot and IN the lots by looking at pole B. pole B shouldnt be seen outside the car from the left mirror.


YAY. now we're in the lot. lets get out.


1) inch forward until you see only 3 black markers.
2) put to reverse and FULL LOCK LEFT until you see 1.5 black markers.
3) signal right and then look out for traffic!
4) slowly inch forward and FULL LOCK RIGHT quickly!
5) clear front poles then return and move off.


whee~!

thats parallel parking for you.

PS. if you noticed, not all parallel parking lots are on the left. so wad do you do if they are on the right? apparently, you just do the reverese. HMM. thats the answer i got when i asked. really?

alrite for all my sec 3 students who are reading my blog. wad im gonna say next is gonna be uber impt so listen up!


your next SA in T3W2 is probably testing EVERYTHING EXCEPT STATS UP TILL EXPONENTIAL B4 COORDINATE GEOMETRY. IE INCLUDING GRAPHS AND THE PROBLEMS SUMS.

yes so now i've made the annoucement, go publicise to your classmates!! quick go!

rite its 12.28 and im going to sleep. haha. this is a random post.

do i think you irritating?

not really. sometimes. but im used to it.

i wonder what made you ask me that question.

interesting. must have been bugging you all night since you were supposed to be sleeping when you msged at bout 12.

hmm.

ONE- Spell your name without vowels: Mchll Nh
TWO - Are you single? Yepx!
THREE - Whats your favorite number? 17
FOUR - What color do you wear most? YELLOW!!
FIVE - Least favorite color?: erm brown?
SIX - What are you listening to? Journey - Angela Zhang Shao Han
SEVEN - What do you smoke? billowing smoke cos its too hot! :)
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? alrite with it.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? yeah but i dont really think so. maybe when i do think so i'll tell you who.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school? Bio!
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE? ive got A/F but its from FOS. HAHA!
TWELVE - How do you make money? work my ass off
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend? ruth! pam!
FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? Sometimes.
FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? funky!
SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes? Jimmy Choo! when i earn enough to own them.
SEVENTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses? yupyupx!
EIGHTEEN - Where do you wish you were right now? europe
NINETEEN - What should you be doing right now? sleeping
TWENTY- Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Yeah kinda. haha.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
Can you dance? Not really. ddr yes.
Can you do a cart wheel? nope.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: depends on the length of that stem/stalk thing.
Can you touch your toes?: Yes
Can you whistle?: used to.
Can you wiggle your ears?: no
Can you wiggle your nose?: wiggle?! twitch la! haha!
Can you roll your tongue?: Yes

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight at school?: Nope
Did you ever run away from home?: Nope
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: tell me bout it.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: too hot. fire cant be put out with me there. jkjk.

THE DOS:
Do you believe in God?: Yes
Do you know how to swim?: Yeah
Do you like roller coasters?: yupx!
Do you own a bike?: eh no. not mine. bro's.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? durian yes! HAHA!

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run through your family? alternate generations.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: dad's yes.
Does your family have family picnics?: bbq. picnics no. rarely.

THE HOWS:
How did you find out about Friendster?: frenz
How many Friendster friends have you met in person?: Most of them.
How tall are you?: 1.63
How much money do you have on you right now?: $100+

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? ami monic pq hw brian nguyen jy yf
Last thing you said out loud? cant rmb
Last thing someone said to you?: cant rmb

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: din u alr ask this?
What is the temperature outside? 26? dunno.
What radio station do you listen to?: class 95.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: jumbo
What was the last thing you bought?: shoes?
What was the last thing you had to drink?: water
What was the last thing on TV you watched: Keith Barry: CSS
THE WHOS:
Who is your newest friend that added you on Friendster?: Peitong
Who was the last person you MSNed: heidi!
Who talked to you on the phone last?: yong guan
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: ami!
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?: jessie
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: dessie poon.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? Yeah
Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeah
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? nope
Ever cried over the opposite sex? Yeah
Do you cry when you get an injury? No.
Do certain songs make you cry? Yeah
Do certain movies make you cry? Yeah

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person? Most times.
What can make you happy? lame jokes/retarded moments
Do you wish you were happier? Yeah
Is being happy overrated? No
Can music make you happy? Yes.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: dont think so.
Ever made a hit list? haha no la. can count using fingers dont need list.
Have you ever been on a hit list? probably! hahah!
Are you a mean bully? *angelic look*

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low? nah.
Do you believe in yourself? Most times
Are you good looking? im alrite la.
Do you wish you could be someone else? Sometimes.

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color? brown with blonde highlights
Current piercings? 2
Have any tattoos? no
Straight hair or curly: Straight.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone? Yeah duh hah
Been on the phone until the sun came up? almost.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? 0.o not that i cant rmb!! HAHA!
Laughed so hard you cried? Yes
Got in a fight with someone? Yes. rmb throwing sth at au-dris back in sec 1 during chi class. whoops

RANDOM.
Do you like surveys? When I'm extremely extremely bored.
Do you get along with your parents? depends. alrite most of the times.
Do you have mental breakdowns? No
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school? Yes.

CURRENT:
Current mood: bored
Current music: slow.
Current hair style: spikey!
Current crush: hahaha. *zip*
Current thing I ought to be doing: SLEEPING.
Current windows open: live messenger. heidi. firefox.
Current desktop picture? river cam. its beautiful!

m.o.e. keeps bugging me!! nooooo i dont like it! everytime i see the no that starts with 6.8.9.7.... im like arghhh.. nooo.. nvm i'll call them tmr.. :(

went swimming yest and today.. yay! rite. time to embrace that sports for life thing. HAHAH. mum wants to go walk tmr morning.. but swimming is better! we'll see how la.. couldnt wake up this morn cos was crapping till quite late last nite..

so tmr's the last day of release of results. we'll just wait and see.

im rather random today. help. i need my sleep!!

PS. i think some of the contestants who went for the C.S.S. really cmi lehz.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRESENTS, FOOD, CARDS, LETTERS, BOARDS/NOTES ETC!

I MISS YOU ALL!

:(

BUT I'LL BE BACK SOON..! WATCH OUT FOR ME COS I'M COMING BACK!

:)

i think. at least for tcher's day if i can make it. HEE!

today was really fun! love you guys! thanx for almost killing me btw. HAHAH!

so i had my last lesson with 305 and 206. too bad i couldnt play with 206 like i wanted to as i had to finish up the blasted ws. but 305's lesson. wait wad lesson? hahah! had a mini class party then we took pics but my phone lags so those photos were blur though the ones i took with 206 were clear!

tmr's the last lesson with 303. once again, wad lesson?!

lbt is coming tmr morn so i'll have to tell him wad to expect though seriously i dont think there's much cos i kinda finished up everything that needs to be done this term. :)

dessie poon is mad i tell u! aiyoh tmr she's gonna get it from me la! hahaha! though im kinda overreacting cos it was so awkward! 0.o crazy! haha but still i love her all the same! rock on girl!

stayed back today to finish up comments and to help lpl with his attendance n checking of his comments. seriously i hope there arent any mistakes in mine! *crosses fingers* oh well wad can i do anw. its too late liao. muahahahx! i have left my mark on 105 student's result slip. *evil laughter* dont worry. the comments are mostly constructive and good. unless of cos u're really baddd then i tried to use euphemism to the best of my ability so i hope you can get the hint.!

great its 1215. really its time to sleep! long day tmr! set up for open hse! whee~! earned a lot this week with all the staying back!

PS. Pirates opened today! still rmb watching the previous one with tyg after bio s. :) so nice of him to stay back and wait for me to end! rmb leaving halfway through cos really had to go or else we will miss the show! man its been less than 1 yr and the new show is out!!! haha 206 asked me to watch with them!

PSS. some of the 305 ppl asked me to go kbox with them.

PSSS. we shall go ice skating next friday! :)

these two days have been painful. so will tmr and the day after and the days up till i get it.

the agony. the disappointment. the despair. everything just came crashing.

ok maybe it isnt that serious. i dunno. its kinda hard to put it down in words but those whom i've moped to will definitely understand. just wanna say thanx for being there and trying to make me feel better.

didnt think i would cry. but i really just broke down after i received beat-rice's sms. the ecstacy and the euphoria came through the msg. suddenly i felt like i was alone in this horrible world.

luckily tyg was online yest. thanx for trying to cheer me up. u made me feel myself again. u gave me the confidence to do my best once more. even though you can be a pain sometimes but i think u're still rather special. i think i made you feel rather helpless today with my msgs. but i cant help it. thoughts just ran wild once more. i just felt like at least there was someone who was kinda in the same boat.

and ruth! thanx for trying to comfort me today! yeah though i said that i dont really care but i guess i kinda lied. i do care bout it but really. come wad may. :) so what if the worst happens? i'll just do my best elsewhere! i'll make them regret it! muahahahx!

jem! though i've treated you really bad at times, im really sorry for it. thanx for still being there for me. thanx for believing in me even when i couldnt see the best in myself. thanx for trying your bestest best to make me feel much much much better! things have been rough for us and these two yrs have been quite :S with all the things ive done but ive never regretted knowing you. really. :)

brian! yeahh the classmate i speak to the most online. thanx for everything! the nonsense, the moping, the complaining, the gossips etc. yeah. go be ur teacher and excel k! :)

guess if i leave sg, i'll miss all of you. i'll miss the friends, the good friends, the best friends, the family [though i cant connect], the relatives [some la]. but then i'll be a girl on a mission. a girl soldiering on in pursuit of my goal. rite now im still fighting my own wars. one with my emotions, the other with mum. wth. she aint helping me. though i understand her anxiety but shouldnt she understand me too?

i dont wanna stay at home tmr. i dont want to be disturbed. leave me alone. i just want to go out with someone who will just remain quiet/do their own things and just be there. while i mark my PTs. great. wonder who will be so nice. hah. wait long long.

heck la. im prepared for the worst in everything.

and its only 1 more week of work. not sure how i'll feel on friday.

haiz. i wonder if i did the right thing in telling them if they passed or failed.

some were relieved. some were disappointed. but i felt quite horrible after that.

especially when those who held hopes of passing were told they failed.

but like what kenneth was saying. he wished them to get what they deserved.

thinking back, i guess this test really gave them the marks they deserved for the effort they put in. really.

its like those students who put in the extra effort to understand and clarify did well while those who slacked around, played a fool, slept and din do much to help themselves failed. of cos there are a few who shud have passed but failed but it might have been due to carelessness. need to look through the papers to verify this.

maybe this test can act as a wake up call. its quite true i guess. when u realise that the effort you're putting in really isnt enough to even guarantee you a pass, its time u wake up from that little dream of yours. rgs doesnt guarantee you a safe spot in rjc. the teachers can recommend against you going.

but seriously im quite proud of some students. :) u people really make my day. makes me feel like the effort i put in is worth it. i know some people are like hoping that i'll leave asap [har! me too! no more stress!] because they think that the new teacher would be better. maybe. he's better qualified but hopefully u can connect with him. i cant. sry. at least not at this moment/today when i saw him again.

so yeah tmr we'll see tears. both of joy and happiness. guess i'll just sit there and take it all in and feel sorry for those who tried but didnt make it. tried but tried too late. but just rmb that if you try, you will make it someday. some people take the express train while others walk but sooner or later u'll all reach the same destination. some people take detours and take even longer but yeah u'll make it. as long as u dont fall asleep along the way. if not u'll never make it there.

rmb back in rgs. i was never that bright kid. kinda slacked my life away doing nth apart from sleeping in class. guess i paid my price for it. but i rmb trying really hard to do well for physics b4 Os. mugged my ass off for it and got a decent grade i think. nv had luck with physics. went to jc and took physics AGAIN. -groans- struggled like mad after first three months. last in class. climbed my way up painfully. there were days when i felt like giving up but mr chow's understanding and care [though not ur usual type] made me perservere on. there were teachers that i didnt really like but their indifference to me made me want to prove to them more.

i think studying requires motivation. not motivation from rewards cos it wears off after a while. it comes from within. the want to prove your worth. the need to reassure yourself. the exhilaration when you achieve your goals. the pride that consumes you. its this self-motivation that will go a long way.

when u feel weary and tired and feel as if this is going nowhere. take a break. close your eyes and imagine yourself achieving success. the sounds. the sights. the action. make it as realistic as possible and relive it everytime you feel down. this is the key to success.

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well well i have marked bout 10 classes of sec 2s alr! :) overall not bad i guess.. though some had got serious misconceptions with regards to indices.. some give me horrible stuff and thus i cannot give them the ecf mark.. aww.. seriously.. even if u make a slight mistake that doesnt compromise the integrity of the qn or do something that totally shows ur confusion.. u can still get like 3 outta 4 la! 0.o

there was one script with nonsense writing all over. damn emo. suicidal. oh well. think they're gonna show it to her parents but that kid has something gg on too.. :S

anw.. sec 3s.. i think even the geppers are gonna fail.. me-ek li-n marked two gep classes and there were scoring avg marks of 0-3 for 10 marks.. :S but if u paid attn in class u shud be able to do those!! hahaha.. seriously i think this paper is tedious.. and time's prob the problem but if given ample time i think its manageable..

oh well so they found teacher x. :( its gonna be l-im boo-on ta-t.. dunno i found him a little haolian.. saw him once and totally made a fool outta myself cos dia-na didnt give me clear instructions of wad to do back then.. haha was the first interview i handled! but its alrite he prob cant recognise me with my new look.. :P im gonna miss all of them! despite the ups and downs of it.. seriously now i know why they say that teaching is rewarding.. its the kids who remember you later on that makes ur day.. and after all that you dont rmb the shit but the times you spent tgt.. :(

so its just gonna be the last two weeks tgt. hai.

and it has to be spent on teaching log/exp graphs and coordinate geometry! and fractional indices and indical eqns for sec 2s.. bah.

brace myself for monday and next wk! cos lbt might sit in for the lessons to get a hang of the class etc.. hahah! hope he doesnt die of a heart attack when he finds out he's getting a humanities class.. :P

and my snr said that if the timings like last yr.. med postings shud be out by next wk! quick quick i wanna know NOW NOW NOW!

The Alphabet Friend - from heidi. :)

1. Name out once of each friends with names starting with A to Z.

[a]mi
[b]enjamin
[c]hristie
[d]avid
[e]e chien
[f]elicia
[g]enesis
[h]owan
[i]van
[j]essie
[k]ahei
[l]iru
[m]onic
[n]icole
[o]phelia
[p]am
[q]iaoyun
[r]uth
[s]erene
[t]trixia
[u]may
[v]ivien
[w]ei leang
[x]inyuan
[y]ong guan
[z]hong yi

rite. i actually found frenz for i and o!

2. How many siblings A has? Name them. aki aya
3. What does B SMS you about? rubbish. :P
4. What is C's nickname? chicken? cant rmb. :)
5. How did you get to know D? math olympiad trg back in p6.
6. How despo is E? 0.o i dunno. but he's friggin rich. from acsi transfered to SAS. :P
7. How much older/younger is F than you? months?
8. Name 3 of G's best friends. err he has?! muahahahx!
9. Does H knows I? nope.
10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy? hmm. not sure?
11. Under what condition will K & L gets married? when they're both les and are in las vegas.
12. How many people do you know with M's name? one!
13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? rarely do.
14. Do you think O knows P? probably. hah same school.
15. How geeky is Q? nah not very. but she's nice! :)
16. Is R very popular? yay ruthie! sure she is! =)
18. Is T a very random person? cant rmb
19. How are U & V related? not related.
20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? nope. maybe friend's brother. HAH.
21. When is the last time u met up with X? longggg ago. at tuition.
22. Are Y & Z enemies? nope.
23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most and will give <3s? err. :)
24. Will you betray any of them? dont think so. maybe just one. HAHA.
25. Have u loved and confessed to any one in A to Z? hmm not outrightly.
26. Have you tagged A to Z informing them that they have to take this quiz too? they do?! WHO SAYS! hehe. ok maybe i shall just tag a few. but on second thought. just do it if u want :)

so i went out the whole day today. :)

went to vivo crystal jade for granny's bdae lunch! apparently the bill was 900+.. not fantastic either.. really i think it was quite a waste of money. food's so-so nth fantastic.. then we had goodwood park durian cake! yum! hehe that was really nice.. though they said the puffs are better.. nonetheless i ate two slices!

wanted to buy a pair of boots but it costs 219.. :( the one on offer didnt haf heels and it wasnt as nice.. but my aunt bought it so i can always share with her.. it was the last pair!! size 37! hehe.. it was 129 btw..

so after that mum and i went to orchard to look at those shoes again.. cos mum insists that there should be a better bargain somewhere else other than the boutique. hehe so we went to OG first. mum wanted to buy a pair but as usual she didnt. i ended up buying a pair of sunglasses. :) now i look poser? MUAHAHAHX! went over to centrepoint.. then taka to look at the shoes.. din haf.. so we went to kino to look at beading books.. wahlau damn ex! ok maybe thats the avg price but 40+ is a bit too much for beginner books.. decided to check out the prices at the bead stores first.. :) so as we went over to wisma.. we stopped by the face shop and as expected i bought stuff.. muahahahax..

why am i not surprised that i always end up buying stuff when im out shopping with my mum? previous time was the wallet. now the glasses and stuff. HAHA.

tmr's gonna be the test day! i mean for my hair that is. i feel like wearing a cap to school first. hehe. cos its gonna be a HEADTURNER at the busstop. which means i can only gel my hair in school. well we'll see how it goes tmr. :S

now i dont dare to go to school on monday. its freaking red! trust me. its supposed to be spikey too. hahaha! totally dont look like me liao. dad says i look like an ah lian. -.- hahaha!! rite now for spm. i wonder how the parents will react. ouch. but i like it. yes i do. :P

but then again nvm cos by the time spm comes its only 2 more days of work! so even if they wanna fire me its alrite cos im gone alr. hehe.

and im so sorry ruth! i knew there was sth on today but i couldnt rmb! was asking my mum yest wad are we doing tmr aka today. then she was like nth la. whoops! so i happily tot there was nth until i received ur call! okok i promise we'll go for OpNR!! :)

well well well.. its friday again!! :) i love the weekends though i think they come and go really quickly..

this week has been madness for me.. monday i managed to finished the syllabus and i think the entire topic was done at like RA speed or sth.. really rushed.. hopefully they can understand after the remedial.. :S

tues was spent rushing out assignments and FA and marking PTs.. bz bz..

wed and thurs had staff mtg and stayed back on thurs to mark PT though i actually fell asleep after school! gosh i think my seat makes me sleepy at times.. then out comes the handy dand ipod!

fri had invigilation and remedial.. plz remind me to pay me-ek l-in 3.95 for the turkey ham sub plz! :) gosh im bushed. but today went well i think. YAY YAY! =D

yay its a holiday! but its ending soon.. :(

happy bdae david!

ok shall continue with my PT markings.. zzz.. its hard to grade!!

trying to come up with ways to make revision fun tmr.. heeelpp.. ideas anyone?

yay!!

i got moe local sship. :) well at least im kinda a scholar for now until i see if im gonna take it up.. HAHAH!

and i got into ntu biomed/tcm! so at least i know ive a place in singapore.

looks like im gonna hafta reject imperial. :( noooo...

now just left with dent interview! jiayou!

mdt was fun actually but it was rather tiring.. fingers ache now.. scrape scrape scrape.. haha!

well well well.. its 2 days to submission day. cheong ar!

17 go vj to collect things/finish up essay
19 med portfolio due
22 med essay and psychometric test
23 med interview
25 dentistry dexterity test
27 dentistry interview

bleah! i dont like this! but ruth's got it worse!

yay tts my office table in its rather neat state. normally u cannot see the table but i decided to be a good girl and pack my table cos ruth will be doing RT and even though she might not use the table but at least i feel better giving her a neat table to sit/look at.. :) see im so considerate! HAHAH!

moe interview today. interesting i should say. shall just wait for the outcome now. haha.

nth much happened this wk apart from the interview i should say.

oh n i want the NUS letter! where is it!

my to-do list

1. get mr chua to write referal for me. but actually can just use the testimonial rite? since its jc too..
   
2. write my personal essay
3. send to nus if shortlisted
   
4. send the stuff to melbourne.
5. mark wadeva i brought home
6. brainstorm on objectives for the yee thing. :S
   

bleah. i dont like this rush. im such a procrastinator as u can see.

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

check out my personal profile. i sound quite depressed now. :S

Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.

check out ur own here!

200th post! :)

its monday again. :(

i bought a new phone. :)

mum's angry cos i kinda koped her phone. :(

check out the smileys.

im feeling pissed. helpless. angry. anything that fits that kinda feeling.

this is going to be a mopey post.

dunno. sometimes i feel like im being stretched to fullest and anymore requests from them i think i will break. the expectations, the feedback, the everything about it. everytime i walk in i feel stressed facing everyone. most are nice. some are alrite. some give me the i-dont-care look. and it makes me feel like giving them the i-dont-care-either look. if they arent helping themselves, there's not much i can do for you too.

mfdisngwinglkrngks!

its different being on different sides of the table. i miss being on the other side now. no worries. just listen and absorb. i feel squeezed now. best part is when i ask if anyone does not understand, no one raises their hands. wow if you all want personal attn, at least raise your freaking heavy hand? im not telepathic u know? the people arnd u might be able to help you if they understand and get the correct answer but if those around you are like cmi oso, please dont ask them! u'll confuse them and it makes life worse.

dont care if my students will ever read this post. if they can find my blog in the first place. well if they do please tell ur wonderful classmates what im feeling. its not easy ok. u've gotta understand that im already trying my best so i expect the minimum from you all too. if you arent going to put in the effort, i dont see why i should help you too. rite? it has to work from both sides.

and i really appreciate those who are trying their best to help themselves! :) love you guys! at least this way i wont feel so tired cos i know that im not helping people who arent even helping themselves.

but then again its some of these people who rant on and on and dont do anything.

im so not gg for SPM. seriously. bet their oh-so-concerned mothers would be waiting to kill me. HAH. neh neh. complain only if u've raised the issue with me and i've not done anything bout it ok. dont just blabber on and on cos i've asked you for your opinions and no one said anything either.

alrite. tmr i think i'll just take up 5 min to get things clear. feeling ARGH now. i need to sleep and calm down.

i just bought a wallet.

braun buffel.

106 bucks.

from my own money.

ouch.

BUT I LOVE IT! :) hehe i'll treasure it more cos it came outta my own pocket.. :( so tts 1.5days work.!

tmr's a killer day. 3 teaching blocks in a row. argh help. then there's CLE later on too. hopefully its sth i woulnt need to say much cos i prob wouldn have a voice alr. :S

rite i think its class mtg. oh well. lets talk about the noise level.

Two 90 year old men, Mike and Joe, have been friends all of their lives. When it's clear that Joe is dying, Mike visits him every day.

One day Mike says, "Joe, we both loved football all our lives and we played minor league football together for so many years. Please do me one favour; when you get to Heaven, somehow, you must let me know if there's football there."

Joe looks up at Mike from his death bed," Mike, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favour for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on.

At midnight a couple of nights later, Mike is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him:"Mike, Mike."

"Who is it, asks Mike sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?"

"Mike, it's me, Joe."

"You're not Joe. Joe just died."

"I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice.

"Joe! Where are you?"

"In heaven", replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news."

"Tell me the good news first," says Mike.

"The good news," Joe says," is that there's football in heaven. Better yet, all of our old friends who died before us are here, too. Better than that, we're all young again. Better still, it's always springtime and it never rains or snows. And best of all, we can play football all we want and we never get tired."

"That's fantastic," says Mike. "It's beyond my wildest dreams! So what's the bad news?

"You're playing Tuesday."

was just sleeping bout 10 min ago when i got a call from MOE.

now i think i'll need to get someone to relief me on friday the 13th.

and its music fest tt day btw!

my hand aches after ironing my clothes!

now waiting for the water to heat up so i can go bathe. haha.

been bz with the YEE proposal.. hopefully it works! look out for it in aug if its successful.. :)

was really tired today! was kinda stoned during sec 2 prep today. argh. luckily it was only a short one. hah! so i stayed back in skool till 530 cos i was too lazy to go home by myself so i waited for my mum to come pick me up.

went to ri to wait for bro but he ended really late so we waited really long.. like 1 h.. wth.. was entertaining myself by watching the bballers play. their coach is quite cute. HAH. my mum thinks so too. :) ANW.. fell asleep after a while cos i was sooo tired. i need to bring a pillow to skool.

brian n. just told me that there's this article bout the poly student's chopping board. haven seen the article but they said the compartments seem similar to ours!! HMPH. oh well. shall go to skool and see it tmr! hahaha. anyone saw it too?

alrite so __ has sent me another shocker.

a message with a serious tone.

an apology message with a serious tone.

how to reply?

oh well.

who do you think you are to walk in and out as and when you like?

should i accept your apology? you sound sincere. but i know somehow you havent changed much.

Last friend you:
1)Saw: Jason P
2) Talked to on the phone: Jason P
3) Instant Messaged:TYG
4. Text messaged:Danial
5. Ate with: s13

Today:
1)I'm: feeling sian cos of the revised marking scheme!
2)Wearing:Shorts,victorian's day shirt
3)Ten Hours Ago: in skool trying to get the kids to do their forum
4)Dislike about tomorrow: gotta go for that ntu talk bleah
Favorite:
1)Number(s):5,17
2) Movie: a lot la

Currently:
1)Are you missing someone right now: not really
2) Mood: nothing? neutral?
3)Want:to go star gazing

Question&Answer:

Q: First thing you did this morning?
A: sat up on my bed

Q: Favorite quote?
A: "the middle class buys liabilities they think are assets"

Q: What's bothering you right now?
A: teaching come monday

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: makeshift chinatown food centre

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Brother lor

Q: Do you smile often?
A: ok la

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes :)

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes,I should suppose so

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Red white

Q: What were you doing at 12 last
night?
A: chatting with TYG

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: on sunday!

Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: not really. tend to be indifferent which i think is really bad!

Q: Take any vitamins?
A: only when i rmb to

Q: What are you about to do?
A: answer this qn?

Q: Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: ya cos that person said he'll call? ended up i call.. haha! i think tt was rather amusing

Q: Rate life as of right now... 0-10?
A: 7? hopefully will go up to 8 or 9 in the next few mths! :)

so its thursday.. this week has gone by really quickly.. LJW is almost over which means that its back to the same routine teaching schedule again.. :( i think im gonna die teaching log and quadratic after functions.. at least i think tts the schedule.. if they cannot do surds how to do log etc?! someone save me.. i really need a miracle here..

so we've started talking again after a lull of 4 mths? wow tts a long long time.. but then i think at the end of the day things wont turn out the way the way it could have been.. haha can be very tiring though i get spurred on to do things at times.. cos __'s better than me so i guess i feel motivated? muahahahax.. sometimes must really thank __ for knocking me outta my delusion and stop me from wallowing in despair.. can be so direct it hurts but guess i need it at times..

so work starts at 1 tmr.. which means i can sleep in! hopefully i didnt read the schedule wrongly or else very paiseh if kena called up in the morn to be told that im on duty! whoops.. :S haha but dun think so la.. cos sec 2 fo-rum is in the afternoon..

oh n i just spent 35 bucks on retractable earphones.. damn n i din even intend to buy it.. mum said "why dont u buy one.. if not u haf to keep winding.." haha but then its mum's money for now.. cos i told her tt she told me to buy.. i din want to buy.. :)

oh n i got like 700 bucks for getting my A level grades from my grandma + aunt.. thats like 2x my angbao money! best part was they gave me when we went down to celebrate bro's bdae.. so my angbao was bigger than his! muahahax!!

oh yes did i mention my business is growing? i've like 10+ ppl below me! yay!! and i think im gonna invest money too.. we'll see how things go.. :) its gonna be US$1000 for now..

reading rich dad poor dad now.. and i think i wanna be rich enough with passive income coming in so that i can retire b4 the age of 30! actually my aim was 25 but then i think i shall tell ppl 30 cos 25 would seem ridiculous to ppl..

jiayou! aim to retire in 6 more years!!!!!!

so its another update after a week..

i guess things are looking up a little.. :)

finally applied for nus so now just looking at wad to apply at ntu.. wait n see i guess..

reliefed at scgc pri yest.. quite different from rgs..

1) u can HEAR the national anthem being sung
2) they are very playful

went to NEWater today.. interesting.. felt quite proud to be singaporean really.. haha like all our technology and stuff.. hmm :)

gg to kusu island tmr! i heard its quite fun.. just hope i dont puke on the junk! muahahahx.. -crosses fingers-

been really bz this week.. still haven finished marking sec 2 SA cos im too lazy.. whoops.. i mean busy.. :P seem to be sleep deprived.. arghh..

well well so i guess now im like stoning away chatting with my student getting feedback and stuff.. haha do i really enjoy teaching? guess i'll only know after 1 more term.. hahaha..

got a really weird phone call just now from **.. hahha but it was rather amusing.. like hello u just called to remind me im on duty tmr? :) haha so funny! but yeah quite touched la.. haha summore my name is not on the same sheet as ** so i wonder how ** found out im on duty.. prob checked inet la.. haha!

i just realised how detached i am from the outside world.

just a floating soul without any attachment anywhere.

hah. guess it makes it easy for me to uproot and move elsewhere since i dont think i'll miss much here anyway.

today mum asked me "u're not close to your frenz one hor?"

glad you realised.

im alrite with everyone but i dont think im exceptionally close to anyone. like even if the entire world around me got wiped off i probably can still survive rather well.

so much for the cliche no man's an island.

thats true. just that the only other things on my island are probably just some passing seagulls that happen to land once in a while. migratory birds too. people who pop in and out of my life ever so periodically.

maybe its just cos i dont really have much in common with the others. i mean i dont fancy shopping a lot unless i suddenly have that impulse to. and then i will unleash hell upon the world. neither do i like talking on the phone. so that leaves me with sms and msn. the last person i spoke to on the phone apart from family is pialeong. then as far as i can rmb it would be enos. and that was quite a long time ago. oh wait i think ruth was in between but that was for marks.

so yeah that goes to show how colourful a social life i have.

no wonder i love the tv.

my only thing im really close too would be my bed and soft toys. really. i think they are my lovers. :)

lets see. do i talk to shps ppl? not really. rgs? rarely. vjc? sometimes. others? sometimes.

guess the only constant person who pops in regularly would be brian nguyen. HAH.

its only been 3 mths. what would it be like in 3 yrs? 30 yrs?

only gods knows.

feeling isolated now. really badly. just need someone but there's no one out there. except my bright yellow bolster. just gonna hug him to sleep i guess.

maybe someday i will change. somehow i will talk to people more.

what a loser.

dammit im really really sick..

been coughing for the past 2 weeks plus a sorethroat prob from the non-stop coughing and fever.. arghh..

thanx to all who helped me to relief my classes!!! got mc for today too so xi-anwen is helping me to take over the entire day.. thank god che-wml is back today so that xi-anwen can take my entire day..

and cos im sick it means i cannot go to st james with the others!! bleahhhh how cool izzit tt the maths teachers are gg clubbing..! hahaha oh well hopefully they will go again soon and by then i am well! :) muahahahax..

so now im stuck with the secthree pts plans to assess.. i dont like pt.. hmph its so confusing..

anw i better be better by monday if not i cannot go bring the art club ppl out..! and then shun bian bring home all the SAs to mark.. kabish..

my holidays are goneee.. btw did i mention tt i feel harrassed by the NE-A ppl? i mean i know i still haven submitted my form by calling me up everyday doesnt make me feel up faster in my state! horrid.

yay yay yay!

AAAA B3 Merit

whee~!!

so its wednesday!!

carn wait for friday.. a bit the impatient liao la.. :P though i think the minutes b4 getting my results would be heart stopping.. haha.. back to the o level results day again i guess.. :S

tmr's a slack day.. invigilating 3 SAs.. 2 maths 1 history for chri-stl.. then only teach twosix.. yeahh so i can finally try to preserve my voice.. so thurs will be over really really quickly..!

mrs b-an sat in today.. i think she finally realises how many questions they ask.. hahah! yeah its really beyond ur imagination.. the qns are like non-stop n from the start to the end.. even dragged until their form teacher came in for CLE!!! felt a bit bad to take up his time but the class was like "nvm nvm its cle!!" -.- haha how wonderful.

n i just confirmed with my students tt lpl has like a legion of girls with a crush on him! muahahahx!! tts quite amusing in my opinion.. :P but yalar he's quite nice i guess..

shall go watch my angels of mission now!

its sunday!! im feeling a little sick though.. ouch.. prob from the lack of sleep.. :S how ironic.. im supposed to sleep in on weekends but the thing is that i stay up lattteee.. so no difference..

frenz coming over later.. yay mahjong! :) wanna play DDR since i've not played in the longest time liao.. since A levels? probably.. hahaha..

was chatting with enos yest.. hey cheer up k? n get well soon!! life should start looking up for you so dont give up!

oh ya just wanna say tt amway's dishwashing n multipurpose cleaner rocks big time!! ok random.

anw i better go pack my room so that at least later when they come over wun be so messy!! muahahahax..

so its the weekend again!

i feel like im falling sick.. :S must be the staying up till 2.30 yest reading deception pt.. haha trying to finish it asap so tt my bro can return it to skool..

gg to eat yusheng later at my granny's place.. means its mahjong time! i think.. :)

its 2 weeks to the march hols.. too bad i've got the Y_EE workshop on 14-15.. means i carn go overseas! besides i'll have to mark the SAs.. bleah.. i wanna go overseas!! and tt reminds me.. i haven submitted the Y_EE applicaton form yet.. told them i'll do it by this week and its alr saturday!!! nvm.. i'll try to submit it asap..

i still haven typed the N-UH report yet too! and its due next fri.. cos its 2 weeks after the attachment.. nonono.. so much to do! heellppp...

argh work tmr again.. :( haven gone to work in a week! haha i think i prefer studying to teaching.. like really la.. dun need to feel too responsible.. after all it wld only affect me.. not the others.. bleah..

just came back from relatives place.. met up with cousins and cousins cousins.. so yeah dan_ial was there so chatted a little.. was super bored.. falling asleep while watching "spirit" with my cousins.. couldnt tahan liao so i went to play com.. haha was actually looking for dan-ial to chat with but it didnt occur to me that he's in the room where they were watching spirit..

so stoned arnd a little more b4 we left for home..

haven marked a single thing i brought home.. really tired now.. hopefully i recover from this mild hangover by tmr.. bit stoned liao.. hahahha! all thanx to mrs ch-oo's husband!

im feeling a little depressed over a very stupid thing. i shall try my best to keep this thing under control because its so stupid. arghh self discipline!

anw i might have gotten into UCL.. :) but i've no money to go! no scholarship, no UCL.. so thats the cruel reality.. makes me happy for like a few days until 1) As results cannot make the conditional grade 2) no scholarship 3) no one to lend me money

hosp attachment at N_UH starts tmr.. wish me luck! i hope i wun be bored to death this time around as compared to the one at mt E.. yeahh but NU_H is good! i hope dr ji_mmy so is a nice man!

vday tmr.. hahah rmb mr chu_a and his outbreak last yr! damn bad mood la..muahahax vj's cool.. and i think i'll be spending my evening at my neighbour's house with the team.. how interesting.. hmm hahaha yeah how nice..

reunion at my granny's on thursday.. wanna play with jonathan..!! my granny says that he always play halfway then "jie jie...?" then starts looking for me! he's one smart kid! my aunt only told him to call me jie jie ONCE and he's like 2 yrs old? or arnd there.. then he can rmb! like omg omg omg! sooo cute! was playing with the mahjong tiles with him.. :) cute jonathan!

ok i shall continue playing with connect 2. omg im addicited!

well its a saturday and i've just changed my bedsheet, washed my aircon filter and my toilet.. hmm thats quite productive? :S haha i shall vacuum and mop my floor tmr! yay i like my room clean.. ok who doesnt.. but then i dun really have the time to clean my room regularly so when i get really irritated with it i will clean it all up! :) so today's still not too bad.. can slowly do.. hehe and im gonna paint my room someday! prob light pink.. ok its alr light pink but the colours not bright anymore.. its not my fault that i cant change the colour of my wall because i've got built in furniture! so im stuck with purple/pink unless i get rid of the tables, cupboards and bed.. total overhaul!

loads of marking to do come monday.. when everyone will hand up their assignments and FA.. yeah i shant talk too much about school.. pam and ruth says i say things to explicitly.. so i shall be discreet about some stuff while explicit for the other unimportant stuff..

i really think i say too much on my blog.. its quite scary i think.. ouch ok pls tell me if you think that something is unsuitable so that i can take it off? hahah i tend to go on and on about stuff as you all can prob alr tell.. bleah..

and im gonna learn indonesian!! hehe with my mum i think.. muahahax cannot imagine!

tagged by eunice! :)

Layer ONE: On the Outside

Name: Michelle Nah
Birth date: 17/11/88
Current status: employed
Eye colour: black
Hair colour: brown [dyed]
Righty or lefty: righty lefty
Zodiac sign: Dragon

Layer TWO: On the Inside

Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: losing the people i love
Your weaknesses: heck care dont care sometimes, even about things that i love
Your perfect pizza: the handmade one by the one

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: shit what to wear to work
Your bedtime: anytime between 11-12
Your most missed memory: my granddaddy and his hairy hands and him trying to steal my hp

Layer FOUR: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: erm doesnt make a diff to me.. seldom drink it anw.. but if i do i want salt too! :)
Macdonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: errr grp then single? depends on how i feel towards that guy?
Adidas or Nike: eh whichever is cheaper
Lipton tea or Nestea: dunno
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla with choco chips!
Cappucino or coffee: can i choose frap?

Layer FIVE: Do you..

Smoke: NO.
Curse: yes when im angry or when it slips my mouth
Gone to the mall: -.- im not a mountain tortoise
Been on stage: yar. umpteen times but those were the days.. wonder where i mustered the courage from!
Eaten sushi: mhmm
Dyed your hair: totally

Layer SIX: Have You Ever

Played a stripping game: wtf? see i just cursed.
Changed who you were to fit in: erm i dont think so? maybe tts why i didnt really fit into rg? haha!

Layer SEVEN: Age

You're hoping to be married: erm before 30? hahaha what a dream.

Layer EIGHT: In a Girl/Guy

Best eye colour: green.. i think thats exotic! only if it fits your features.. please dont wear green contacts for my sake! that would be horribly disgusting.
Best hair colour: streaky blonde.. hahaha same as above.. dont highlight/bleach hor! thats fake!

Layer NINE: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago: this lor
1hour ago: eating my dinner
1.5 hours ago: sleeping in the car
1 month ago: working at HR
1 year ago: wasting my time away feeling lost and lonely

Layer TEN: Finish the Sentence

I love: my friends!
I feel: energetically tired. minds buzzing but bodys oozing
I hate: fakes [people i mean. not bags and stuff] and people who try to act cool..
I hide: my imperfections [loads i tell you]
I miss: you you and you all

Layer ELEVEN:Tag 5 people anyone who's bored.
ruth pam jeremy koln peter

alrite so everyone is getting all attached and lovey dovey.. :P hehe you know im talking bout you! oh yes i have yet to congratulate you! :)

i shall just wait for the rite one to come along and in the meantime i shall just enjoy the high life of being happy, single and extremely financially independent.. hahaha! ok that last point is a little wrong considering i still get my parents to pay for my stuff whenever possible!

let's see.. its really weird when i hear my students talking about their senior's bf's being in acsi blah blah cos it seems really childish? hahaha but back then who would have bothered so much rite? :P i mean it was like "soo cool!" to have a bf or wadeva rubbish that meant. haha and it still sounds silly to have a bf now but i guess its something unavoidable? :S guys are scary sometimes.. i dunno.. but normally they're alrite i guess.. hahaha and to those of you who are thinking of my supposed one.. please la.. i haven really spoken to him since the start of As.. hahaha! ok a little while after As but then after that not really liao.. :P so yes im 'officially' unattached.. 0.o that sounds weird cos i was nv officially attached anw! its all you ppl who keep saying stuff.. kabish! hahaha we were just frenz.. ok maybe something more than friends but then along came As and we stopped contacting.. haha seriously if it wasnt for As/overseas studies/army we might have gotten tgt.. it was that close to it.. but yupz.. nth more now.. kinda weird huh?

alrite i better start my marking.. gotta start stats tmr.. oh gosh good luck to me.. like i didnt have a hard time with stats myself just a few months ago! :S

rite im feeling horrible now.

believe it or not i kinda hate buying clothes. damn cny is coming and i gotta buy clothes. but at least im done with clothes to last me for the first day.

it sucks to buy clothes when u're not in the mood to. its like being forced to do something you do not like and the point is that everything you see wouldnt seem nice to you cos you simply arent in the mood to shop. rite?

went to eat arnold's while shopping which i think caused my gastric cos im too full once again.. argh dont remind me of what i ate yesterday please. it was awful. haha not the food but the amount and i wonder why didnt i get gastric.. ok i think i was on the verge of it and if we continued walking down to kiliney i think i would have.. thank god we stopped at orange julius so at least that gave my stomach some time to digest the immense amount of food dumped into it.. i still carn believe i ate beef noodles when i was almost full alr! gosh i really regretted buying it since it was so-so only.. bleah..

so back to today.. obviously i didnt eat dinner cos i would have died on the spot if i did.. just laid in bed sleeping and wondering why in the world isnt the gastric pain going away.. so in the end even after the medicine it didnt improve so i had to take drastic measures.. dont ask me what i did but wadeva i did it kinda improved it..

so when i woke up again at like 9+ i watched the food show on ch 8 only to rmb that the PSS finals was on!! so was switching btwn the channels.. then i realised that its quite obvious that daren would win so i just watched my food show till it ended and continued with PSS after that.. hahah cao ge was guest singer then when i saw him i got reminded of the incident on "yu le bai fen bai" where they were trying to play matchmaker for him! hahaha!

so yeah here i am feeling slightly depressed over nothing. guess its the pre-monday blues.. hah what rubbish. argh i hate explaining the horrible qn 3 of modulus!!!! god help me.. barely got threefive to understand then now i gotta explain to threethree kabish good luck to me.. at least tmr my first lesson is with twosix so it'll make my day first! :) algebraic tiles here i come!

i still haven reviewed the sec 3 SA and neither have i gone for my chicken pox vacc cos NUH needs me to have it.. damn why did i test -ve got VZV IgG blah blah blah hahah then i wouldnt need the jab!

mopeing?

mopping?

moping!

extremely random now. sleep is crucial i guess.

dream cos it will make your wish come true.

so here i shall wish for ________!! :)

its friday!! omg i got through one week of teaching.. loads more to come.. hahaha teaching is soooo tiring! more tiring than HR but i guess im not complaining as yet.. just that its quite hard to get them to understand modulus i guess.. especially the part about why you solve for the intercepts based on the actual separate eqns of the graphs. yeahh argh dammit.

and i love twosix cos they are a really nice and funky! but i just hope they wont take advantage cos im being nice to them. tink i might need to put my foot down if they go too far so i hope they wont blame me for it. playing with algebraic tiles next week so i better understand how it works in the first place. haha basically its about area lor then the sides would be the factors liddat.

for sec 3s i can slow down a little n make sure they understand mod totally cos its gonna be quite difficult if they dont understand.. i've just been passed the SA to look through.. wait till i see and then i'll know if they'll make it.. still have one assignment and one FA for them to do.. slowly la.. these classes need some time i guess.. so remedial is on the way.. more work for me but i guess if they improve tts the greateset satisfaction i can get from being a teacher..

gotta vet through the SA, mark the assignments and look for extra questions for the weaker ones.. lots to do but so little time.. most of my time is like trying to catch up on lost sleep cos i wake up at like 5+.. arghhh haven woken up during that unearthly hour for like 2 yrs!!

going for MFA tea session tmr.. so sian until i dun even feel like gg but then ok la need to get a life too.. haha no driving tmr but will prob try to book one on sunday.. bleah see where got time to do other things.. argh..

and yay my business is growing!! :) hopefully can get my first paycheck by next month since i've got some orders from my relatives liao.. hehehe so cool!

chatting with monic now.. :) miss that girl and her nonsense! glad she's back so we can meet up again.. whee~! so's ami but ami's gonna be on attachment so not tt convenient i guess..

oh ya another thing.. i managed to get the NUH hospital attachment! so now i just need to pop down to vj to get my letter, the polyclinic to get my chicken pox vacc.. fill up the form n mail the entire thing to NUH! 14 feb to 16 feb.. means i'll miss 3 days of school as well as loads of lessons but i think xian wen would be taking over my lessons for these 3 days la.. so shouldnt be too bad.. haha i really hope she can do something about that.. wait wait when is the PT issued!?!? nvm i shall worry when i get the PT.. haha

someone please remind me to get the correct number of students for my classes next wk! zzz

yay my TP has been booked for 10 july!! :)

i want to grab someone else's!!

now i really need to go bathe n sleep! first day of RT! omg freaky.. hahaha!

yay passed my FTT!!

argh y isnt the traffic police dept linked to ssdc?! then i can book my TP le! checked today.. earliest date is alr like 9 july la!

wth

so yeah they better update by mon so i can quickly grab n book.. dun want it to be too far from 9 july.. zzz so long la..

saw daniel at ssdcl today.. haha realised he's actually quite nice.. :) how often do you get to know your cousin's cousin? muahahax.. was like checking out my car no. when i suddenly looked back down n saw him! was quite shocked cos i forgot he usually learns at that time.. yupyupz!

so we started talking while waiting to go to the cars. talked quite a lot i guess.. just like normal friends would! hehe my car was 99 while his was 105 then was too far away to continue talking.. if he was 104 then can talk le but 105 was the next row.. anw so after the 1st lesson we ended at bout the same time so we walked back to the tv again.. haha this time his was 8 while mine was 11.. after gg to the toilet [and him waiting for me again..] we sat down n continued talking.. decided to walk there then realised cannot find no. 8! i was like "eh where's yours?" haha apparently no. 8 broke down! so he took 93.. hahah

started driving then kept seeing him around the circiut.. once he was behind me and started tailing me! wahlau made me super stressed la.. tried to go faster but this car's accelerator not as sensitive as 99.. oh well after lesson he said he purposely one.. XD still wanted to overtake sia..! damn i should haf slowed down.. HAHAH! hog the lane! ;)

anw i kept gg out n back into the circuit so i was like one of the last cars to return.. wah he's damn nice la.. was waiting for me at the other side cos was raining like siao.. so asked him who's he gg back.. in the end parents gave him a lift to his dad's kopitiam since we were also going that way.. slight detour only.. hehe so in the car mum started asking him questions bout his driving etc.. esp his TP.. hehe too bad he had to tell her when he's taking it.. he din even tell his parents! so my uncle wouldnt know as well.. haha so i guess i was the closest thing to family he told before he told my parents.. all the best!!! :)

so as i said i went to my granny's house.. played with my little cousin jonathan! omg he's damn smart! he turned 2 last oct n he can recognise nos!! and he's so cute and he says 15 as "fiffeen" followed by that toothy grin! *aww* he can also recognise 11,12 etc..

funniest thing was when we showed him "三" he stared for a moment n said "ereven!" *aww once again!* hehe must be wondering how come this eleven got extra line!!

so yeah got home late n im super sleepy cos the time i spend driving every weekend can get me to malacca i think! except the speed la of cos.. :P so time to go to lalaland now.. [why do i call it lalaland?!] *gacckks*

lol.

gacckks.

-.-

HIAK!

yay! im halfway through my driving lessons le! subject 15/30! :)

anw i've got a meeting tmr bout founder's day i think.. if i am really gonna do event management.. haha tts another portfolio for me but the pay's the same.. zzz but i guess i should feel honoured that mrs shirley tan chose me for the job.. :) guess i know who to look for recommendations should i need one.. hehe..

oh yes did anyone receive some invitation to join this People to People Leadership Seminar in the US? apparently they found me through collegeboard [though i think my SAT results were quite shitty so wonder if anyone else got it] cost like US$2000+ la.. damn i think GYLC seems more interesting! i wanna go for GYLC but cannot le.. missed it in j1 then j2 too bz.. BLEAH! i need sponsorship!! hahaha dunno if can go for it oso cos im not in Grade 9-12 at the time of seminar.. :( so sad..

i think my life is getting super boring. nothing to talk about so there's nothing much to blog about. the things i do at work at confidential so nth will appear here aka no juicy news about teachers etc. HAH! and pam u still havent told me wads so funny about wad DP said during the 1st day of school! :) diana's on leave tmr and i've loads to do so i suppose i wun be sian.. haha

seriously i wonder why in the world am i telling everyone that my life is boring? hahaha its not supposed to be like this! what happened to all my pre-planned post As stuff? ok apart from driving i think all of it is like 'forget it' driving on weekends take up so much of my time and by the time i get home im super tired.. then its back to work again.. at least i get the see ppl that are impt to me at work! times i spend with you ppl are the best! how we go crazy tgt, talk nonsense tgt, been there done tt tgt.. anw back to the fact that i've a boring life. i still haven watched the goodbye lenin cd mrs leow lent me.. argh i shud msg her n tell her i'll return it asap!
ok this post has absolutely no direction and im just ranting about wadeva comes to mind. right my brother got a new 3G phone.. SE k618 or sth liddat.. couldnt be bothered with the model since its not my phone anw.. haha im like that.. :P oh n i think i seriously think that vj's food is like much much nicer than rgs food! i miss vj! 1) more stalls at vj 2) more variety [bataya rice!] 3) tables are cleaner 4) food is overall cheaper n yummier! VJC WAN SUI! hahahahaha

im staring at my msn list and i dunno who to talk to. acquintances/longlost friends/jnrs/snrs/classmates/batchmates im feeling like a loner now. haha maybe my outgoing personality is for the day while im like a phantom at nite. someone no one notices and just goes about my activities. i quite like it this way. no responsibility and no need to be accountable. its like liberation from all the facades of the day. muahahahax but maybe im just too tired to initiate a fluffy convo anw.

yay just went for my fourth practical! :) at subject 8 now.. muz cheong le.. cos waiting for PT is like 3-5 mths unless u manage to grab someone else's slot when they try-sell..

n its damn cool to drive on the road! ok fine i got horned once cos i wasnt watching my steering and nv check blindspot and always not in the centre of the road but i'll do these when im used to everything! at least i check mirrors n BS when im changing lane or overtaking.. muahahax... just not when im turning into another road.. :S

ok quite sian now.. must start studying for my FT le.. gonna change my date to one that is sooner so that i can quickly go book my PT when im done.. :)

super tired after cheonging 2 lessons today.. had my second yesterday and two today.. so i drove from like 8.35 till 12.15? :) more fun than arcarde but more dangerous. and im quite glad i din take manual cos my leg hurts from only braking in the circuit cos the junctions are so close to each other.. imagine having to handle the clutch! OMG..

madness.

so i shall just wait for the next email that would decide my fate.

and shud i apply for king's college as well? i mean so far apart from camb i've only applied for imperial. :S if not im just gonna stick arnd at NUS or NTU.. or maybe go to aussie to do med..

anw im feeling better and kinda getting over the fact tt i didnt get into puny trinity hall. ok not tt trinhall is not good but its just small with a success rate of NatSci applications of 20/58 in 2005. and i suppose tt includes biological n physical.. haha actually if i get in i think i just want any college close to my cousin so i can bug him n hopefully make him less anti-social.. though i think tts almost impossible.. he's in caius.. not really enjoying it cos he hates ComSci..

oh rite maybe i shudnt blog bout how my cousin finds cambridge quite :S in terms of lab n classrooms etc.. at least we've whiteboards here..

all i can say is that shona is damn lucky to get into trinhall med last yr! so is jasmine and manu.. see! rgs girls are like sooo good! hahah but not me i guess.. haha if i carn even get NatSci how can i even get med! but no moolah too so its NUS or aussie i guess..

Melbourne or Monash? or maybe postgrad?

oh rite i forgot to say.. i think ms hoo's back at MOE and i might haf emailed her stuff today with regards to things at RGS.. haha tts quite cool.. how many ppl have the name hoo yiin hwa? :) just that her email is not the hoo_yiin_hwa that she used to mail us last yr but yiin_hwa_hoo.. hmm maybe it changed?

alrites super tired again.. as usual wads new.. work is fun when i've things to do n the aircon is not cold enough to freeze the balls of the brass monkey.. and before you think dirty.. it apparently isnt according to my dad! go check out wth is a brass monkey.. ;)

was on the train this morn reading the free "my paper" and there was this article bout taxi drivers providing extra service.. not directly.. but being the middle person so that tourists etc can enjoy extra service.. n these taxi drivers can earn like 10-30k a month!! tts like whoaaa.. they've got the contacts and wad not so everything's like super easy for them.. take ur pick.. vietnam chicks, russian girls, models? cheap, ex, bomb! all the horny tourists.. with the japanese being the most generous with their money..

ok this post is extremely random cos my brain is not working properly.. shall go do some mundane work like playing spider solitaire for a while b4 i go to lalaland!

haiz so my cambridge application got pooled. well tt means its still under consideration by other colleges and the chances of getting in is about 25%. just like the normal one lor..

actually like not bad liao la.. outta 14000+ applications.. 3000 will be offered while about 2800 will be pooled.. so erm im in the top 6000 applications.. ARGH! wadeva.

shall just wait for another heart attack to come along. :(



oh rite does it make me feel better that i've passed my BTT and can now apply for my PDL on sat? i was really happy until i checked my email at bout11+..

nash is saying im crazy to be so worked up over the pooling..

After the interview there are three possible outcomes:

1. You are made an offer: Applicants who have already gained the qualifications required for entry may be made an unconditional offer, while those applicants who are still studying for qualifications for entry are usually made an offer conditional on achieving certain grades in these qualifications.
   
   
2. Your application is ‘pooled’: It may be that your College, although impressed by your application, doesn’t have a place for you, or may wish to look at applicants to other Colleges before confirming its last offers. In such cases your application is ‘pooled’. The winter pool, held in January, is designed to ensure that the best applicants are offered places whichever College they applied to. All Colleges can come to consider pooled applicants. Directors of Studies in each subject have met during the interview period to discuss the overall standard of applications, so that they can see by January how their own College's applicants compare.
   
   If your application is pooled, you may be asked to attend a further interview at another College or you may be offered a place without a further interview. If you are asked to come to another interview it will be held in early January. There is some flexibility over the timing of these interviews to allow for AS/A level module assessments also held at this time. Around one in six applicants are pooled, and of these, around one in five receives an offer of a place. If your application is pooled, but no College is able to offer you a place, you will hear from the College you applied to, normally by the end of January.
   
   For more information read our Undergraduate Guide to the Winter Pool.
   
   
3. Your application is unsuccessful: On average Cambridge receives around four applications for every place, so inevitably many applicants, even with good grade predictions, will be unsuccessful. Disappointing though this is, we hope you’ll have found it a useful experience. All Colleges provide, on request, feedback on unsuccessful applicants to the author of the school/college reference (the referee) or the Head or Principal of the school/college, provided that the applicant has given permission under the Data Protection Act. See feedback on admissions decisions for details.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


so its the 1st day of the new year 2007 and im up at 12.20 feeling a little indifferent to the new year. i wonder wad has changed over this year. apart from a few new friends made.. i guess its pretty much the same old horrible me.

argh i hate myself sometimes.

and i hate being lonely.

especially when you need someone to whine to.

its not like i dont like the solitude [its ok when im feeling reflective aka moody] but sometimes after a horrible day you just wished someone would show some concern. it sounds so blardy [crap tt word reminds me to serene] childish and naive but who wouldnt want to feel cared for? :)

wads done's done. cant change history so i guess i've just gotta change the future. i've grown more tolerant at times though when people dont get me the first time round or after numerous repeats i start getting frustrated cos its not tt i dont get my point across but rather the info doesnt get processed!! for example.. the korean bbq meat is called bulgogi.. pronouced as its spelt.. but my parents keep calling it BOOLONGGI! like ARGHH after umpteen times it doesnt get in i get really frustrated.. then they tell me "im old liao.." like how legitimate is that reason?! im old too! im 18 years OLD! BAH!

sometimes i go online n i see the ppl there.. i wonder how many do i talk to actually? now that many of the guys are enlisting.. that number is gonna fall.. gosh i think im gonna miss nash! i've told him tt! hahaha apart from random ppl who pop in once in a while at random times like philip n mark.. n some stc girl we met at LP.. i carn rmb her name for nuts and she just asks me random things like why am i at home n not counting down.. 0.o lazy la..

alrite so i've got dsta interview on 11th jan.. BTT on 3rd and driving on 7th.. i hope i pass my BTT and can get thru dsta! actually i dunno if i want a scholarship.. its like if i go to UK.. i think i wanna come back n do my MBBS at Duke-NUS.. so if got scholarship it'll be like 6 yrs later cos of bond.. arghh see how la.. see if i can get in in the first place.. :(

might consider aussie for med.. peter if u read this plz buzz me cos my mum wants to noe how much u're paying.. haha scully i become ur jnr again.. hahah!

christmas has come n gone so i guess i shall talk about my relatively boring long weekend.

1) played mahjong since like thursday.. like every night/day.. using chips and money.. chips when playing for fun [duh!] and money when playing with uncle.. haha!

2) went shopping at FOS and bought 200+ almost 300 bucks worth of clothes again.. considering i bought 200+ on one day and 40+ on another day.. ok la maybe 260.. 300 sounds horrible!! :S bought arnd 3 abercrombie shirts, some hello kitty shirt.. bout 4+ other shirts and around 4 pants? i guess tt accounts for the 300/260 shopping spree.. haha my bro bought an ed hardy shirt! zzz nvm its not TT nice.. haha too biker for me too..

3) ate bbq/steamboat/steak for those few days.. all cook-it-yourself! i think its really cool! like cooking ur own steak so u can judge how u want your steak done.. ;) raw [i mean rare!] or well done.. hehe! tt reminds me.. dont ever eat the western food at the sheng siong near sim lim sq.. they really mean it when they ask "rare or welldone?" cos they cannot acheive medium rare!! hahaha! it used to be nice but i think they changed a vendor.. :( no more yummy spring chicken.. only rubbery/hard chicken..

4) xmas is quite boring cos it keeps raining.

i want the sun!!

oh btw i think i bring the rain whereever i go. like seriously. cos my mum was pruning the plants outside my house so she had to sweep up the twigs, branches etc.. was watching "cheerleading nation" as well as "see spot run" when she called me.. so i went out n as soon as i went out.. it started drizzling! fyi it was drizzling on and off but it always becomes 'on' when im out! then when it gets too heavy i go back in to my tv n it stops raining! argh.

oh yes it used to rain whenever i went swimming too. it rained when i went to wild wild wet as well. though it was only a drizzle.

c'mon call me 'lei gong zhu' haha!

its raining again n the rain makes me moody at night when thoughts run wild.

i wished i went to sleep with the headache from drinking the choya just now.

i just wanna see you again.

its the long weekend!!

yesterday was one of the busiest mornings and early afternoons ive had.. with all the newbies [both students n teachers alike] coming in for reporting or induction respectively.

and i think i like fathima miller! she's like funky and she's british! haha.. she asked me if she can wear flip flops to skool.. leather ones tt is.. HAHA so she said "Smart flipflops!" :) n i think a british accent sounds posh.. haha i wanna go UK too! though its always gloomy.. no sunny sunshine like in singapore.. dammit.. i love the sun! but i guess other things would prob make up for it..

went to eat nasi padang at stall 7 for lunch.. aww i miss that stall a little! as usual stall 6 sells only fried -beehoon/ kuay teow/ fish/ fish cake etc.. all fried n it was a little frightening! i dun think i really like stall 6's fried fish.. too much flour n too little fish.. yucks.

anw we're having korean bbq today! mum asked me to get the recipe for beef bulgogi as well as chicken bulgogi which i realised is called dak bulgogi which is bbqed chicken! :) oh ya dunno if i told u all but i bought the eurotalk korean cd n actually i think its quite lousy. i mean ok it teaches me the vocab etc but seems more like those crash courses kind. so i went online to search for "learn korean" n found some useful sites! plus the youtube videos that tony introduced.. whee~! makes learning easier i guess! speaking of tony.. he's prob back in the US? i dunno.. haven spoken to him.. last time i spoke to him was when i was filling up UCAS.. haha lucky boy's taking asian studies so he went to korea for exchange or sth.. not sure..

anw we played mahjong yest! n i won!!! haha played using chips so in chips terms.. i won bout $8.90! hehe

ok n i yes i burnt my pizza in the microwave oven. yucks im nv gonna pop a pizza into the microwave ever again! tried with the second and last pizza i had and it seemed edible.. though i seriously wonder if its cooked! haha still doughy but i guess im still fine so no harm done. HAHA.

its been raining since sunday nonstop. wow. the gods must be really sad.

salima's dad passed away yest i think of heart attack. didnt noe it was her dad till like 3+pm today. was supposed to order an orbituary for some board of governor.. but didnt noe it was him until christina lee suddenly commented that its her dad!!! omg carn believe it! was stunned for a few moments. the times salima called back from cheung's to ask her dad to pick her up and all of a sudden there's no more dad to speak about and speak to again. :(

thats a horrible thought. didnt noe what to do. argh so helpless! but i guess she's a strong girl n she'll get over it. like she said, carn be sad forever rite? :)

okok change topic. i just realised how scary/shocking it is when ppl u dun expect to read reads ur blog! see la pq u..! now i cannot anyhow talk bout u le! hahaha jkjk.. ;) haf fun at ur parties till sunday.. i'll tell u once i get my paycheck! hehe..

now to sleep.. super zonked out today! omg off to lalaland now!

was super bored today at work cos everything was uber mundane!

installed itunes n plugged in my earphones to listen to online radio to keep me awake at like 11+am.. drank my second cup of milo in 2 weeks.. note: i only drink milo when im super cold or super bored. though i think the can of mocha on my table would be a better option cos of caffeine.

and and and THANKEW RUTH N PAM!!!!!!! omg i had the best surprise in years! *hugs*

i was like "okok i go back to my files le.."

then i sat down at my table n saw the monkey. for a moment i tot its for diana cos i think its diana's bdae or sth cos i see loads of presents.. cards etc addressed to her! then i read the names ruth n pam on the tiny note between the long arms of the lazy monkey! :)

then i realised!! hehehe! whee~!! *yawn* :P

ahh my bro n i are gg crazy with the monkey! he keeps combing the fur up n down cos the opposite way makes it kinda stand n prickly cos its not shun ma.. then he says "he just bathed!" hehe

on a another note.. i cried today while watching triumph in the sky!!!! :(( does tt make it sadder than :(? hmm maybe :'( haha! anw y must yunzhi die!!!!! ok fine cos if he doesnt die then there wun be any story.. zzz.. but really la.. WHY WHY WHY! damn sad la.. at least pam watches so i guess i wun be spouting nonsensical stuff here tt no one understands why am i so emo over this episode! even my normally-dry-eyed bro cried.. haha.. wait he normally fakes crying but this time he was like "shit its real!" hahahaha!! :)

i love my brother to bits! :D

so its sunday again n im having monday blues.

the office is so quiet without diana. :( please come back soon n chat with me though u always delegate work to me! and please come back on tuesday cos there are loads of people looking for you and i carn seem to find some stuff tt im supposed to do! :S

oh well im a scatterbrain anw.. haha..

so its gonna be the start of the 3rd week of work. WOW EXCITING! -_-

pq came back today from doha! :) where's my treat? hehe but he said it'll be mths before he can get his SGD40k reward after deducting 20% and sharing the 100k reward with malcom. saw him on tv.. AHH i just love the singapore blazer! its like bright red and its so cool..! rmb how monic n i were 'fighting' over who to carry his SEA games bag during JTS!! hehe :) despite his stinky shirt etc inside cos he came straight from trg..

i think mrs mah is right to say that "our dear peiquan is both smart and handsome.. even though he misses so many lessons but his results are still not bad!"

HAHAHA. jiayou pq!

alrite so i've finished one week of work and rite now im in deficit cos i just bought my MBT! :) so i guess my pair of URS shoes gotta make way for my MBT till skool starts again cos i dont think i can wear track shoes to work can i? haha!

just came back from orchard.. super tired! went out at like 11+ to make it down to hotel pheonix to eat buffet lunch.. spread was alrite.. pariss has much much more but i guess it was enough? but the desserts were good! the cheesecake, creme brulee, durian mousse [OMG!! yummy!!], mango mousse cake etc! oohhh damn how to lose weight! hahahaha!

n i tot once i start working i'll be able to eat less.. my foot la! super hungry after working.. then everything's quite screwed up this week.. cheesecake for breakfast for like 3-4 days in a row.. not very helpful eh?

anyway prom has come and gone and i wish i did go? oh well then at least i can see tyg's face when he won that dubious award of his! hahaha! went to eat the 99c sushi at tampines.. sushi spread was pathetic, more of those don, udon, ramen etc which cost like 6-10+ bucks! i think its under suki sushi but with another name cos the packaging of the wet tissues were suki sushi.. yepx.. suki ramen sucks big time btw.. the one at cine.. YUCKS!

next week i'll be starting to do stuff that the perm is supposed to do.. geraldine has resigned/fired cos of personality clashes with diana.. :( so im taking over geri's job and they may need someone to take over my job for the time being until the backlog is cleared.. and when they get the perm i might just go back to doing project-based or even lose my job.. haha! dun mind losing my job [i mean not in tt sense but ya] cos i havent enjoyed myself after the As!! zzz most people are bored alr but i've been so busy that i've not had time to relax properly!

and i wonder how people from other countires find my blog? just search using google? haha its quite amusing i think! do they understand wad im writing? guess so since its not TT singlish but its with loads of abbreviations etc.. tag if you wish k? just dont flame. i dun like being burnt.

back to more serious stuff [or rather more normal stuff] after eating the buffet, went up emerald hill.. nth much up there except for shophouses for auction and some mini flea market which i didnt enter cos i was busy eating free ice cream from ocbc.. its those bread ice cream with biscuit! which i actually din feel like eating cos i just ate ice cream during lunch with strawberry sauce! finished it nonetheless [there goes my 'diet'] oh well i ate neither breakfast nor dinner after that so i guess it's alrite after all the walking i did today!! my poor feet.. ouchh..

after that went to some factory outlet at specialist shopping centre to get 2 tops followed by OG to get my MBT and dad his berms and tees.. went to centrepoint where we watched ah wang outside poh kim after going to the toilet! hahaha like 0.o but yeahh went down to paragon to take a look at metro's clothes etc din really like them so went over to marks n spencer.. bought a pair of jeans for 39 i think.. quite nice.. dun haf many jeans so yeahh..

went over to tangs after that to look at robo cleaner by karcher cos we saw one at OG.. robo cleaner cost like 2390+ like 0.o just to haf some round thingie crawling all over the floor, lightly banging into furniture.. mum has like 20 bucks tangs voucher so wanted to get something but couldnt decide so we went home.. by mrt btw cos parking is like super ex in orchard n we spent like 15349485hrs there!

was on the train when i saw this guy carrying a four leaves bag with a cake inside [saw the box not the cake].. was like hmm cake.. then i saw 6 flowers bundled together with the stretchy white net thing that is normally found on chrysanthemums.. tot they were chrysanthemums but they were roses!!! pink ones too..! he was looking super tired yet he went to get roses, cake and i think a present cos there was something else i couldnt make out.. his wife is so lucky! [wife because he's wearing a ring.. hopefully not for the mistress!] gosh im spouting nonsense.. anw its like 9+ le and he still puts in the effort to do something special for her.. my dad has NEVER given my mum a flower.. :S how is that even humanly possible?!

and wad pic is this? its some latin american band that was performing courtesy of DBS n trying to sell their cd.. its damn cool! they could make sounds of the birds and if you just closed your eyes you can just imagine being in the cool forest with a flowing stream with birds chirping in the distance.. sounds like pocohontas to me! hahah! except that there aint no white men arnd.. anw i've concluded that singaporeans are stingy with their applause.. i mean there was a relatively huge crowd around them yet the applause was dismal.. i felt bad!! so i clapped loudly in appreciation for their efforts! :) wads lifting ur two arms and pulling them towards each other to make some noise! i mean c'mon u enjoy it.. show ur appreciation by making some noise! zzz lousy singaporeans.

















alrite i think im rambling alr.. shall stop here for today.. prob update again next week when i've the time.. :) tag on the board to chat! updating is too tiring at the end of the day!

im super tired n ive got gastric now.

ciao~!

i'm supposed to be in bed because i've got work tmr. first day at work! omg i hope it aint some boring job. even if it is i hope it would improve when the girls come in in jan! :) at least i've got pam for company from tues onwards.

yest was a horribly tiring day but horribly fun too!! i cant believe how much fun i had that my legs ached soo much that it hurt to step on my feet!

had LP in the morning and met some interesting characters. two to be exact. a couple actually. though in my opinion the wife is much saner than the husband. firstly, who would tell a complete stranger that they got married [actually re-married] like two hours ago in some obscure ceremony? who would put down their i/c, DOB, ORD date, no. of times he's donated blood, the contact of his lasik doctor etc on a name card?! i mean, isnt the 1st two info rather confidential. oh btw i can tell you that he owns two BMWs from the card, donated blood like 86 times, born in 1962, i/c no. starts with 152 or sth like that, he's with the airforce as some airplane technician or the likes of it and there's much more on it that i cannot rmb off hand cos the card's with ruth. the wife's side of the double-sided card is amusing as well. ouch. i've met weird ppl but not scary ppl as yet. i guess i saw sth new on sat. :S

after that we went to eat egg-onion prata! yummm.. wasnt very hungry so it was just nice for us.. started talking about horror movies and how they seem to have the same elements.. girls who look alike.. chopper.. girls + boy etc.. anw went down to meet pam at yck after that to make our way there to ssdc.. :) they registered for driving while i took my trial test! got 46/50.. not bad i guess.. dunno wads the passing grade too..

Qn : what do you do when there's a flood?

A: Change to high gear n go through
B: Change to low gear n go through
C: Drive through as fast as possible

i dont know the answer so im asking you! yes you!

i put B though.

real test's on 3 jan at 6.45.. hopefully i can make it down in time after work! since i knock off at like 5.30..

so after settling the stuff at ssdc, we went down to somerset.. checked out casino royale at cine.. left with first two rows.. decided to give PS a shot so we walked down in our aching feet.. made it there but left with first two rows too! argh so we watched quinceanera! :) heard bout it from my teacher.. i think my teacher's cool!! she's gonna lend me goodbye lenin with subs so tts just wonderful! rmbed borrowing "under the tuscan sun" book from ms leow in sec 4.. n now im borrowing goodbye lenin from mrs leow.. hahah!

went to eat at the foodcourt while ruth examined the "name card".. more like scrutinised! :) after tt went down to daiso [the one at IMM is so much nicer to shop at! more spacious with more walking space!!] carrefour [however you spell that!] was our next destination and we wanted to buy drinks.. saw cheryl tay working as a promoter for pepsi max [according to ruth].. ok tts not the point.. point was that ruth seemed determined to buy alcoholic drinks! heineken? haha i wanted to try bacardi breezer but was in a rush so didnt get the alcoholic drinks.. seems like we're making full use of the legal age limit rubbish! quinceanera is M18. in the end we bought minute maid lime n lemon. i think lime is nicer too! not so sweet.. hehe! shall buy lime next time instead.

ok after the movie we went down to carrefour again to look at toys! like omg rite? but we always do!! hehe toy guns last yr n jester hats this yr! took pics.. shall upload them soon after i've downloaded them! i love the lazy monkey though! shall post the vid too.. :P

on the topic of monkeys.. was at giant msia today n i saw a monkey at the pet shop! it was sooo adorable!! but very cruel! :S some lady fed it fries.. gosh monkey n fries.. err how healthy! saw porcupines too.. too bad i din bring my phone along if not i could haf snapped a few photos for all to see! yucks i want the monkey cos its so huggable n adorable but i wun buy it so end of story. i dont want to cause it misery. :( hope that monkey would be able to enjoy a happy life though its near impossible.

the chendol at giant changed vendor! its not nice anymore!! shall stop dreaming about it anymore.. :( and i think the chickens in msia are scrawny! the kfc's chicken were pathetically small compared to those in sg.. like half the size?!? normally after eating 2 pc in sg im like "ugh tts enough.." but i could finish a bun, a small mashed potato, a small coleslaw PLUS 2 pc n a drink! just imagine the difference!


saw this balloon sculptor.. omg im gonna try my balloon stuff again! n i think my sword is much nicer than his! :) though i wanna learn how to make the bear.. shall try in my free time! haha..

okok i think i better go sleep.. shall update about my first day tmr! :) nitex!

wow out of 16 possibilities i've got the same one as pam!

yayz i found a job!!!

admin at RGS. :)

so its back to the wonderful surroundings of my lovely secondary school. i always wanted to enter the general office! OHOH tt means i'll haf a tag/pass! whee~!

now i need to tell shannon [job recruiter] that i've got a job.. bleahh..

ruth! pam! did u get a job at RGS too???? please say u did! then we can all traipse down the spiral stairs or the koi pond stairs to the canteen.. and shop at popular once more n go visit ms tong in the art room!!

anw i'll be starting work next mon at 9.30.. working hrs are like 8.30-5.30 from mon to thurs.. then on fridays its 8.30-5.. well i bet im happier with this job than the SGH one.. cos this one has 1) higher pay 2) no need to move boxes 3) its in RGS n super near to town so can go out after tt


now to cheong for dsta scholarship app!!